Breakdown
Tonight Alive Lyrics


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Come on, come on, pick me up
Go on, go on, let me down
You couldn't tell me if I asked you
"Do you still want me around?"
Come on, come on play your games
Go on, go on, say my name
You won't, you won't stay the same
And don't you know it's just not like me to wait?

'Cause you give me your reasons
But I've heard them all before
This is it, and I'll admit that

I breakdown, I breakdown when I can't see you
I breakdown, I breakdown when you don't call
And I've told myself a thousand times
That if you left I'd be alright and
I breakdown, I breakdown if I can't see you tonight

Come on, come on, keep me here
Go on, go on, watch my tears
Go on, go on, say goodbye cause I know, I know it won't be the last time
Go on and I'll watch you go
Go on, go on, I just hope you know
It's a slim to none chance that I'll be here when you get home

Cause you give me your reasons
But I've heard them all before
This is it, and I'll admit that

I breakdown, I breakdown when I can't see you
I breakdown, I breakdown when you don't call
And I've told myself a thousand times
That if you left I'd be alright and
I breakdown, I breakdown if I can't see you tonight

I really don't wanna talk it out
There's nothing left here to fight about or cry about
So don't misunderstand me, I'm giving up
I really don't wanna see your face,
When you look at me that way like it's a game
I'm really not OK but I won't

Breakdown and breakdown if I can't see you
No I won't breakdown and breakdown if you don't call

I breakdown, I breakdown if I can't see you
I breakdown, I breakdown if you don't call
And I've done this all a thousand times
So now I know I'll be alright and
I breakdown, I breakdown but I won't




I can't stop myself now but I won't
Breakdown and breakdown if I can't see you tonight

Overall Meaning

The lyrics of Tonight Alive's song Breakdown convey the desperation and hurt that someone feels when they are in a relationship where the other person constantly plays games and has no regard for their feelings. The song starts off with the singer pleading with their partner to keep them around, but knowing that they will ultimately let them down. They are tired of hearing the same excuses and reasons for why they are treated poorly, and they know that they deserve better. However, even though they tell themselves that they will be alright if their partner left, the mere thought of not being able to see them causes them to breakdown.


The second verse further emphasizes the singer's pain and frustration with their partner's behavior. They know that saying goodbye is inevitable, but they still hope that the other person will make an effort to stay in the relationship. They also realize that it is unlikely that they will still be there when their partner returns, further highlighting how exhausting and emotionally draining the relationship has become. Despite all of this, the singer tries to convince themselves that they are giving up on the relationship and that they will not breakdown if they cannot see or hear from their partner. However, deep down they know that they cannot stop themselves from falling apart.


Overall, the song Breakdown by Tonight Alive is a powerful and raw portrayal of the pain and turmoil that someone experiences when they are in a toxic relationship. It shows the struggle between wanting to hold on and wanting to let go, and the emotional toll that it takes on a person.


Line by Line Meaning

Come on, come on, pick me up
I need you to lift me up and support me emotionally.


Go on, go on, let me down
You keep disappointing me and making me feel alone.


You couldn't tell me if I asked you 'Do you still want me around?'
I am not sure if you still want me in your life and you never give me a clear answer.


Come on, come on play your games
You keep playing mind games with me and it's exhausting.


Go on, go on, say my name
You only acknowledge your interest in me when it suits you.


You won't, you won't stay the same
You keep changing and it's hard for me to keep up with you.


And don't you know it's just not like me to wait?
I am not usually a patient person, and waiting for you is difficult for me.


'Cause you give me your reasons But I've heard them all before This is it, and I'll admit that
I am tired of your excuses and I've had enough of this relationship.


I breakdown, I breakdown when I can't see you
I become emotionally overwhelmed when we are apart.


I breakdown, I breakdown when you don't call
I feel anxious and insecure when you don't reach out to me.


And I've told myself a thousand times That if you left I'd be alright and I breakdown, I breakdown if I can't see you tonight
I know that I would be better off without you, but I can't help but feel devastated by the thought of losing you.


Come on, come on, keep me here
I am desperate for you to stay with me and not leave me alone.


Go on, go on, watch my tears
You enjoy seeing me upset and don't care about my feelings.


Go on, go on, say goodbye cause I know, I know it won't be the last time
You keep saying goodbye to me, but I know that you will come back again.


Go on and I'll watch you go
I am resigned to watching you leave me.


Go on, go on, I just hope you know It's a slim to none chance that I'll be here when you get home
I hope you understand that there is a very small chance that I will still be waiting for you when you return.


I really don't wanna talk it out There's nothing left here to fight about or cry about So don't misunderstand me, I'm giving up
I am exhausted by this relationship and I am ready to give up on trying to fix it.


I really don't wanna see your face, When you look at me that way like it's a game I'm really not OK but I won't
I don't want to be around you if you are just going to continue to play games with me, but I will try to hold myself together.


Breakdown and breakdown if I can't see you No I won't breakdown and breakdown if you don't call
It's difficult for me to cope with not seeing you, but I will not let your actions control my emotional state.


And I've done this all a thousand times So now I know I'll be alright and I breakdown, I breakdown but I won't I can't stop myself now but I won't Breakdown and breakdown if I can't see you tonight
I have been through this so many times before, and I know that I will eventually be okay, but it's hard to avoid breaking down in the moment.




Lyrics © Sony/ATV Music Publishing LLC, Kobalt Music Publishing Ltd.
Written by: BENJI MADDEN, JENNA RACHAEL MCDOUGALL, WHAKAIO EUBEN TAAHI

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Comments from YouTube:

@JaydenDonato

Does anyone know the reason why this song and their "All Shapes & Diguises" album can't be found anywhere anymore??

@Jaachi_Aaron-CJ041

This song repeats itself unlike any I’ve seen before in my life. 🔥😍❤️❤️‍🔥

@freezor80

This song is amazing. How have they been around since 2008 and I just now in mid-2021 discovered them?

@timberwolfe338

Bc they changed their sound, lost the fanbase, then disbanded

@jenkem69

@@timberwolfe338 I didn't know they broke up....that sucks...

@scottmcdonald4236

Same for me in 2020

@giovannipenate5325

I first heard them since 2020

@maltamessiah6493

for uploading this thank you so much 💯

@KatelinMeekis

I love this song. Great job on the video. <3

@ashleysparkify

Aww, thank you so much! :-)

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