Younger
Topic & A7S Lyrics
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Take it back
Take it back then
Back when I was little and I didn't know when
When I was happy for nothing
Nowadays I gotta have something
What am I becoming
I'm tired of feeling this way, tired of myself all goddamn dayTired of looking in the mirror and hating who I see
Dammit take it back when life was easy
When everything was fun
When everything was dumb
When I was just a little kid I was gloomy and dumb
Man I hate getting older, even though I'm bolder
I miss the days when my dad would carry me on his shoulder
Fuck, I guess it all fades
Life is like an ocean and were long gone waves
Lost in the shore
Nothing to ignore
But like all humans I wanted more
Time is going fast
Everything's the past
Why the fuck can't god just make this shit last
Seems like today I turned thirteen, not knowing all the bullshit ahead of me
I wish I could build a time machine just to relive all the timeless things
I know that its hard but I don't understand
Why life was at its best when it began
Just leave me now
Leave me then
My heart is broken and life will end
When he cries
When he dies
The newer me is just filled with lies
The old me is six feet under
I just wish that I was younger
I just wish that I was younger
Turn the camera off
What are you looking at
No I'm not gonna turn it off
You better turn it off
Please don't think of me different
Cuz I'm no longer innocent
I turned into an asshole that don't give a shit
And honestly that just makes me a worthless bitch
But if they don't love me I guess that's fine
At one point they did and there trust was mine
I'm losing that like I'm losing my youth
I wouldn't trust me and that's just the truth
If I could, I would I don't hate myself
That don't mean I appreciate myself
It's like life is at a race
At a really face pace
And you don't go to look back and try to retrace
Your steps
Until it's all specs
Until its all dust with no effects
You never know what you have until it's gone
That's the realist shit that I've heard on god
So these next few years I'll try to salvage
Try to make the best of this aching challenge
Whatever's left of my youth just please don't leave
Without this feeling I know I wont breathe
I know there's time
I know it's mine
I know I'm wasting it by crying
I know I'm wasting it by not even trying
I'm just afraid of losing what's already dying
I hate this pace and I'm losing my grace
Just please bring me back
Just please take me back
Just please bring me back
Just please take me back
I'll die if little Julian fades away to black (no, no)
Just leave me now (leave me now)
Leave me then
My heart is broken and life will end (life will end)
When he cries
When he dies
The newer me is just filled with lies (filled with lies)
The old me is six feet under (six feet under)
Age is way more than a number (way more than a number)
I just wish that I was younger
I just wish that I was younger
Just leave me now
Leave me then
My heart is broken and life will end
When he cries
When he dies
The newer me is just filled with lies
The old me is six feet under
Age is way more than a number
I just wish that I was younger
I just wish that I was younger
In the song "Younger," Topic & A7S delve deep into the nostalgic yearning for the innocence of childhood, reflecting on the burdens of adulthood and the rapid pace of growing older. The lyrics initiate a dialogue with the past, where the singer longs for simpler times when life was unencumbered by the complexities and disappointments that adulthood introduces. The opening lines present a stark contrast between the carefree childhood memories and the weight of present expectations. The singer articulates a palpable sense of sadness, expressing how happiness was once derived from the trivial and unpretentious aspects of life, juxtaposed with a present where material possessions or achievements are deemed necessary for contentment. This sense of loss manifests in the question, “What am I becoming?” highlighting an internal struggle with identity and self-worth as the singer grapples with a rapidly changing sense of self due to the pressures of maturity.
As the song progresses, the theme of regret interweaves with nostalgia, portraying an evolution from innocence to awareness. The lyrics evoke vivid images of cherished childhood memories, like being carried on a parent’s shoulders, which encapsulate protection and simplicity. This fond reminiscence reveals the painful realization that life has transitioned from joyous comparisons to relentless self-criticism, evidenced by the lines expressing dissatisfaction with self-image and emotional state. The metaphor of life as an ocean resonates with the unpredictability of existence, where moments come and go like waves, emphasizing a sense of transience. The singer’s yearning for the past is further underscored by a desire for a time machine, symbolizing the desperation to reclaim lost moments of joy before responsibilities and disillusionment took hold.
