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Twiztid Lyrics

They tend to misunderstand the paper man
People often don't understand the singer's fragile state.

With scissor hands who watches the hourglass for grains of sand
The singer compares themselves to a fragile character that is obsessed with the passing of time.

To fall and fall again as he pretends
The character is unable to control the inevitability of time and pretends like he can while he watches it pass him by.

That everything he lays his hands on doesn’t turn to shreds
The artist fears that he may be the one destroying everything that he touches.

But why oh why does he persist to hide
Though people keep urging him to come out of his shell, the artist refuses to do so.

When they insist he try to come outside
People are constantly pressuring the singer to leave his comfort zone.

From the shell he lives inside
The singer is very introverted, comfortable only in his own cocoon.

Now has been hypnotized and
The artist has been caught up in his own thoughts, like in a hypnotic state.

Despite the lies he sits and waits to die
The artist is losing hope and is waiting for death, despite knowing that this may be a lie.

All these emotions are transformed and now become pain
The emotions that the artist is feeling are being transformed into pain and it is hurting him.

He’s alive in a black hole empty in space
The singer feels like he is stuck in a black hole, empty and alone.

And he sits in front of the mirror and he’s face to face
The artist is looking into the mirror and seeing a reflection of himself.

With the sadness, confusion his patience he’s losing
The singer is losing his patience as he struggles with sadness and confusion.

He’s substance abusing he’s one with the music
The singer turns to substance abuse and music to help him cope with his emotions.

And he needs a lil something to dial it all back
The singer is searching for something to help him calm down.

Cuz he’s running in a race but he’s not on track
The artist is struggling to keep up with life's pace and feels like he is not on track with everyone else.

Love don’t live here anymore, it’s been cold since you went away
The artist's heart is broken and empty since their loved one left them.

Now I’ve been trying to get myself together, is there something I can say that’ll make you stay
The singer is desperately trying to fix himself and find a way to make their loved one stay.

All is see when I’m looking at you is me
The singer sees a reflection of himself in their loved one.

And everyday gets a lil bit harder
Every day that passes is becoming increasingly more difficult for the artist.

Like a piece of my life's puzzle has been slipped under the carpet
The artist feels like a part of their life is missing or hidden away.

And until this day I’m feeling like I’m never gonna find it
The missing part of the artist's life feels like it will never be found.

I smoke a cigarette and hope for the best
The singer uses smoking as a way to cope with their emotions and hope for the best.

But sometimes that cigarette is just smoke in the chest and I lay in bed
The artist sometimes feels like smoking is not enough to cope and just lays in bed instead.

Nuttin seems to matter I’m only getting sadder n sadder
The singer is feeling more and more sad because nothing seems to go their way.

Cuz I’m not even sure what I’m after
The singer is unsure about what they truly desire in life.

I know my life’s a disaster and I better straighten it out
The singer acknowledges that their life is a mess and they need to fix it.

And I gotta be honest I’m not sure who the fuck I am on a constant basis
The artist is struggling with their identity and is unsure of who they are.

So many faceless faces that are faced with
The artist is surrounded by people who are also struggling with their own identities.

Who the fuck am I with a shame it's
The singer is ashamed that they do not know who they truly are.

Trying to find what it is that makes me feel right inside
The singer is searching for something that will make them feel content and happy with themselves.

And I’m submerged by the urge to make it my day and night
The artist is overwhelmed by the urge to focus on this search for happiness all day and night.

I’m in the struggle looking to fight for the right
The artist is struggling to fight for what is right and wants to succeed.

Love can be so cold...
The artist acknowledges that love can be a cold, difficult emotion to deal with.