My Addiction
Twiztid Lyrics

I just want to see
The singer craves to witness something gory.

Everybody bleed
The singer desires to see everyone bleed, which is linked to their addiction.

Can you envision
The singer implores the listener to imagine something dark and twisted.

My darkest fantasy
The singer's most depraved fascination is the subject matter of the track.

Come with me
The singer requests the listener to join them in their exploration of this dark fantasy.

Won't you run through the middle of my mind and see
The singer asks the listener to picture their explicit thoughts and emotions.

How fucked up it can be! {x2}
The singer highlights the disturbing nature of their fantasies and urges the listener to comprehend the extent of their addiction.

You don't poke or provoke me when I'm smoking
The rapper warns that they are dangerous when they are smoking, and implies that they may act violently if provoked.

Razor blade out of my coat and slight your throught clean
The rapper threatens to use a razor blade to kill someone by slitting their throat.

Drive you out on a boat and now you're fish feed
The rapper killed someone and disposed of their body in water.

All because of my weird addiction to make a bitch bleed
The rapper links their addiction to wanting to inflict pain on women.

Since a kid I been in all kinds of counsulin (ya gotta die)
The rapper suggests they have received various therapies since childhood, but their addiction continues to control them.

They tell my momma that an evil is inside of em
People informed the rapper's mother that there is an inherently depraved nature within them.

I'm dangerous and can bust at any second
The rapper claims they are hazardous and may go off at any moment.

My wig split and if I explode clear the wreckage
The rapper's emotions are overwhelming, and if they lose control, they will likely cause complete destruction.

Car crash and I did that shit on purpose
The rapper is admitting to causing a car crash intentionally.

Had a hooker with me and she's in need of medical service
The rapper was with a sex worker who now requires medical attention due to the crash.

Coulda took her with me, but instead I left her for dead
The rapper abandoned the injured woman to die instead of taking her to safety.

And now the lookin for me so I been hidin out in the shed
The rapper is now hiding from the police or others who may be pursuing them.

I been in it for a week now
The rapper indicates they have been in hiding for a week.

And I been fendin just ta get somebody bleedin' but in the meanwhile
The rapper is still fixated on making someone bleed, but has been unsuccessful thus far.

I lay low unless the bleedin won't stop
The rapper stays hidden until they get the urge to see someone bleeding.

I got bored and cut of my hand with one chop
The rapper cut off their own hand in boredom and frustration, which shows their addiction has warped their perception of pain and risk.

Say Hey!
The rapper yells as a means of grabbing the listener's attention.

I don't think I like it anyway
The rapper indicates they don't care if the listener rejects their dark themes.

But you're not gonna tell me what to play
The rapper asserts their artistic freedom and rejection of censorship.

Cause I got a flava that's so addictive I know you'll dig it
The rapper is proud of their style and believes it will draw people in like an addiction.

O Kaaaayyyyy
The rapper exclaims to emphasize their confidence and their enthusiasm for their own music.

Come on now we can play a game
The rapper invites the listener to engage with their art and enter their twisted world.

Grab yourself a shovel, dig a grave
The rapper suggests that the listener could die if they were to engage with their art in a reckless manner.

Promise not to die
The rapper asks the listener to take care and not to take unnecessary risks.

Sometimes brain waves get scrambled
The rapper admits that their thoughts are incoherent and chaotic.

I go blank and fly off the handle
The rapper may experience sudden, uncontrolled outbursts of emotion.

More hot air for the birthday candle
The rapper makes a metaphor describing their life as a never-ending cycle that will continue until their eventual demise.

Celebrating another year off in the gamble (hell yeah)
The rapper recognizes their life is never certain, and they are celebrating one more year of living on the edge.

So thankful, so appoligetic
The rapper experiences light moments of gratitude and regret.

So not what I expected
The rapper is aware that their life is unpredictable and seems to be defying all their expectations.

That it's border line pathetic (fuck ya'll)
The rapper is almost embarrassed by this fact and pushes back against those who judge them.

But who am I to judge
The rapper shows that they are not judgmental, having experienced life themselves.

I don't hold a grudge
The rapper makes the point they hold no ill will towards others.

Hold the gat to my dome and pray the trigger don't budge
The rapper implies suicidal thoughts and how close they can sometimes come to taking their own life.

(blaaaa)
The rapper makes a gunshot sound effect to illustrate their intention to take their own life.

Love in the chamber and I aim to kill
The rapper intends to fire the gun in order to end their own life.

The man in the mirror for a change of feel
The rapper speaks about their own reflection, potentially indicating a desire to alter their self-image.

Switch the pace up, paint his face up with bloodstains
The rapper wants to change their reflection by painting blood on their face, which is an example of their addiction manifesting itself in obsessive thoughts and behaviors.

Then redeacorate the bathroom with most of his brains
The rapper describes killing themselves by shooting themselves in the head, with the result that their blood and brain matter would decorate the bathroom.

So addictive I know you'll dig it o [x4] kay
The rapper repeats the chorus and emphasizes how mesmerizing and attractive their addiction can be.