Emily
Two Friends Lyrics

I chase the butterflies your give me
I eagerly and excitedly pursue the things that you bring into my life, no matter how fleeting or difficult they may be.

Your venom kissed me
Your toxic behavior and presence has deeply impacted and affected me, whether I realized it at the time or not.

Miss I bet he's so gullible
I regret not seeing through your lies and manipulation earlier, and now I realize that you probably victimized others as well.

Now your piano plays ME-RE-DO
You're repeating the same patterns and behaviors as before, with a slight variation here and there, but ultimately doing nothing to change yourself or the situation.

Sang you in one go
I easily and effortlessly poured my heart out to you, expressing my feelings and thoughts without hesitation or reservation.

Fake smile but it's too wonderful
Even though I know your happiness is just a facade, I can't help but admire and envy it for its beauty and appeal.

Of all guitar chords could've picked
Out of countless possibilities, you deliberately chose a specific path or action that hurt me the most.

Strumming softly to sheet music
You're going through the motions and following a prescribed set of steps, without truly engaging or feeling the music and emotion behind it.

Ignore the crash from your cymbals hits
You're disregarding the chaos and destruction you're causing to those around you, while continuing to play your music and revel in your own world.

Knew you'd beat me with every kick
I was aware from the start that I would never be able to compete or measure up to your standards and expectations, no matter how much effort I put in.

No more mysteries inside your eyes
I finally understand everything about you and the situation, no longer feeling confused or lost in the complexity of it all.

Ancient histories of you and I
Our past and shared experiences are deeply significant and have shaped who we are to this day, with lasting effects that cannot be ignored.

Wind up back there every time
No matter how hard I try to move on and distance myself, I always end up returning to the memories and emotions we shared in the past.

Oh Emily, you're like an overplayed melody
You're a familiar tune that I've heard countless times before, but despite its repetitiveness, I can't help but feel drawn to it and enjoy its familiarity.

But I can't wait to hear you again
Even though I know the melody may bring pain and difficulties, I still can't resist the urge to engage with it once more and see where it takes me.

You're like my own worst enemy
You represent the self-destructive tendencies and attitudes that I struggle with internally, yet for some reason, I can't seem to let you go or move past you.

I miss the mazes in your make-up, your tears will take up
I long for the complexity and intrigue that comes with your personality and behavior, even if it means dealing with your emotional turmoil and pain.

Broke up with all the break up calls
Despite the endless cycle of arguments and pain, we kept coming back to each other and refused to let go, continuing to engage in toxic behavior and communication.

And now we never wanna wake up until it shakes up
We've become complacent and numb to our situation, refusing to acknowledge the need for change or growth until something catastrophic happens to force our hand.

Spring up to fight I'm down to fall
Even though I know the conflict and struggle with you will only lead to more pain and damage, I can't help but be drawn to the fight and adrenaline it brings.

You're so overplayed, so overplayed
You're a repetitive pattern and cycle that we keep falling into, with no end or resolution in sight, even though we know how destructive it can be.