Twiztid's debut album, Mostasteless, was originally released independently by Psychopathic in 1997, but was pulled, then re-released a year later on Twiztid's new label; Island with a somewhat different track listing as a result of uncleared samples in a few songs in the original release.
On October 31, 2000, Twiztid released their second studio album, Freek Show. The album peaked at #51 on the Billboard 200. In 2002, Twiztid released the extended play Mirror Mirror. Mirror Mirror peaked at #5 on the Top Independent Albums chart, and #103 on the Billboard 200.
In 2003, Twiztid released its third studio album, The Green Book. The Green Book peaked at #2 on the Top Independent Charts and #52 on the Billboard 200.
On June 28, 2005, Twiztid released its fourth studio album, Man's Myth, Vol. 1 the first half of a double album concluding with Mutant, Vol. 2 , released the following month. Man's Myth focuses on the angst of growing up in a lying world, while Mutant deals with the outcome of this upbringing. Man's Myth peaked at #4 on the Top Independent Albums chart, #62 on the Top Internet Albums chart and the Billboard 200. Mutant peaked at #11 on the Top Independent Albums chart, #80 on the Billboard 200, and #215 on the Top Internet Albums chart.
On July 4, 2007, Twiztid released its sixth studio album, Independents Day. The album featured guest appearances from rappers signed to independent record labels, such as The Dayton Family, Tha Dogg Pound, Hed PE frontman Jahred Shane, Tech N9ne and Krizz Kaliko. It also notably features appearances by D12 members Proof and Bizarre. Proof's colaboration with Twiztid entitled, "How I Live" was Proof's last song before his death in April 2007. The album peaked at #4 on the Top Independent Albums chart, #9 on the Top Rap Albums chart and #57 on the Billboard 200.
On March 17, 2009, Twiztid released its seventh studio album, W.I.C.K.E.D (Wish I Could Kill Every Day). W.I.C.K.E.D is Twiztid's currently highest charting album, peaking at #11 on the Billboard 200, #4 on the Top Rap Albums chart, and #1 on the Top Independent Albums chart.
Twiztid's ninth studio album, "Heartbroken & Homicidal," was released on September 21, 2010.
On October 22nd, 2012 Twiztid released their tenth studio album Abominationz. It featured The Insane Clown Posse, and Royce Da 5'9.
On December 12th, 2012 the group announced via Twitter and Facebook that they have parted ways with Psychopathic Records.
Fall Apart
Twiztid Lyrics
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I swallow razor blades and spit up blood
Cut out my heart and gave it to my love
I hung myself with an extension cord
And dangled high above the Ouiji board
I heard the wind through the trees and I made me scream
I'm wonderin' if it's real life or just another dream
I need somethin', someone
I fall apart
[Hook]
I'm fallin' to peices and I don't know why
(It's all because) It's all because we're all afraid to die
(And if you think) And if you think about it, it'll eat you
>From the inside out 'til you don't know what to do
[Monoxide Child]
You fall apart!
I'm drinkin' gas, smokin' square after square
I'm lookin' for this place but I don't know where
I'm just a soul in the land of the lost
I feel the blood in my lungs when I cough
I cut my hands off in the dark and just sat there and bled
While the whole world fell apart inside of my head
I need somethin', someone
To help me with my brain because it's fallin' apart
I fall apart
[Hook]
[Jamie Madrox]
I cut my rib cage open with a, butcher knife
And open up the hole to show my life
I'm not the devil but your mama swear we're one and the same
And we didn't make it this way so we're not carryin' the blame
I've been down and out
I know what that's, all about
[Monoxide Child]
I need somethin', someone
Help me wit' my brain, help me wit' my brain
I need somethin', someone
Help me wit' my brain, help me wit' my brain
I need somethin', someone
Help me wit' my brain, help me wit' my brain
[Hook]
[Monoxide Child]
Jumped out a 20 story window today
I got back up and then I walked away
My head was screamin' for a Tylenol
Openned the bottle and I ate 'em all
My head was spinning, dazed and I need to relax
So where's my chainsaw, butcher knife, and motherfucking axe?!?
