Renditions of Reality
Twiztid Lyrics

When you step into reality.
Entering the real world and facing the challenges it brings.

Always want to strattle me.
Constantly being targeted or threatened by others.

Player haters want to battle me.
Jealous people who try to compete or undermine me.

But I shed em' all like calories.
Easily getting rid of negative influences or energy.

Prophecy preacher, lend your ear and I'll reach ya.
Addressing those who are open to receiving guidance or insight.

And if your willin to be taught imma teach ya.
Offering knowledge and lessons to those who are willing to learn.

I'm not a people person, truth is I can't stand to many people.
Expressing dislike for being around too many people due to their fakeness.

So many fake the funk, perpatrate and call me evil.
Many pretend to be genuine and accuse me of being evil.

But evil is a harsh word.
Acknowledging that labeling someone as evil is extreme.

Tell the mockingbird, that I said it.
Sending a message to those who imitate or mock.

A man of my word I won't regret it.
Stating that when I make a promise, I stand by it without regrets.

If I let it get to me like it get to them I'm no better.
Recognizing that becoming affected by negativity would lower my character.

The same message over and over what difference does it make
Questioning the impact of repeating the same message repeatedly.

Player hatin is a art of a scandelous and shafty person.
Explaining that hating on others is a characteristic of dishonest individuals.

Some do is so well i'll be damned if they don't rehearse it.
Acknowledging that some individuals are skilled at pretending and acting.

Disperse it to people like me and you everday.
Spreading this behavior to people similar to us every day.

And they expect the common man to turn his cheek and walk away.
Highlighting the expectation for ordinary people to ignore and tolerate such behavior.

And now I pray for a end of the madness.
Expressing a desire for an end to the chaos and negativity.

No more sadness.
Longing for a life without sorrow or despair.

To all my people who preside to be the baddess.
Recognizing and applauding those who embrace their strength and resilience.

And all that they do and say.
Appreciating their actions and words.

But oh no shadow white cloud turnin night to day.
Acknowledging the significant and powerful impact they have, like a cloud covering the night sky.

Its so tremendous that you couldn't even walk away.
Referring to their influence as something so remarkable that it's impossible to ignore.

If you choose you even suppose to watch the ones you close to, now that's insane.
Highlighting the importance of being cautious and observant of those close to you, as it's crucial for personal safety.

Tell me will it change I'm confused.
Expressing confusion and questioning whether the situation will ever improve.

Not a thing to lose.
Having nothing to lose in this context.

This shit is far from positive it saddens like booze.
Describing how negative situations can be as disheartening as alcohol.

Paying dues ain't the only part of duties that?
Implying that there are more responsibilities beyond just fulfilling obligations and paying dues.

To the chosen.
Addressing those who are considered special or favored.

Spittin lyrics in the microphone and.
Referring to the act of passionately and skillfully delivering lyrics in a microphone.

Dodgin player haters till my temper hit the ceilin.
Avoiding and handling detractors until reaching a breaking point of frustration.

And this how they got a nigga feelin.
Describing the emotional state caused by the constant presence of haters.

I done fell into reality.
Acknowledging being fully immersed in the harshness of reality.

One day its goin hit me like a ton of bricks.
Anticipating a moment of realization or impact that will be as heavy as a ton of bricks.

I'm feelin so sick.
Experiencing deep distress or emotional pain.

One of my dogs passed and shit.
Referring to the death of a close friend or companion.

I'm feelin like killin them all.
Feeling intense anger and a desire for revenge against those responsible for the loss.

But what's that solve?
Questioning the effectiveness of seeking vengeance.

He's still goin be dead in the mornin.
Realizing that seeking revenge won't bring the deceased friend back to life.

Why take a fall?
Questioning the justification of engaging in harmful or self-destructive behavior.

Inside I be so mad I'm fin to burst.
Feeling an overwhelming rage building up inside.

Instead of Chevy's, my homey's ridin in the back of a hurse.
Comparing the loss of a friend to the feeling of driving funeral cars instead of more enjoyable vehicles.

You know what's worse.
Acknowledging an even more distressing aspect of the situation.

Its to hard to coup with some days.
Struggling to cope with certain days or periods of time.

Murderous ways.
Feeling consumed by thoughts of violence or revenge.

Leavin me shakin in the days.
Being left in a state of vulnerability or confusion.

Comotose, completely tore up.
Feeling emotionally and mentally drained or broken.

Nerves be so bad I throw up.
Experiencing extreme anxiety or stress that leads to physical sickness.

I'm bout to blow up.
Feeling on the verge of losing control or having a breakdown.

In a rage, I need to talk nobody listen.
Being filled with anger and frustration, with nobody willing to listen or understand.

