Denial
Tuuli Lyrics

Everyday
Each and every day, without exception

and all the games
And all of our deceitful actions and manipulations

we played
That we acted out in our relationship

got me strung so high
Made me feel ecstatic and overjoyed

then I fall
Only to later experience a crushing disappointment

Why did I
What was the reason behind my

interest in me
Interest and attraction towards myself

when you got me
During a period when you had already obtained my

backed against the wall?
Submission and had placed me in a difficult or hopeless situation?

You never seem to smile.
Your facial expressions never display a smile or any hint of happiness.

We're both in denial.
We are both actively avoiding or refusing to acknowledge the truth of our situation.

That's why I'm letting go this time.
This is the reason that I am choosing to move on this time.

I am gonna leave you without crying.
I will depart from your presence without shedding any tears.

Gonna forget you without trying.
I will purposely not make any effort to keep you in my memory.

This time, I know that it's gonna be easy
This time, I am confident that it will not be difficult

I can live without you.
I can continue living my life without you.

It won't kill me.
Your absence from my life will not cause me any harm.

Oh, oh, oh, oh
An expression of emotions that can range from joy to sadness.

I might miss
It may be possible that I will be reminiscing about

all the times we kissed
All of the moments where we kissed each other

but it's not enough
However, the act of simply remembering these moments is not satisfying enough

to make me stay.
To compel me to remain in this relationship.

You lied to me,
You told me things that were not true,

like you lied to yourself.
In the same way that you deceived yourself

I hope you find the truth out there
I hope that you are able to discover the truth

someday.
At a moment in the future.

I wanna believe you,
I desire to trust and have faith in you

but it's impossible.
However, that is not feasible or achievable.

I wanna believe you
I wish to take you at your word when you say that you will alter your behavior

when you say you'll change.
When you make a promise to change.

I wanna believe that things will get easier.
I desire to be convinced that things will become less difficult over time.

I wanna believe you,
I desire to trust and have faith in you,

but you'll never change.
However, I acknowledge that you will always remain the same.

Chorus 2x
Repeating the same chorus twice.