Dolls
U-ki Lyrics

They call it a cult drug
Xanax is a drug that is becoming increasingly popular among young people, who are treating it like a sort of cult phenomenon.

Meant to alleviate worries
Though intended as an anti-anxiety medication, Xanax is not actually solving anyone's problems.

But actually is wreaking havoc
In fact, Xanax is causing even more chaos than it is calming nerves.

There's signs it's use is getting out of control
There is clear evidence that people are using Xanax too frequently and without proper caution.

Vomit on the floor Off Xans You were by the door I'm Blank You were smoking cigarettes Not dank I just want fixing I'm Bad
The artist is recalling an unpleasant incident that involved getting sick on Xanax, and feeling lost and helpless. The other person present was not very helpful, smoking cigarettes and refusing to offer any real support.

She's off drink And I'm on lean Sipping my promethazine Something's always up my sleeve Leave this place so we can grieve
The singer's girlfriend has quit drinking, but the singer is still using prescription cough syrup recreationally. The singer always has a plan, however, and is urging the other person to leave with them on some sort of escape.

Every time I'm on my own I bleed So what Man these xans got me really fucked up
When left to their own devices, the singer falls apart and is prone to self-injury. They blame this on Xanax, stating that it has an intense effect on them that is difficult to cope with.

If you cannot make it through your life without the getup You know the devil won swear from the start this was a set up Every other day I wonder what its like to give it up Wonder what’s it’s like to let it go and really live it up
The artist is reflecting on the fact that they may have become dependent on Xanax in order to function. They worry that this dependency is a sign that something is fundamentally wrong with their life, and fantasize about giving it up and seeking new experiences.

Toss a coin and if its flat I win Time to pack it in Separate the boys from men Living on my only whim Devastate your life I'm sorry Swear this be the only time Never get too near You know the ops will always live in fear Live in fear
The artist is making a reference to chance, suggesting that their life is basically a game of fate. They also admit to causing destruction in other people's lives, saying that they are sorry and that this is not a habit. Finally, they warn that it is dangerous to get too close, as they have enemies and the threat of violence hanging over their head.