The singer's reflections delve deeper into a struggle with self-identity, pertinent to the human experience of growing older. The lyrics portray an inner conflict between self-appreciation and self-loathing, crystallizing the struggle many face as they transition from youth to adulthood. Words like “worthless” and “asshole” paint a stark picture of the singer's feeling of inadequacy and guilt, suggesting that the innocence of youth has been replaced by self-deprecation and moral ambiguity. The pain of losing trust from others juxtaposed with the internal fragility heightens the emotional stakes, making it relatable for anyone grappling with the complexities of personal growth. Furthermore, this candid acknowledgment of feelings reinforces the universal truth that maturity often comes with profound emotional burdens, exacerbating the desire to cling to a more innocent past.
Towards the conclusion, the lyrics transition into a conflicted acceptance of the inevitable passage of time while maintaining the desire to hold onto youth. There’s a palpable fear of losing the essence of the “old me,” as the singer grapples with the notion that growing older can lead to a disconnect with one’s genuine self. The repetition of phrases like “Just please bring me back” starkly illustrates a desperate wish to recapture lost moments, symbolizing an overarching fear of change and the unknown. The struggle to “make the best of this aching challenge” reveals an awareness that life continues to move forward, albeit uncomfortably fast, while also echoing a broader commentary on the human experience of cherishing fleeting moments. Through poignant expressions of nostalgia, regret, and a reluctant acceptance of change, the song encapsulates the bittersweet reality of aging, bringing forth the yearning for the simplicity and joy that often accompanies youth, leaving a resonant emotional impact on the listener.
Line by Line Meaning
Be quiet
Cease your noise and distractions.
Take it back
Revert to a prior moment or state.
Take it back then
Return to that earlier time as if retrieving a lost treasure.
Back when I was little and I didn't know when
Reflecting on childhood innocence, unaware of the complexities of time.
When I was happy for nothing
Experiencing joy from simple, unadulterated pleasures.
Nowadays I gotta have something
In contrast, adulthood demands tangible achievements for happiness.
What am I becoming
Questioning the transformation and identity lost over time.
I'm tired of feeling this way, tired of myself all goddamn day
Exhausted by persistent dissatisfaction and self-loathing.
Tired of looking in the mirror and hating who I see
Frustrated with the reflection, representing inner turmoil and self-dislike.
Dammit take it back when life was easy
Wishing to return to simpler, carefree days.
When everything was fun
Remembering a time of joy and carefree experiences.
When everything was dumb
Reflecting on the naivety and simplicity of childhood activities.
When I was just a little kid I was gloomy and dumb
Acknowledging that even childhood had its burdens, despite appearances.
Man I hate getting older, even though I'm bolder
Struggling with the paradox of gaining confidence while resenting aging.
I miss the days when my dad would carry me on his shoulder
Longing for the security and comfort of parental support during childhood.
Fuck, I guess it all fades
Acknowledging the inevitability of time and its effects on existence.
Life is like an ocean and we're long gone waves
Comparing life to a transient ocean, suggestive of fleeting moments.
Lost in the shore
Feeling stranded or disconnected from life’s progression.
Nothing to ignore
Confronting unavoidable truths that cannot be brushed aside.
But like all humans I wanted more
Recognizing a universal desire for greater fulfillment and experience.
Time is going fast
Acknowledging the hurried passage of time.
Everything's the past
Realizing that moments swiftly become memories.
Why the fuck can't god just make this shit last
Expressing frustration over the ephemeral nature of life.
Seems like today I turned thirteen, not knowing all the bullshit ahead of me
Recalling the transition to adolescence, oblivious to future challenges.
I wish I could build a time machine just to relive all the timeless things
Desiring the ability to revisit cherished memories that hold lasting significance.
I know that it's hard but I don't understand
Recognizing life's difficulties yet struggling to grasp their meaning.
Why life was at its best when it began
Questioning why initial experiences seemed more fulfilling than current ones.
Just leave me now
Seeking solitude amidst emotional turmoil.
Leave me then
Desiring the freedom from past burdens or reminders.
My heart is broken and life will end
Expressing deep sorrow and a sense of finality regarding personal struggles.
When he cries
Acknowledging the emotional pain that comes with vulnerability.
When he dies
Confronting the reality of loss and existential dread.
The newer me is just filled with lies
Feeling that personal growth has led to loss of authenticity.