On the corner murder mindstate condition.
Being trapped in a mindset of violence and aggression due to the circumstances.

Overload! Pull the trigger.
Feeling overwhelmed and considering resorting to violence or self-harm.

Stress got the best of suicide pour out some liquor.
Emphasizing how stress and pressures can drive someone to contemplate suicide, leading to excessive drinking as a coping mechanism.

Another great nigga that gets paid.
Alluding to the tragic loss of talented individuals who make money but end up dead.

Diggin our grave. For senseless ways.
Referring to how engaging in pointless or destructive actions leads to one's demise.

Keep to ourselves and stay paid.
Advising to maintain privacy and financial stability.

All my dogs can't die or visit the sky.
Expressing the desire for loved ones or friends to live long and not meet an early death.

And reminise when I'm high.
Reflecting on memories while under the influence of drugs.

I'm never goin lie.
Stating a commitment to honesty and sincerity.

I got love for people, dead or alive.
Expressing affection and care for both living and deceased individuals.

We can smoke out in the ride of our memories.
Finding solace and enjoyment in nostalgia and shared experiences.

Reality is just a fragment.
Viewing reality as only a small part or aspect of existence.

Fragment inside my soul.
Acknowledging that reality is intimately connected to one's inner self.

My eyes are closed.
Imagining a situation where the eyes are physically closed, suggesting a perception different from external reality.

My head is spinnin.
Feeling mentally overwhelmed or disoriented.

This is a musical masterpiece dedicated to down riders.
Describing the song as a tribute to loyal and devoted fans.

Keep it in yo kliq fuck the outsiders.
Encouraging unity and loyalty within a close-knit group while disregarding outsiders or critics.

People hatin on everthang and everythang's the same.
Noticing that people have a tendency to hate or criticize everything, even when things are relatively unchanged.

Everybody is a player and life is a silly game.
Stating that people often act like manipulative players in the game of life.

Its a damn shame.
Expressing disappointment or frustration with the current state of affairs.

Daddy died 11 years today.
Remembering the death anniversary of one's father, which happened 11 years ago.

I wonder if he know I'm doin straight.
Reflecting on whether the deceased father would be proud of the current successful state.

Could you tell him somethin if you see my pops?
Asking someone to pass along a message to the father if they encounter him in the afterlife.

Before I do? Let him know that he's remembered by my crew.
Expressing the desire to let the father know that he is remembered and respected by the group of friends.

And everyday, in my mind, in my place, anytime.
Always holding the father's memory and presence in the mind and heart.

Lookin in the sky for the seventh sign.
Searching for signs or messages from the universe or higher power.

I walk around nobody know's what I do.
Maintaining a sense of mystery and privacy regarding one's actions and intentions.

Chillin phaze and date raps.
Being in a relaxed state and creating rhymes with precision.

As my body transends through this portal of life.
Perceiving life as a journey and the physical body as a vessel.

Smokin blunts wrongin my rights.
Using drugs as a way to momentarily escape or distort one's sense of right and wrong.

I live for the night cause I'm meltin in light.
Preferring the nighttime as a time of self-expression and freedom.

Completely outta site.
Being completely hidden, invisible, or elusive.

For facts so unknown.
Referring to unknown or mysterious truths.

So grotisque never stated on microphones.
Describing gruesome or disturbing events or experiences that are never openly discussed.

So alone in this fucked up world, it sucks dick.
Feeling isolated and alone in a chaotic and unpleasant world.

Everybody gotta problem when you can't bet.
Experiencing the frustration of others constantly questioning or doubting oneself.

I be the last one, more like the last dragon.
Viewing oneself as unique or exceptional, comparing to the legendary character of the last dragon.

No swords to ever let this world contort.
Being unwilling to allow the world's challenges and negativity to change or distort one's true self.

The way your thinkin its so essential.
Emphasizing the significance of individual thoughts and perspectives.

It gives us all the potential.
Highlighting how personal thoughts and beliefs lead to potential and possibilities.

To take over the world in our ?mentals?
Advocating for the power of the mind to influence and shape the world around us.

If I can't live my life the way I want to live my life.
Expressing a desire for personal freedom and autonomy.

Then why can't I die! Why can't I die!
Questioning the restrictions and limitations that prevent one from ending their own life when their desires are thwarted.

My renditions of reality.
My interpretations or versions of the world as I perceive it.

Call it bad, Call it good.
Acknowledging that reality can be seen as both positive and negative depending on perspectives.

Wrong or Right.
Questioning the existence of absolute right or wrong in reality.

Note! Believe in me.
Emphasizing the importance of having faith or trust in oneself.

And I believe in you.
Expressing belief and support in the listener or audience.

Everythings gonna be alright.
Remaining optimistic and assuring that everything will eventually turn out fine.