Intrapersonal
Turnover Lyrics


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I can see you beside me,
in my peripheral vision,
Always right there,
Always aware,
Of this manic depressive condition

There's a fever burning up in me,
I'm tangled up inside a sinking feeling,
Slipping out of touch with the controls,
It's all intrapersonal.

Lay my head down,
Try and sleep now,
Can't slow down my mind.

Close my eyes, try to find,
A train of thought I can hop,
Out of the mess I grew in my head,
Afraid I won't know how to stop

And I want to know,
And I want to know,
And I want to know

Native delirium,
Are you a daughter of
This new insomnia,
My hypochondria?
Wilt me just past the bloom,
Pull up my deepest roots,
A graceful poison like
a wave of vile blight.

There's a fever burning up in me,
I'm tangled up inside a sinking feeling,




Slipping out of touch with the controls,
It's all intrapersonal

Overall Meaning

The song Intrapersonal by Turnover is an introspective and emotional journey through the depths of a person's inner turmoil. The first verse describes the constant presence of someone who understands the singer's mental state - a state that is characterized by manic depression. The lyrics convey a sense of frustration and difficulty in managing the emotional rollercoaster that is intrapersonal in nature. The fever that is burning inside the singer, the sinking feeling and the loss of control are all symptoms of this psychological condition.


The second verse portrays the singer's struggle to find peace of mind, even when trying to sleep. The lyrics suggest that the thoughts inside the singer's head are tangled up and in chaos, making it difficult to find clarity of thought, even when the eyes are shut. The singer is afraid that he may not know how to stop the mess in his head, indicating a sense of helplessness and desperation. The repeated line - "And I want to know" - conveys a deep-seated desire to find a breakthrough and conquer the inner demons.


The chorus repeats the symptoms of the intrapersonal condition and emphasizes its all-encompassing nature. The reference to "Native delirium" and "new insomnia" suggests that the singer may be struggling with these conditions, adding to the complexity of his mental state.


Overall, Intrapersonal is a deeply personal and emotional song that portrays the struggle of a person trying to cope with a psychological condition. The lyrics delve into the complexity and intensity of the singer's emotions and convey a sense of hopelessness and confusion.


Line by Line Meaning

I can see you beside me,
Despite my focus on my own mental state, I am still aware of your presence in my life.


in my peripheral vision,
You are always lingering in my thoughts, even when I'm not consciously thinking about you.


Always right there,
You are a constant presence in my life, even when I feel most alone.


Always aware,
I recognize your importance in my life and how you may be affected by my mental struggles.


Of this manic depressive condition
I am conscious of my struggles with bipolar disorder and how it can impact my relationship with you.


There's a fever burning up in me,
I am overwhelmed with intense emotions, feeling like I am consumed by feverish thoughts and feelings.


I'm tangled up inside a sinking feeling,
My mind is consumed with anxiety and despair, feeling like I am slowly drowning.


Slipping out of touch with the controls,
I feel like I'm losing my grip on my own mind and my ability to control my thoughts and emotions.


It's all intrapersonal.
These struggles are all happening internally, as I try to manage my mental health and emotions on my own.


Lay my head down,
I try to rest and relax, hoping to find some reprieve from my inner turmoil.


Try and sleep now,
I aim to drift off to sleep, despite the racing thoughts in my mind.


Can't slow down my mind.
Despite my efforts, my mind continues to race and my thoughts overwhelm me, making it difficult to find peace.


Close my eyes, try to find,
I close my eyes, hoping to find a way to soothe my troubled mind.


A train of thought I can hop,
I am searching for a clear path to follow, something to take my mind off my troubles and allow me to escape my anxious thoughts.


Out of the mess I grew in my head,
I am trying to escape the chaotic and overwhelming thoughts and feelings that have been plaguing me.


Afraid I won't know how to stop
Despite my attempts to find peace, I fear that I will not be able to control my own thoughts or find a way to halt my spiraling emotions.


And I want to know,
I am yearning for answers and a way to understand my own thoughts and experiences.


And I want to know,
I am consumed with a desire to gain clarity around my mental health and how it affects my relationship with you.


And I want to know
I am desperate to learn how to better manage my own mental health and cope with the challenges of my disorder.


Native delirium,
My struggle with mental health issues feels like a natural part of who I am, as though it is a permanent part of my identity.


Are you a daughter of
I wonder if you are a product of my own struggles with mental health, and whether I have contributed to your own struggles in some way.


This new insomnia,
I am struggling to sleep, spending countless nights wide awake and overwhelmed with thoughts and emotions that I cannot control.


My hypochondria?
I am plagued by fears and anxiety around my own health, constantly questioning whether I am truly well or whether something else is wrong.


Wilt me just past the bloom,
I feel like I have been cut down right as I was reaching my prime, as though my mental illness has prevented me from truly thriving.


Pull up my deepest roots,
I feel like my mental illness has uprooted everything I thought I knew about myself and my own identity, leaving me lost and confused.


A graceful poison like
My struggles with mental health can at times feel beautiful and all-consuming, even as they threaten to destroy me from within.


a wave of vile blight.
These same struggles can also feel like a wave of darkness and despair that threatens to wash away everything good in my life.


There's a fever burning up in me,
I am constantly overwhelmed with intense emotions, particularly when it comes to my own mental health and wellbeing.


I'm tangled up inside a sinking feeling,
My mind is consumed with anxiety and despair, making it difficult to see a way out of this spiral of negative thoughts and emotions.


Slipping out of touch with the controls,
I feel like I am losing my grip on my own mind, and struggling to stay in control of my own thoughts and emotions.


It's all intrapersonal.
These struggles are happening internally for me, and require a deep understanding and self-awareness to overcome.




Lyrics © SC PUBLISHING DBA SECRETLY CANADIAN PUB.
Written by: Austin Getz, Casey Getz, Daniel Dempsey, Eric Soucy, Will Yip

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@alceusrydan6237

I can see you beside me,
in my peripheral vision,
Always right there,
Always aware,
Of this manic depressive condition
There's a fever burning up in me,
I'm tangled up inside a sinking feeling,
Slipping out of touch with the controls,
It's all intrapersonal.
Lay my head down,
Try and sleep now,
Can't slow down my mind.
Close my eyes, try to find,
A train of thought I can hop,
Out of the mess I grew in my head,
Afraid I won't know how to stop
And I want to know,
And I want to know,
And I want to know
Native delirium,
Are you a daughter of
This new insomnia,
My hypochondria?
Wilt me just past the bloom,
Pull up my deepest roots,
A graceful poison like
a wave of vile blight.
There's a fever burning up in me,
I'm tangled up inside a sinking feeling,
Slipping out of touch with the controls,
It's all intrapersonal



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@runforcovertube

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the vibes that radiate off this song are incredible

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I love the power of the use of the album name in this song. It adds to the weight and importance of the song. It's also a little reward, like "good job listening to the album, now you know where the album name comes from". Also the song is so, so good.

@kelly9129

Every song on this album is great. Beautiful

@Inverted314

"There's a fever burning up in me
I'm tangled up inside a sinking feeling"

great line

@eddiehernandez8497

Turnover makes me have memories of a past I never lived.

@nitsuj182

Puts me in a state of Euphoria @_@

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