The old me is six feet under
Symbolizing the death of the former self, buried under life’s experiences.
Age is way more than a number
Recognizing age encompasses deeper emotional and experiential significance.
I just wish that I was younger
A deep yearning to reclaim the lost vitality and innocence of youth.
I just wish that I was younger
Reiterating the desire to return to a simpler time.
Turn the camera off
Requesting privacy, wanting to escape the scrutiny of others.
What are you looking at
Challenging the gaze of others, feeling exposed.
No I'm not gonna turn it off
Insisting on maintaining presence, despite discomfort.
You better turn it off
Imposing a demand for respect of personal boundaries.
Please don't think of me different
Seeking acceptance, fearing judgment based on changes.
Cuz I'm no longer innocent
Acknowledging a loss of naivety due to life experiences.
I turned into an asshole that don't give a shit
Feeling transformed into someone callous and indifferent.
And honestly that just makes me a worthless bitch
Despairing over self-worth while grappling with negativity.
But if they don't love me I guess that's fine
Coming to terms with unreciprocated love and acceptance of loneliness.
At one point they did and their trust was mine
Recalling a time of mutual affection and trust that has since faded.
I'm losing that like I'm losing my youth
Feeling the simultaneous loss of relationships and youthful vitality.
I wouldn't trust me and that's just the truth
Recognizing self-betrayal and a lack of reliability.
If I could, I would I don't hate myself
Wishing for change without self-loathing, acknowledging complexity.
That don't mean I appreciate myself
Understanding that absence of hate does not equate to self-love.
It's like life is at a race
Experiencing life as a constant rush, without respite.
At a really face pace
Feeling overwhelmed by the rapid progression of time.
And you don't go to look back and try to retrace
Recognizing life’s forward momentum, making reflection difficult.
Your steps
Acknowledging past choices and actions that shape the present.
Until it's all specs
Realizing memories become faint and hard to discern over time.
Until it's all dust with no effects
Experiencing the eventual decay of all experiences into nothingness.
You never know what you have until it's gone
Understanding the value of moments only after losing them.
That's the realist shit that I've heard on god
Acknowledging this realization as a profound truth of life.
So these next few years I'll try to salvage
Resolving to make the most of remaining time and opportunities.
Try to make the best of this aching challenge
Seeking to find growth and meaning amidst difficult experiences.
Whatever's left of my youth just please don't leave
Desperately hoping to retain the essence of youthful joy and spirit.
Without this feeling I know I won't breathe
Feeling that vitality is tied to the joyous essence of youth.
I know there's time
Recognizing that time remains available for change.
I know it's mine
Acknowledging ownership of personal time and choices.
I know I'm wasting it by crying
Understanding that despair consumes valuable time.
I know I'm wasting it by not even trying
Reckoning that inaction hampers progress and adds to regret.
I'm just afraid of losing what's already dying
Fearing the finality of what is on the verge of being lost.
I hate this pace and I'm losing my grace
Frustrated by the swift rate of life and a loss of elegance in living.
Just please bring me back
Yearning for a return to a prior sense of happiness or state of being.
Just please take me back
Requesting to relive past moments of joy and simplicity.
Just please bring me back
Longing once again for the return of lost happiness.
Just please take me back
A plea for a chance to revisit the comfort of the past.
I'll die if little Julian fades away to black (no, no)
Fearful that the essence of one’s youthful spirit is fading irretrievably.
Just leave me now (leave me now)
Seeking solitude in the face of current pain.
Leave me then
Wanting to be released from past burdens.
My heart is broken and life will end (life will end)
Expressing sorrow and a sense of imminent loss.
When he cries
Recognizing emotional pain as part of the human experience.
When he dies
Confronting the harsh reality of mortality and loss.
The newer me is just filled with lies (filled with lies)
Feeling insincere in personal growth and internal conflict.
The old me is six feet under (six feet under)
Symbolizing the death of one’s former self through lived experiences.
Age is way more than a number (way more than a number)
Acknowledging that age brings emotional weight and significance.
I just wish that I was younger
Once more expressing the longing to recapture the joy of youth.
I just wish that I was younger
Reiterating a heartfelt desire for the innocence of childhood.
Lyrics © O/B/O DistroKid
Written by: Julian Reza
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