Mind Goes Mad
Twiztid Lyrics

My mind goes mad
The singer's mind is in a state of madness.

Well I seem to cross the line again
The singer has crossed some sort of line in their behavior or actions before and feels like they are doing it again.

Six shots of clear patron and a big head full of vicodin
The singer has consumed a large quantity of alcohol and drugs.

I got a fight within myself
The artist is battling inner demons or conflicting thoughts and feelings.

And I know I gotta look beyond gettin' help
The artist recognizes that they need help, but feels like they need to find a solution outside of seeking help from others.

Ain't nobody looking to give it to me, well
The singer feels like they are alone in their struggles and no one is willing to help them.

When it's all done, I'm probably going to hell
The singer feels like their actions or behavior will lead them to an undesirable outcome after death.

And I wanna make sure the story they're gonna tell is
The artist wants to create a narrative or legacy for themselves that portrays them in a certain light.

I'm a real nut coming outta my shell
The artist wants to be seen as eccentric or peculiar, breaking free from societal norms.

And I wanna live free, where the freek shows dwell
The artist wants to live in a place or environment that is accepting of eccentric behavior and freedom of expression.

And I can't believe that I'll be so felt
The singer feels like their presence or influence will have a significant impact on others.

That my 16's are bereavin' dealt
The artist's rap verses have a powerful impact on listeners.

To the unseen eye like a bling on belly
The impact of the singer's rap verses may not be immediately noticeable, but it is present nonetheless.

To the mind I'm just so evil that I
The singer's mind is seen as evil or dark by others.

Gotta keep my brain in lockdown and it
The singer feels like they need to control or suppress their thoughts and emotions.

Don't really matter cause I'm outta
The artist feels like their actions or behavior are beyond their control.

Patience, frustrations, keep chasing sensations
The artist is struggling with impatience and feelings of frustration, and seeks out intense experiences to distract from them.

Keep filling with hatred, I don't think I'll make it
The singer is consumed by feelings of hatred and doesn't feel like they can overcome them.

Can anybody take another life? All while I'm tellin'
The singer is contemplating taking someone else's life, even as they are rapping about their struggles.

Maybe they can find a book or somethin', give another answer
The artist is open to finding a solution or answer to their problems through reading or other means.

Tellin' 'em I'm just a crazy bastard
The artist is acknowledging that some may see them as a crazy or unstable person.

Psycho with his hat on backwards
The artist is embracing a persona of instability or craziness through the way they dress.

Sure I'm killin' the beat but I'd rather go kill on the street
The singer is talented at rapping, but would rather engage in violent behavior.

My sanity is obsolete, I got blood stains all on my teeth
The artist's mental state is deteriorating and they may have engaged in violent behavior.

From eatin' the weak, you can see it drip every time I speak
The singer has engaged in cannibalism and it is evident in their speech or behavior.

Somebody better get 'em up out of my reach
The singer recognizes that they may be a danger to others and someone needs to stop them.

'Fore my brain tells me that it's time to eat
The singer's violent urges or cannibalistic tendencies are emerging and they fear losing control.

And my mind goes mad like I'm out for heat
The artist's mind becomes consumed with violent urges, like they are seeking out heat or a fight.

Anxiety, my mind screamin' "Die for me!"
The artist is struggling with intense anxiety and thoughts of suicide.

All the while there’s lines
Despite their inner turmoil, the singer is still able to write rap verses.

So inside of me it has tried to be
The singer's creativity or talent has emerged within them despite their struggles.

Better then I ever thought I would try to be
The artist is pleased with their creative output and feels like they are becoming a better rapper than they anticipated.

And I try to speak but my words always followed by apologies
The artist struggles to articulate their thoughts or feelings without backtracking or apologizing.

And that's probably the real reason my tendencies, they devour me
The artist's inability to express themselves effectively contributes to their mental struggles.

Like addiction, it collars me like a dog on a short chain
The singer feels like their mental struggles are controlling them, like a dog on a leash.

Real big, black heart but a small brain
The artist may have a lot of capacity for love or emotion, but feels like their intellectual capacity is limited.

Feelin' like a million bucks but I'm small change
The singer may feel confident or powerful, but feels insignificant in the grand scheme of things.

Gotta few shorts in my mainframes while I maintain (insane!)
The singer has some mental health struggles, but is trying to manage them and stay composed.

Look inside the window, your in my eyes, on my mind
The singer is inviting someone to look into their mind or understand them better.

Never try, then the vessel of the body would of died
The artist believes that they need to keep trying to overcome their mental struggles in order to survive.

And if it wasn't for my pride I wouldn't have to divide
The artist's stubbornness or pride may be contributing to their inability to seek help for their mental struggles.

A need to split sides and how I fantasize behind the face I hide
The singer feels like they need to present a certain image to the world, but has secret thoughts or desires that they keep hidden.

And mix it with suicide and resurrect, revive
The singer is contemplating suicide or self-harm, but also feels like they have the ability to overcome their mental struggles.

And still keep it alive like breathe in, breathe out
The artist feels like their mental struggles are a part of them and will always be present, like breathing.

Try to calm down, take the gun out of my mouth
The artist is actively trying to reduce their urges or thoughts of self-harm or suicide.

Shoulda, woulda, coulda but never uttered the words
The artist may feel regret about not seeking help or talking about their struggles earlier, but has never actually expressed that regret or desire for change.

I'm quick to break wings, two birds and one brick or one stone
The singer is quick to lash out or be violent towards others.

He didn't ever wanna be alone, I'm too far gone
The artist may be struggling with loneliness or a desire for connection, but feels like their mental struggles make that impossible.

Drunk and on a telephone, and talking to dial tones
The singer is likely drunk and may be reaching out for connection, but feels like no one is there for them.

"Just looking to say hello, a million miles from home
The singer is trying to reach out and connect with someone, even if they are geographically far away from them.

So I'm in a better zone, I let go in slowmo
The singer may be trying to calm themselves down or feel better through slow, intentional movements or relaxation techniques.

Hello madness, all that wants it seems to unfold"
The artist is acknowledging their mental struggles and that they may not be able to control or overcome them.

My mind goes sick shit, faucet up on the walls
The artist's mind is consumed with disturbing or violent thoughts, like blood being splattered on the walls.

Like I'm Michael Jackson rehabing addiction, sick science fiction
The singer feels like their struggles are cinematic or exaggerated, like something from a horror movie or pop culture reference (like Michael Jackson's addiction or science fiction stories).

Lost in a dream as I transport thoughts like Kurt did in a white tee
The singer is daydreaming or feeling disconnected from reality, and compares it to Kurt Cobain's famous music video for the song 'Smells Like Teen Spirit.'

I'm goin' crazy! (Outta my mind)
The artist is acknowledging that they feel like they are experiencing a mental breakdown or losing touch with reality.

Somebody save me! (Before I cross the line, tryin' to)
The artist is pleading for help to prevent them from engaging in violent or self-destructive behavior.

Break me! (I can feel it inside)
The artist feels like they are on the brink of a mental or emotional breakdown.

And I just can't get away
The singer may feel trapped or unable to escape their mental struggles.