Wrong Wit Me
Twiztid Lyrics

Leave me all alone,
I want to be left alone and have no one calling me.

There ain't nobody callin on my telephone,
No one is calling my phone because I destroyed it.

Because I ripped that bitch right up outta the wall,
I destroyed the phone by tearing it out of the wall.

I apologize to any of y'all that tried to call.
I apologize to anyone who tried to reach out to me but couldn't because of my actions.

I haven't been myself lately,
I have been feeling different and unlike my usual self lately.

I been slowly losin my mind
I have been losing my sanity gradually.

And tell 'em it's gravy.
I am saying it's all good to hide my true feelings and state of mind from others.

I'm lookin hella shady
My appearance is suspicious and questionable.

And I haven't showered in weeks
I have not taken a shower in a long time.

I haven't washed my balls,
I have not cleaned myself properly.

I haven't brushed my teeth.
I have neglected basic hygiene and oral hygiene.

All I see is demons everywhere that I look
I perceive the world and people around me as evil and demonic.

Was it the Ouija, the Black Magic, or The Warlock Book?
I am unsure what caused my current state of mind, whether it was supernatural (Ouija or black magic) or something else (book).

I can't remember!
I am unable to recall what triggered my altered state of mind.

But how can my memories leave me?
I am questioning how I can forget what led me to this state of mind.

I can't believe the spirits would try to receive me!
I am in disbelief that spirits or supernatural entities would target me.

But they did, just like a little kid
They did target me, just like they would target a vulnerable child.

I was so eager to learn, so willin to give
I was eager to gain knowledge and experience, and was willing to give myself up for it.

But all they did was hate me and break me
However, all they have done is to inflict pain and destruction on me.

Used my body for a host,
I am describing how these supernatural entities have taken over my body as their own host.

And my mirror for the gateway!
And they have used my mirror as the gateway to enter this world.

Something...is wrong with me...
I am acknowledging that there is something fundamentally wrong with me.

I can't be who I need to be...
I am unable to be my true self.

Will it last for eternity?
I am questioning whether my current state of mind will be permanent.

Please don't walk away,
I am pleading with someone not to abandon me and to listen to what I have to say.

I want you to hear what I gotta say.
I have something to say, and I want someone to listen.

I never had anyone ever care for me,
I have been neglected and never had anyone who cared about me or looked after me.

I never had anyone ever there for me.
I have always been alone and have never had anyone by my side when I needed them.

If you would listen to me instead of callin me names,
I am asking someone to listen to me without judging or insulting me.

I would explain why I'm shakin and I'm goin insane.
I want to explain why I am feeling and behaving differently, and why I am losing my sanity.

My mind is on vacation,
I am describing how my mind is not functioning as it usually does.

Like a conversation,
My mind is like a conversation, constantly chattering and active.

I'm like a radio, with static on every station.
I am comparing myself to a malfunctioning radio, where nothing is coming through clearly.

Still I wanna know will I be normal again
I am uncertain whether I will ever be my normal self again.

You say it's bullshit and tell me that it's all pretend
Implicitly, someone is dismissing my situation as untrue and ridiculous.

But if it's false then why don't the demons just disappear?
I am questioning why these demons do not go away if they are not real.

And if it's untrue then why am I seein them crystal clear?
I am wondering why I am seeing them so clearly if they are not real.

Because I do, the mirror is turnin blue.
I am certain that I am seeing these demons, as even my mirror is being affected by their presence.

And soul after soul keeps walkin right through.
These demons are entering my world, one after the other.

They're livin in my house and livin inside my head,
These demons are not only physically present in my home, but they have also invaded my thoughts and emotions.

Some sleep inside the closet, others sleep under the bed.
These demons are hiding all around my home, making me feel constantly unsafe.

All i wanted to be,
I had a simple desire to belong to a loving family.

Was a member of a family with unity.
I wanted to be a part of a strong, supportive, and united family.

But the people that's a lie because they stab you straight in the back,
However, the people that I thought were my family have betrayed me.

And throw a stick in the spokes and flip you off of the track.
They have disrupted my life and caused chaos, leading me astray from my goals and aspirations.

If it wasn't for Monoxide and Violent J,
If it weren't for Monoxide and Violent J (members of Insane Clown Posse),

That nigger Jack, Shaggy 2 Dope, and blaze ya dead homie,
And other members of the Psychopathic Records community,

I probably woulda given up and called it quits,
I would have given up and succumbed to my demons' power.

I probably wouldn't be here i probably wouldn't be shit!
I would not be alive, and I would have given up on all my aspirations.

I find my self looken back in the glass,
I am reflecting on my past self and how I was before my current mental state.

And reminice all the times of the present and past.
I am remembering both the good times and bad times with nostalgic affection.

Im feelen strange, I wonder if they can save me,
I am feeling unusual and uncertain, and am questioning whether anyone can help me.

Im feelen cold I'm standen in front of the gateway.
I am feeling cold and facing the entryway into the unknown (hell, or afterlife).

Here i am, i'm such a crazy man,
I have accepted my insanity and the fact that I may be perceived as crazy by others.

Im tryen to controll my life the best that i can.
I am trying to take control of my life as much as I can, despite my mental state.

But the demons are around me tryen to strey me away,
However, these demons and entities are always trying to derail me and lead me off my path.

I thank God that im standed right here today.
Despite all the obstacles, I am grateful to simply be alive and present in the moment.