The group released their debut album, The Lonely Position of Neutral, on July 23, 2002. The album was well received with the lead single "Downfall" gaining heavy exposure through MTV2. Subsequently, the song entered the Billboard Hot 100 singles charts. A second single "Running From Me" followed with more moderate success. The Lonely Position was certified gold by the RIAA, and the band went on to tour with artists such as 30 Seconds to Mars and Papa Roach. They also toured with KoRn and Disturbed as part of the Pop Sux Tour in 2002.
Trust Company was scheduled to play at Ozzfest 2003 but was forced to back out by their label in order to work on their second album, True Parallels, which was belatedly released on March 22, 2005, after an 8-10 month delay. Several months prior to the album's release, original bassist Josh Moates left the group and was replaced by Walker Warren. Despite little promotion from their label, the album entered the Billboard album charts at #32, and has gone on to sell in excess of 200,000 copies. The first and only single from the album, "Stronger," made a moderate impact on mainstream rock radio. According to drummer Jason Singleton on the band's website message board, the second single may have been "The War is Over."
In August 2005, it was announced that frontman Kevin Palmer had left the band due to personal issues. The band disbanded shortly after. Soon after the breakup, Palmer and original bassist Josh Moates came together to form a new project called Amity Lane. The band released their debut album The Sound of Regret on October 31, 2006 via Corporate Punishment Records.
Jason Singleton played as the drummer for several bands in Montgomery, including Arm in Arms, The Spicolis, and The Escape Frame. James Fukai reunited with his old band, Hematovore, under their indie record label, Acerbic Noise Development.
On August 11, 2007, it was announced on www.tunelabmusic.com that the four original members - Kevin Palmer, Josh Moates, Jason Singleton, and James Fukai - were reuniting and have two reunion shows planned in Montgomery, Alabama and that they will be writing and recording a new album for release sometime in 2008. On November 9, 2007 the band headlined what would be considered a reunion show at Seville Quarter in Pensacola, FL. The band has continued to perform shows around the southeast.
The band posted in a Myspace bulletin on February 25, 2008 that Kevin had finished recording the vocals for some new songs and that the band hopes to have an album out around the middle of the year, however, it will be closer to 2009 before the album is ready.
On March 18, 2008, The band posted 2 brand new songs on their MySpace page. The songs are titled "Waking Up" and "Stumbling." The band stated in a blog that these are demos and may be re-recorded.
The band recently announced on its Myspace page that it will be handing out CDs with previously unreleased or somewhat released material from past years at its concerts with the purchase of a t-shirt.
Josh Moates has chosen to leave the band and has been replaced by Amity Lane touring guitarist, Eric Salter.
The band has now expanded its touring to the east coast, with The Exies as the headlining act.
The band released new tracks entitled 'Seasons Change', 'Today' and 'I Can't Breathe' on their Myspace.
Deeper Into You
Trust Company Lyrics
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And cross the line over and over again.
It's all around me, now I'm here cause of you.
Now I'm falling, I'm falling out cause of you.
Now I'm falling, deeper into you.
Time to pity myself; I can't let me cross the line for her.
That I fear cause of you.
Now I'm falling, I'm falling out cause of you.
Now I'm falling, deeper into you.
I'm not me when I dream; I'm not me when I dream, anymore.
Because of you.
Now I'm falling, I'm falling out cause of you.
Now I'm falling, deeper into you.
The lyrics of Trust Company's Deeper Into You speak of a tumultuous relationship that has left the singer feeling drained and hollow. He feels himself being consumed by the toxic influence of his partner, who repeatedly crosses boundaries and takes advantage of his vulnerability. Despite being aware of the damage inflicted upon him, the singer admits to being trapped in the cycle of their relationship, unable to pull away from the hold his partner has on him. The chorus paints a picture of his descent into the darkness of the relationship, losing himself piece by piece as he falls deeper into his partner's grasp.
The bridge of the song provides a moment of clarity for the singer as he realizes that he cannot continue to sacrifice his own well-being for the sake of the relationship. He acknowledges the dangers of losing himself and the potential consequences of his actions if he continues to let his partner hold power over him. Nevertheless, the chorus serves as a reminder that he is still trapped in her grip, unable to escape despite his misgivings.
In essence, the song is a poignant portrayal of the devastating effects of a toxic and abusive relationship. The lyrics highlight the emotional turmoil experienced by individuals caught in such a situation, the constant struggle between the desire to break free and the difficulty of doing so.
Line by Line Meaning
I feel it eating in me, while you still drown me.
The emotions and feelings inside me are overwhelming, while you continue to pull me down with your actions.
And cross the line over and over again.
I continuously allow you to go beyond boundaries that were set and it's a cycle that never ends.
It's all around me, now I'm here cause of you.
The consequences of being with you are now all around me and it's because I made the decision to be with you in the first place.
Now I'm falling, I'm falling out cause of you.
My life is unraveling because of our relationship and I'm falling out of who I used to be because of your actions.
Now I'm falling, deeper into you.
Despite the negative effects, I find myself being pulled deeper into our relationship and unable to escape its impact.
Time to pity myself; I can't let me cross the line for her.
It's time for me to feel sorry for myself for allowing myself to break boundaries for someone who doesn't deserve it.
I'm not me when I dream, there's someone else in me.
Even in my subconscious, I don't feel like myself anymore and it's because of the changes you have caused in me.
That I fear cause of you.
I'm afraid of the person I'm becoming because of the impact you have on me.
I'm not me when I dream; I'm not me when I dream, anymore.
I no longer feel like myself even in my dreams, which is a clear indication of how much you have changed me.
Because of you.
All of these changes and negative impacts are solely because of my decision to be with you and the actions you have taken in our relationship.
Lyrics © Sony/ATV Music Publishing LLC
Written by: JAMES FUKAI, JASON SINGLETON, JOSHUA MOATES, KEVIN PALMER
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