...and Yet Inside I'm Screaming
Twin Method Lyrics


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All I saw, not in me
Nothing left, I can see
What you are, What you've done
And I cannot be myself

Fill me up with your words
What you came here for
Fight me, Fight you, Fight everyone!!

For I now know exactly what I'm in for
Deny that I never was what you cared for

(I) This can't be
(Power)Same as me

Watch me break inside I am an outcast to myself
The mirror sickens me as I adjust to fit your way

What about me!!

Tell me is it gone? all you were?
Turn around introvert
In the past I see all as clear as daylight

Turn to me, justify what you think you've done
Hollow words,
Fuck you, Fuck everyone!!!

For I now know exactly what I'm in for
Deny that I never was what you cared for

(I) This can't be
(Power)Same as me

Watch me break inside I am an outcast to myself
The mirror sickens me as I adjust to fit your way
What about me!!

I have to be myself!!

Hollow words,
Fuck you, Fuck everyone!!

Watch me break inside I am an outcast to myself
The mirror sickens me as I adjust to fit your way





What about me!!

Overall Meaning

In Twin Method's song "...and Yet Inside I'm Screaming," the lyrics express a sense of inner turmoil and conflict as the singer is struggling to reconcile their own identity with the expectations and pressures put upon them by others. The opening lines suggest a feeling of emptiness and disillusionment - "All I saw, not in me, nothing left, I can see" - as if the singer has lost touch with their own sense of self. The next line, "What you are, what you've done, and I cannot be myself," implies that this feeling of loss and disconnection is tied in with the actions and influence of someone else.


The chorus has a confrontational tone, with the singer demanding to be heard and recognized - "Fill me up with your words, what you came here for, fight me, fight you, fight everyone!!" This could be interpreted as a challenge to the people who have been defining the singer's sense of self, or as a call to action for the singer themselves to assert their own identity. The next section of lyrics seems to show some resolve on the part of the singer - "I now know exactly what I'm in for, deny that I never was what you cared for" - as if they are acknowledging the truth about the relationship or situation that has been causing them inner turmoil.


The second verse continues this theme of conflict and resistance, with the lines "Watch me break inside, I am an outcast to myself, the mirror sickens me as I adjust to fit your way, what about me!!" These lines suggest that the singer is trying to find a way to reconcile their own self-image with the expectations and demands of others, but is finding it to be a painful and difficult process. The final section of the song has a defiant and angry tone, with the repeated "hollow words, fuck you, fuck everyone," as if the singer is fed up with trying to fit into someone else's mold and is ready to assert their own identity, regardless of the consequences.


Line by Line Meaning

All I saw, not in me
I am unable to see any good qualities in myself


Nothing left, I can see
I am struggling to find any meaning in my existence


What you are, What you've done
I am aware of your true self and actions


And I cannot be myself
I am being forced to conform to your expectations and unable to express my true self


Fill me up with your words
I am seeking validation from you and your opinions


What you came here for
I am unsure of your intentions and what you want from me


Fight me, Fight you, Fight everyone!!
I am filled with anger and ready to fight anyone and everyone around me


For I now know exactly what I'm in for
I have a better understanding of the situation I am in


Deny that I never was what you cared for
I feel like you never truly cared for me as a person


(I) This can't be
I am in disbelief and unable to accept the current situation


(Power)Same as me
We are equal in power and should be treated as such


Watch me break inside I am an outcast to myself
I am falling apart and feel like I don't belong anywhere, even to myself


The mirror sickens me as I adjust to fit your way
I am disgusted with the person I am becoming in order to fit your expectations


What about me!!
What about my own needs and desires?


Tell me is it gone? all you were?
I am questioning if you have truly changed from your past actions


Turn around introvert
You are closed off and unwilling to communicate with me


In the past I see all as clear as daylight
I have a clear view of past events and how they have led me to this point


Turn to me, justify what you think you've done
I demand an explanation for your actions and motives


Hollow words,
Your words are empty and meaningless


Fuck you, Fuck everyone!!!
I am fed up with everyone, including you


I have to be myself!!
I need to be true to myself and not conform to your expectations




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