Habits
Tove Lo Lyrics

Uh-uh uh-uh uh-uh
This is just an interjection to start the song.

I eat my dinner in my bathtub
I prefer to eat while having a relaxing bath.

Then I go to sex clubs
After dinner, I go out to clubs where people engage in sexual activities.

Watching freaky people getting it on
At the clubs, I observe people indulging in wild and unusual sexual behaviors.

It doesn't make me nervous
Watching these things does not make me anxious.

If anything I'm restless
If anything, it makes me feel agitated and uneasy.

Yeah I've been around and I've seen it all
I have been to many places and witnessed many things like this.

I get home, I got the munchies
When I go back home, I feel like snacking on something.

Binge on all my Twinkies
I consume a large quantity of my available snack, Twinkies.

Throw up in the tub, then I go to sleep
After overeating, I vomit in the bathtub and then go to sleep.

And I drank up all my money
I have spent all my money on alcohol.

Daze and kinda lonely
This puts me in a state of confusion and feeling a bit isolated.

You're gone and I gotta stay high
Since you are gone, I have to keep myself high all the time.

All the time to keep you off my mind, ooh ooh
I do this to prevent myself from thinking about you.

Spend my days locked in a haze
Most of my days are lost in a foggy mindset.

Trying to forget you babe, I fall back down
I keep trying to forget you, but I keep slipping back into my old habits.

Gotta stay high all my life to forget I'm missing you, ooh ooh
I have to keep staying high all my life so that I don't miss you.

Pick up daddies at the playground
I go to the playground to find older men.

How I spend my daytime
This is how I spend my time during the day.

Loosen up the frown, make them feel alive
I try to make these older men feel alive and happy by entertaining them.

I make it fast and greasy
I do this quickly and without much care for quality or hygiene.

I'm numb and way too easy
I have become emotionally numb and it is way too easy for me to engage in these behaviors.

Staying in my play pretend
I live in a pretense world, where everything is fictional.

Where the fun ain't got no end, oh
This is a place where the fun never ends.

Can't go home alone again
I cannot go back home alone without someone to distract me from my thoughts.

Need someone to numb the pain, oh
I need someone to distract me from the emotional pain that lingers within me.

High all the time to keep you off my mind, ooh ooh
I have to stay high all the time to prevent myself from thinking about you.

Spend my days locked in a haze
This means that most of my days are spent in a foggy state of mind.

Tryin' to forget you babe, I fall back down
I keep trying to forget you, but I end up falling back into my previous habits.

Gotta stay high all my life to forget I'm missing you, ooh ooh
I have to keep staying high all my life so that I don't miss you.