In 2004 Chuck Byer replaced Coulter and in 2005 Derrick Forget replaced Solomon. In 2005 Tsar released its second full album, Band-Girls-Money, on TVT Records. The album had been recorded nearly two years earlier with Coulter and Solomon.
The 2010 movie 'Super' features the band's debut album title track 'Calling All Destroyers' during the opening credits.
Disappear
Tsar Lyrics
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the clock of winter I’m in love.
Let’s go to the picture show if I,
had to guess I’d let you know.
What I wanna do is clear,
sometimes I wish that I could Disappear,
disappear.
Red wine now I find sometimes,
Over and over and I'm in love.
Now I wish I were a fish,
Swimming up as your favorite dish.
Throw me back down from the pier I,
swim away and now I disappear. I disappear.
And I’m so worried,
cause I don’t know what to say.
And I’m embarrassed,
cause I heard you think I'm gay.
I make some happy, and I make some sad but
LOOK AT WHAT YOU’VE DONE TO ME!!!!
{Guitar} What I wanna do is clear,
sometimes I wish that I could disappear,
disappear,
disappear,
disappear.
{guitar}[fade out]
The lyrics to Tsar's song Disappear are a mix of whimsical and melancholic musings on love and self-doubt. The first stanza sets the scene of a surreal moonlit ocean and winter setting, implying a sense of enchantment and momentary escape from reality. The lyrics then shift to the artist's internal dialogue, struggling to articulate their true intentions and feelings towards their love interest. The repeated line "sometimes I wish that I could Disappear" hints at a desire to escape from the pressure and anxiety of societal expectations, particularly regarding gender and sexuality.
The second stanza brings a sudden shift in tone, with the artist's admission of feeling insecure and worried about their image and sexual orientation. The song then shifts back to a more lighthearted tone with the playful line about being a fish and the reference to the love interest's favorite dish. The final line, "LOOK AT WHAT YOU'VE DONE TO ME!!!" reveals a sense of frustration and confusion towards the love interest's impact on their emotional state.
Overall, the lyrics to Disappear are a mix of dreamy imagery and vulnerable introspection, conveying the complexities and uncertainties of romantic relationships and personal identity.
Line by Line Meaning
Silver Sparkles in the moonlight on the ocean, by the clock of winter I’m in love.
The light reflecting off the ocean in the wintertime is beautiful, and it fills me with love.
Let’s go to the picture show if I, had to guess I’d let you know.
I'm not sure what to do, but maybe we could go see a movie together?
What I wanna do is clear, sometimes I wish that I could Disappear, disappear.
I know what I want, but sometimes I feel so overwhelmed that I just wish I could vanish.
Red wine now I find sometimes, the world's, too sober. Over and over and I'm in love.
Drinking wine makes me feel like the world is more exciting, and it reminds me that I am in love.
Now I wish I were a fish, Swimming up as your favorite dish. Throw me back down from the pier I, swim away and now I disappear. I disappear.
I wish I could be insignificant and unimportant, like a fish. If I could escape from everything and everyone, I would.
And I’m so worried, cause I don’t know what to say. And I’m embarrassed, cause I heard you think I'm gay.
I feel anxious and self-conscious because I don't know how to express myself, and I'm afraid that people might judge me.
I make some happy, and I make some sad but LOOK AT WHAT YOU’VE DONE TO ME!!!!
I have a lot of influence over people's emotions, but you have affected me deeply.
{Guitar} What I wanna do is clear, sometimes I wish that I could disappear, disappear, disappear, disappear. {guitar}[fade out]
All I want is to escape and disappear, and this feeling is so strong that it repeats over and over again.
Contributed by Daniel Y. Suggest a correction in the comments below.