What's on My Mind
Twiztid Lyrics

Their tellin' me it's my fault my grass isn't green enough
Others are saying that my success is inadequate and it's my own fault for not achieving more.

And when they hit the store it's not my C.D. that they pickin' up
My music is not as popular as others when people go to buy CDs.

Maybe I'm too wicked for em Maybe they don't like me
Perhaps I'm too controversial or different, and that is why some people do not appreciate me.

Maybe they beneath me like the soles on my Nike's
It is possible that some people are simply not on the same level as me or cannot understand my perspective.

Maybe they wanna do it all just to spite me
Perhaps some are motivated to act against me purely out of ill will or to prove something.

It might be, the reason that they're hating me nightly
This could be the source of animosity that some hold for me, leading to ongoing negativity and criticism.

Flight we, take off to an alternate light beam
We escape from reality to another place with different vibes and sensations.

So I seem, so hidden and outta eye beam
I appear elusive, out of sight or reach, and hard to discern or interpret for some people.

Maybe I'm above em like a leer jet soarin'
It's possible that I've transcended societal norms and expectations, soaring above those who cannot keep up or understand me.

Cuttin' through clouds like a butter knife, better life
I'm moving through challenges and obstacles with ease, seeking a higher quality of life for myself.

But it's not best, feel it in my chest
There is something unsettling or wrong in my emotions that is causing internal distress.

Like my heart poundin' loud enough to split my fuckin' flesh
My anxiety or stress is manifesting itself physically, causing my heart to beat rapidly and intensely.

Maybe it's the way that I been keepin' it (underground)
The fact that I've kept my music and art underground may be contributing to its lack of mainstream success and recognition.

People ain't really feelin' it, and hope for that (Puffy sound)
Some may prefer a popular, mainstream sound that is different from my own style or genre of music.

Now all I can reveal is it is what it is
I cannot change how others feel about me or my music, and I simply have to accept the current state of things.

We keep it horrorcore always, but it comes with a twist
Our music is consistently and intentionally horror-themed, but we also bring our own unique spin or approach to the genre.

And I'm alive all like a bible, I blaze in this bitch
I'm full of life and energy, and I stand out in any situation like a bible or other prominent object.

And I can burn a piece of paper like I write for the bitch
I can express myself and my ideas freely and creatively, like I am writing for the music industry or anyone who challenges me.

You could be the first and the last it's whatever it is
You might be the first and only person to attempt what I'm doing, but ultimately the outcome will be what it is.

And it really wouldn't matter because I'm killin' the shit
The result is not the most important thing, because regardless of how it turns out, I know my music is great and cutting-edge.

Tell me is it better
Is this situation or choice better in any way?

Tell me everything he met her
Tell me all the information about how he encountered her.

Ain't the start of the situation gettin all ugged up
Isn't this the beginning of a situation that is falling apart or becoming complicated?

I don't give a fuck what anybody trippin'
I don't care if anyone else disagrees or has a problem with me.

Got a map in my pocket and I'm steady on a mission
I have a clear sense of my goals and direction, and I am focused on achieving them.

Got my back on the carpet and I'm starin' at the ceilin'
I am lounging on the floor or ground and looking upwards, perhaps deep in thought, relaxation, or meditation.

Thinkin' how can I explode and no one would catch feelin's
I am considering how I could make a big impact or impression without causing any negative or hurtful reactions from others.

But some wishes will never come true
Sometimes, no matter how much we want something, it is simply not possible or realistic to achieve.

But for the moment I'ma grab a hold of those that really do
For now, I am going to pursue those things that are within my reach and grasp, and that I am genuinely passionate about.

My mission is to flip it and make a person think
My goal is to challenge people's thoughts and perspectives, and make them reconsider or rethink things.

While you're steady missin' a beat, kinda like I blink
While others are struggling or failing, I continue to stay ahead of the game and remain sharp and focused.

Even up in the streets, if I have to I got heat
Even in challenging or dangerous situations, I am prepared and well-equipped to deal with threats or conflicts.

In the trunk or on lined sheets, guns are fuckin' rhyme schemes
Weapons or violence may be part of my lyrics or music, but they are also a metaphor or tool for expressing myself creatively and effectively.

Try me so I can make an example and put a hole in you
Don't test me or cross me, or else I will make an example out of you and show you the consequences of your actions.

Either with a knife or a pencil
I have both violent and non-violent means of expressing myself and defending my interests.

They use me like a stencil of greatness
Others may try to imitate or copy my style or success, using me as a model or guide.

But their fakeness prevails and it drown in the abyss
Despite their attempts to mimic me, their inauthenticity is evident and they will never truly reach the same level of success or acclaim.

I'm gone and hot headed when rage gets the best of me
I can lose my temper or become angry and aggressive when provoked or frustrated.

I'm falling to pieces so you can blame it on the rest of me
If I seem like I am losing control or struggling mentally, you can attribute it to my personal struggles or issues.

My heart and soul especially
My emotional and spiritual core is particularly vulnerable or affected by these struggles.

They got the keys to my mind as we ride over drive into destiny
My emotions and thoughts are driving me forward towards my future and fate, hopefully towards a positive outcome or resolution.