Twiztid's debut album, Mostasteless, was originally released independently by Psychopathic in 1997, but was pulled, then re-released a year later on Twiztid's new label; Island with a somewhat different track listing as a result of uncleared samples in a few songs in the original release.
On October 31, 2000, Twiztid released their second studio album, Freek Show. The album peaked at #51 on the Billboard 200. In 2002, Twiztid released the extended play Mirror Mirror. Mirror Mirror peaked at #5 on the Top Independent Albums chart, and #103 on the Billboard 200.
In 2003, Twiztid released its third studio album, The Green Book. The Green Book peaked at #2 on the Top Independent Charts and #52 on the Billboard 200.
On June 28, 2005, Twiztid released its fourth studio album, Man's Myth, Vol. 1 the first half of a double album concluding with Mutant, Vol. 2 , released the following month. Man's Myth focuses on the angst of growing up in a lying world, while Mutant deals with the outcome of this upbringing. Man's Myth peaked at #4 on the Top Independent Albums chart, #62 on the Top Internet Albums chart and the Billboard 200. Mutant peaked at #11 on the Top Independent Albums chart, #80 on the Billboard 200, and #215 on the Top Internet Albums chart.
On July 4, 2007, Twiztid released its sixth studio album, Independents Day. The album featured guest appearances from rappers signed to independent record labels, such as The Dayton Family, Tha Dogg Pound, Hed PE frontman Jahred Shane, Tech N9ne and Krizz Kaliko. It also notably features appearances by D12 members Proof and Bizarre. Proof's colaboration with Twiztid entitled, "How I Live" was Proof's last song before his death in April 2007. The album peaked at #4 on the Top Independent Albums chart, #9 on the Top Rap Albums chart and #57 on the Billboard 200.
On March 17, 2009, Twiztid released its seventh studio album, W.I.C.K.E.D (Wish I Could Kill Every Day). W.I.C.K.E.D is Twiztid's currently highest charting album, peaking at #11 on the Billboard 200, #4 on the Top Rap Albums chart, and #1 on the Top Independent Albums chart.
Twiztid's ninth studio album, "Heartbroken & Homicidal," was released on September 21, 2010.
On October 22nd, 2012 Twiztid released their tenth studio album Abominationz. It featured The Insane Clown Posse, and Royce Da 5'9.
On December 12th, 2012 the group announced via Twitter and Facebook that they have parted ways with Psychopathic Records.
Fucmyself
Twiztid Lyrics
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Demons and ghosts from outta the dark Is it just my mind cause they keep rippin me apart I gotta deal with this, that I'm not everyone else, and they're all just better than me so FUCMYSELF! Livin to die, dyin to live, hatin to give into the bullshit,I wish but it won't quit can somebody stop this, I need some fuckin help, Cause they're all just better than me so FUCMYSELF!
Everybody spits in my face, Everybody spits the same and it really hits on the vein of me, This is the very meanin' of hate, The very reason I been committed and labeled a technical basket case, Please, I just can't take it anymore, Attackin' me from every angle soon as I walk in the door, Harder and harder you just kept pushin and pushin til I was farther and farther away from all of the bullshit and Now I'm the person you always wanted me to be a loser just like my daddy to the highest degree Well it ain't for me, that I go out and go away, before my life is just a repeat of that mother fucker's story, this shit is legendary, you can like it or not, say what you say the other way or handle it on the spot, and my feelings are irrelivent to all the games and jokes, sometimes I feel a little provoked To Step Down
Demons and ghosts from outta the dark Is it just my mind cause they keep rippin me apart I gotta deal with this, that I'm not everyone else, and they're all just better than me so FUCMYSELF! Livin to die, dyin to live, hatin to give into the bullshit, I wish but it won't quit can somebody stop this, I need some fuckin help, Cause they're all just better than me so FUCMYSELF!
Demons and ghosts from outta the dark Is it just my mind cause they keep rippin me apart I gotta deal with this, that I'm not everyone else, and they're all just better than me so FUCMYSELF! Livin to die, dyin to live, hatin to give into the bullshit, I wish but it won't quit can somebody stop this, I need some fuckin help, Cause they're all just better than me so FUCMYSELF!
...and I hate you, and I hate you, and I hate you..
your better than me, your really better than me, you can't be better than me, I never wanna be, FUCK ME I'm better than you, no I'm not better than you, I can't Be Better Than You, nore do I want to, FUCK YOU your better than me, your really better than me, you can't be better than me, I never wanna be, I'm better than you, no I'm not better than you, I can't Be Better Than You, nore do I want to...
De, De, De, De, De, De De, Demons and ghosts from outta the dark Is it just my mind cause they keep rippin me apart I gotta deal with this, that I'm not everyone else, and they're all just better than me so FUCMYSELF! Livin to die, dyin to live, hatin to give into the bullshit, I wish but it won't quit can somebody stop this, I need some fuckin help, Cause they're all just better than me so FUCMYSELF!
