Respirator
Twiztid Lyrics

Sometimes you stop to just take a breath
Taking a moment to catch your breath and slow down.

You breathe in the air and you get upset
The world around you is overwhelming and provoking negative feelings.

You don't wanna change, I just think you need
Resistance to change, but recognizing a need for some distance and solitude.

A little time alone and away from me
Recognizing that being apart can be beneficial for both parties involved.

And I'm not the only thing in the world that's in your way
There are other obstacles and factors at play in one's life.

And I know it's hard sometimes
Acknowledging the difficulties and hardships of life.

You misunderstand all those things I say
Communication breakdowns and misunderstandings.

And I don't need anymore, anything to control me
Breaking free from negative influences and addictions.

I've thrown my addictions aside again
Making a conscious effort to overcome addictions and unhealthy behaviors.

And I don't need anymore, anything to provoke me
Rejecting anything that instigates negative emotions or reactions.

And wonder why I try again
Feeling discouraged and questioning the value of persevering.

I think that maybe this way that I feel a side effect
Recognizing the negative consequences of striving for balance and harmony in life.

From trying to balance my soul, instead I keep dividing it
Struggling to find balance and instead feeling more fragmented and scattered.

And hiding it from people who wanna provoke my bad side
Feeling the need to hide emotion and vulnerability from those who may exploit it.

And keep it all from bubbling over into a landslide
Trying to maintain composure and avoid an emotional breakdown.

I'm medicated just hoping that it'll fly by
Using medication or other coping mechanisms to manage mental health struggles.

But sometimes I need to take a breath and I'll be alright
Taking a moment to breathe and regain composure can be helpful in difficult situations.

Up all night because all of this is getting to me
Feeling overwhelmed and unable to sleep due to stress and anxiety.

I know you probably want to hit me but breathe with me
Despite conflict and tension, taking a moment to connect and find common ground.

I sit so hallowed open while others level off at any cost
Feeling disconnected from others who prioritize success and achievement at any cost.

I've been depraved of things
Feeling a sense of lack or deprivation in life.

That people think are such an awful loss
Struggling to understand societal values and priorities.

And I lost the race and picked up the pace
Feeling behind and trying to catch up, leading to exhaustion and burnout.

My timing's off, I'm well aware
Feeling out of sync with the world and those around you.

And I can't believe I say those things I say as if I just don't care
Feeling disconnected and apathetic, but also struggling to express oneself authentically.

And I don't want anymore, all the greed is controlling
Recognizing the negative impact of greed and materialism in one's life.

The hunger never seems to end
The desire for more is insatiable and never satisfied.

And I don't try anymore, so afraid of devoting
Feeling fearful of making commitments and taking risks.

And then I die inside again
Experiencing emotional death and withdrawal from the world.

I think that maybe this way that I feels a side effect
Negative consequences of trying to find balance and overcome inner struggles.

From trying to balance my soul, well I keep dividing it
Struggling to find a sense of unity and wholeness within oneself.

I try to get back up when I slip on banana peels
Striving to persevere and overcome obstacles, even those that seem trivial.

Situations develop out the mist of air it kind of feels
Life can be unpredictable and confusing, leading to anxiety and uncertainty.

Like breathing in exhaust fumes while exhaling the hate
Feeling suffocated by negative emotions and experiences.

Os so many day gone days gone bad it all seems to fade
Feeling like time passes by quickly and memories become hazy and indistinct.

And dilute and pollute and contaminate the breathing air
Negativity and toxicity in the world can make it difficult to breathe easy and feel at peace.

I'm taking breaths in moderation as if I just don't care
Despite the difficulty and stress, taking a step back and finding moments of calm and peace.

Breathe with me as if I just don't care
Connecting with others and finding a sense of unity and peace, even during difficult times.

Would you breathe with me, as if I just don't care
Asking others to join in finding moments of stillness and peace.