Tears
U.T. Gandhi Lyrics

Every morning is a new disaster
Every day brings troubles and difficulties

Don't spill your cup on my grave
Don't bring negativity into my life or my death

It's time to celebrate
Time to enjoy the moment

Even if I'm dead
Even if I'm not around

All my friends are there
All the people that matter are present

Singing to the end
Celebrating until the end of the party

I don't think you all are ready for this
I don't think you can handle the truth

Burn all your pockets
Don't be too materialistic

I'm not giving a chance
Not willing to forgive easily

Make all your promises
Make all the promises you want

It's not nearly the end
It's not over yet

There's no end at all
It's an endless cycle

Alright
Agreeing to something without enthusiasm or engagement

I don't know
I'm not sure or I don't have an answer

I can't get high
I can't find happiness or satisfaction

Pause the time
Making time slow down or stop

And get in on the red lights
Taking advantage of the pause in time to enjoy the moment

For the love I gave you
For the effort and emotions I put into the relationship

You know
You understand what I mean

And I know I can't leave here
I know I can't escape this situation

Without you
Without your contribution or presence

Pass the time
Waiting for time to pass

And I can't get no sleep
I can't rest or find peace

All the time
Continuously, without a break

And now it's hardly to see
Now it's difficult to perceive or understand

Oh yeah
Sarcastically agreeing or acknowledging something

I don't give a fuck
I don't care

I don't wanna fuck
I don't want to engage in sexual activities

Oh yeah
Repeating a sarcastic response

I don't wanna love
I don't want to be emotionally involved

I don't wanna love you
I don't want to be emotionally involved with you

Tell me that it's alright
Confirming that everything is okay

I don't wanna talk
I don't want to have a conversation

You said I did the other night
Referring to an argument in the past

Can't get out this headspace
Can't stop thinking about certain things

Running in a different race
Going in a different direction or not being on the same page

Swear I'm getting over you
Promising to move on from the situation

But lying doesn't fix a cheat
Lying won't solve the problem of infidelity

I'll just accept defeat
Giving up or admitting defeat

Bury me six feet beneath
Using a metaphor for remaining stuck in a bad situation

I take it on the cheek
Accepting criticism or being used to bad things happening

Like a kiss to make me bleed
Referencing a betrayal or hurtful action

I'mma catch my z's
I'm going to get some sleep

I'mma get my sleep
I'm going to get some rest

I'mma nap all through this
I'm going to sleep the entire time

Don't wake me please
Asking others not to disturb or bother

We can't go and fuck
We can't engage in sexual activities

I'mma tell you to leave
I'm going to ask you to go away

So don't come running back
Don't try to come back after leaving

I'm busy making my cheese
I'm busy making money or taking care of myself

So fuck you
Expressing anger or frustration towards someone

And fuck your friends
Expressing anger towards someone's associates

And your smile is pretend
The other person's smile is fake

And I'm a reject baby
Feeling like an outsider or not fitting in

But I'll cop that Benz
I'll still purchase a fancy car

I guess it's me in the end
Acknowledging responsibility for the situation

Honey
An affectionate term for someone

I don't need you
I don't require your assistance or presence

I just need myself
I can rely on myself

You always make the same moves
You repeatedly make the same mistakes

You like to put me down
You enjoy belittling me

Open up your eyes, yeah
Realize what's really happening

You're acting like a clown
You're behaving in a foolish or ridiculous manner

You're claiming your a queen
Pretending to be in a position of power or control

But I don't see a crown
I don't see any evidence of that claim

All you fucking see is the bad, girl
Only seeing the negative aspects of things

All I fucking see is a sad girl
Only seeing someone who is unhappy or emotional

Nothing's ever good enough for you
You're always unsatisfied

Oh boo hoo
Dismissing someone's complaints or whining

Poor you...
Sarcastically sympathizing with someone

Why you out here acting like you're brand new?
Why are you acting like this is something new?

Does anything I ever say ever faze you?
Do my words have any effect on you?

Can we just pretend I never came through?
Can we just forget this ever happened?

All the time baby
Always, continuously

I see through your lies
I can see that you're not being truthful

It's not like you care
You don't really care

That I live my life on finite time
My life is limited in time and resources

Yeah, there's no end to your drama
Your problems and difficulties are never-ending

You're the first to tell me fall off
You're the first to criticize or disapprove

And I'm getting so tired of it
I'm becoming fed up with the situation

Threw your chain in the fire pit
Getting rid of something that represents the other person

Can't stay loyal, you can't commit
Not being faithful or reliable

Blame it on you, oh god forbid
Holding the other person accountable for the problems

Try to pull me back around
Attempt to return to the previous situation

But I would rather hold hands
I would rather be in a different or unexpected situation

With the worms in the ground
Metaphorically choosing death over continuing the situation