I ain't shit! SO FUCMYSELF I'm just nothing! SO FUCMYSELF! Never be nothing! SO FUCMYSELF! Never be nothing! SO FUCMYSELF!
The lyrics of Twiztid's song "Fucmyself" express feelings of deep-seated insecurities and self-loathing. The opening lines suggest that the singer's family members - possibly those who are closest to him - are always ruining things for him. He wonders if they are envious of him or if they have something against him. The singer then talks about the demons and ghosts that are tormenting him, tearing him apart. The fact that he has to deal with this alone while others are seemingly doing better than him, makes him hate himself even more. The singer then talks about how everybody spits in his face and how it fuels his hatred for himself.
The chorus is a repetition of the singer's feelings of being inferior to everyone else, a belief that fuels his self-hatred to the point where he wishes he was dead. The second verse speaks about how the singer knows he's fake and a phony, and everyone else is better than him. He talks about how he embraces and changes his feelings for those that hate him. Ultimately, the message in the song is that the singer hates himself more than anyone else does. He is unable to love or accept himself, and that is the root of his self-destructive behavior.
Line by Line Meaning
Why does my family always have to fuck up everything I have goin? Are they jealous? Is it because...(can't understand anymore)
The singer is questioning why their family always ruins things for them, wondering if it’s because of jealousy or some other reason.
Demons and ghosts from outta the dark Is it just my mind cause they keep rippin me apart I gotta deal with this, that I'm not everyone else, and they're all just better than me so FUCMYSELF!
The singer feels like they are being torn apart by their inner demons, and they constantly feel inferior to everyone else.
Livin to die, dyin to live, hatin to give into the bullshit, I wish but it won't quit can somebody stop this, I need some fuckin help, Cause they're all just better than me so FUCMYSELF!
The singer is struggling with their existence, feeling trapped and unable to escape the negativity around them, and they are crying out for help.
Everybody spits in my face, Everybody spits the same and it really hits on the vein of me, This is the very meanin' of hate, The very reason I been committed and labeled a technical basket case, Please, I just can't take it anymore, Attackin' me from every angle soon as I walk in the door, Harder and harder you just kept pushin and pushin til I was farther and farther away from all of the bullshit and Now I'm the person you always wanted me to be a loser just like my daddy to the highest degree Well it ain't for me, that I go out and go away, before my life is just a repeat of that mother fucker's story, this shit is legendary, you can like it or not, say what you say the other way or handle it on the spot, and my feelings are irrelivent to all the games and jokes, sometimes I feel a little provoked To Step Down
The artist is fed up with being attacked and pushed around by everyone, and they are tired of being treated poorly by their family. They feel as though they are becoming just like their father, who they do not want to emulate, and they want to leave before their life becomes a tragedy like his.
I don't respect you, or expect you too, die for me, even thou I would die for you, Cause life tries too, manipulate, and dominate, bringin no one around you in emotional state, Man, I know that I ain't shit, it ain't no fuckin secret,I never had shit, and ill never be shit, But I'm cool with it, I ain't even trippin a bit, I'm A fake, I'm a phony, and the biggest false profit, But your lookin in the mirror and your seein yourself better than me, better than you, and everybody else your a high horse ridin, Oh so judge mental, complex (MUTHA FUCKA!) and I'm so simple but that's ok too, But other than hate you, I embrace you, and change the mood you relate to, my feelings are irrelivent to all the games and jokes, sometimes I feel a little provoked To Step Down
The artist does not have respect for those who do not respect them, but they are willing to make sacrifices for someone they care about. They recognize their own shortcomings and are okay with it, but they are frustrated with those who see themselves as superior to others.
...and I hate you, and I hate you, and I hate you..
The singer expresses their feelings of hate towards someone, but it is unclear exactly who they are referring to.
your better than me, your really better than me, you can't be better than me, I never wanna be, FUCK ME I'm better than you, no I'm not better than you, I can't Be Better Than You, nore do I want to, FUCK YOU your better than me, your really better than me, you can't be better than me, I never wanna be, I'm better than you, no I'm not better than you, I can't Be Better Than You, nore do I want to...
The singer is battling feelings of insecurity and inferiority, but they are also struggling with feelings of superiority and ego. They want to deny that anyone could be better than them, but they also do not want to be better than anyone else. Ultimately, they are conflicted about their place in the world.
De, De, De, De, De, De De, Demons and ghosts from outta the dark Is it just my mind cause they keep rippin me apart I gotta deal with this, that I'm not everyone else, and they're all just better than me so FUCMYSELF! Livin to die, dyin to live, hatin to give into the bullshit, I wish but it won't quit can somebody stop this, I need some fuckin help, Cause they're all just better than me so FUCMYSELF!
This chorus repeats the same themes of feeling inferior to others and struggling with their demons, crying out for help and feeling trapped in a cycle of negativity.
I ain't shit! SO FUCMYSELF I'm just nothing! SO FUCMYSELF! Never be nothing! SO FUCMYSELF! Never be nothing! SO FUCMYSELF!
The artist is expressing intense self-hatred and hopelessness, feeling worthless and believing they will never amount to anything.
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