Somethin', someone
To help me wit' my brain 'cause it's fallin' apart
I need somethin', someone
To help me wit' my brain 'cause it's fallin' apart
I fall apart
[Hook]x2
[Jamie Madrox]x5
I keep fallin' apart
I never wanted to die
I keep fallin' apart
The song "Fall Apart" by Twiztid is a poignant piece that explores the mental struggles of the artists. The two rappers, Jamie Madrox and Monoxide Child, open up about their desperate need for help as they feel like their minds and lives are falling apart. Madrox speaks of swallowing razor blades, hanging himself with an extension cord, and carving open his ribcage with a butcher knife. He expresses the deep need for someone to help him with his brain as it's falling apart. Monoxide Child, on the other hand, talks about drinking gas and smoking cigarettes, feeling lost in the land of the lost, and cutting off his hands in the dark.
The lyrics paint a bleak picture of depression and despair. The artists describe feeling trapped in their own minds, unable to escape the chaos and confusion that plagues them. Despite the darkness of the lyrics, however, there is also an underlying sense of hope. The repeated plea for "somethin', someone to help me wit' my brain" is a cry for help, a plea for someone to reach out and offer a lifeline. Through their lyrics, Twiztid shines a light on some of the darkest corners of the human experience, reminding listeners that even in our most desperate moments, there is still hope for healing and redemption.
Line by Line Meaning
I swallow razor blades and spit up blood
I am in a state of extreme pain and physical harm
Cut out my heart and gave it to my love
I gave everything I had to someone, but it wasn't enough
I hung myself with an extension cord
I am in a state of emotional turmoil
And dangled high above the Ouiji board
I am at a crossroads, unsure of which path to take
I heard the wind through the trees and I made me scream
The world around me is causing me distress
I'm wonderin' if it's real life or just another dream
I am questioning my reality
I need somethin', someone
I am in desperate need of help, but don't know where to turn
To help me with my brain because it's fallin' apart
My mental state is deteriorating, and I can't handle it alone
I fall apart
My life is unraveling before my eyes
I'm fallin' to peices and I don't know why
I am breaking down, but can't identify the cause
(It's all because) It's all because we're all afraid to die
The fear of death is causing our lives to fall apart
(And if you think) And if you think about it, it'll eat you
If you dwell on death, it will consume you
>From the inside out 'til you don't know what to do
It will take over your entire being, and leave you lost
You fall apart!
You are breaking down just like I am
I'm drinkin' gas, smokin' square after square
I am turning to self-destructive habits to cope
I'm lookin' for this place but I don't know where
I am lost and searching for direction
I'm just a soul in the land of the lost
I am struggling to find my place in the world
I feel the blood in my lungs when I cough
My physical and emotional pain is palpable
I cut my hands off in the dark and just sat there and bled
My pain is so great that I self-harm, and don't know how to stop
While the whole world fell apart inside of my head
My mental state is chaotic and unstable
I cut my rib cage open with a, butcher knife
I am willing to hurt myself to show others my pain
And open up the hole to show my life
I am willing to be vulnerable and honest about my struggles
I'm not the devil but your mama swear we're one and the same
I am misunderstood and judged unfairly
And we didn't make it this way so we're not carryin' the blame
We didn't choose our struggles, so don't blame us for them
I've been down and out
I have hit rock bottom mentally and emotionally
Jumped out a 20 story window today
I am at the point of wanting to end my life
I got back up and then I walked away
But something, perhaps hope, keeps me going
My head was screamin' for a Tylenol
I am in so much pain, I can barely function
Openned the bottle and I ate 'em all
I will do anything to make the pain stop, even if it's harmful
My head was spinning, dazed and I need to relax
My mental state is out of control and I need to find peace
So where's my chainsaw, butcher knife, and motherfucking axe?!?
I am willing to turn to violence to cope with my pain
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Jeremy Sammons
Another song I feel like is underrated and not talked about much. Love how the rhymes and beat play off each other and the song itself tells a real story for most.
Jesse
Very nice observation! Twiztid is very talented and creative!
yelpihS_newO
They just mentioned this song in their newest single
Jess Lensing
this will always be one of my favorite albums whoop whoop
URETHRAxFRANKLIN
Me 2 whoop whoop
Rob Gnight
Mine too
David Gagne
A classic
Eric Dyer
Them boys really put it down on this one. Just some great shit
Ryan Mcconeghy
I was about 13yrs old when I was walking through my trailer park and I seen a CD laying in the street... So I walk over and picked this album up. I had heard of icp at the time but not twiztid really. Maybe when I was younger.. but the CD was in perfect condition, I took it home, plugged my CD player in, dropped the disc in, and fell in love. This will always be in my top 5 albums of all time. This CD came to me and one of the best times it could have. Thank you guys. I'm almost 30 now (not til decent), and I still listen to every single song on this album every chance I get.
Milenko
I was 13 when i found about all the juggalos