Niña
UB&O Lyrics

Was it just the empathy?
Did I only feel what you were feeling?

That led me like a swarm
And follow you like a group of bees.

You've been my eternity
You have been my forever.

But suddenly that's gone
But now that is over.

And I I don't know where to start
And I don't know what to do next.

And you And your ipseity's torn me apart
And you, and your sense of self, have broken me.

Mach dies Mach das Mach was du willst Aber hab bloss kein Spass
Do this, do that, do what you want but don't have any fun.

Sie wollten, dass ich verlier Aber ich bin zum Gewinn geboren Und jetzt steh ich hier Weil ich hab noch nicht einmal verloren
They wanted me to lose, but I am meant to win, and here I stand because I have not lost yet.

Lieber sterb ich im Stehen Als zu leben auf den Knien
I'd rather die standing up than live on my knees.

Wirf den Hunden ihren Knochen hin Und schon sind sie zufrieden
Throw the dogs their bone, and they will be content.

Ich bin high above you Schau von oben zu Auf euch runter Und denke mir nur fake you
I am high above you, looking down and thinking just fake you.

Fuck it digga, stay true for live Auch wenn ich nach den Sternen greif Muss ich mich dafür nicht verstellen Hab dafür gar keine Zeit
Fuck it man, stay true for life. Even if I go for the stars, I don't have to pretend. I don't have time for that.

Ever since I know you, know you All the shit we've been through, been through Feels like I'm someone new, someone new But it's only me and you, me and you
Ever since I've known you, and all that we've been through, it feels like I've changed. But it's just me and you.

What would I do if I go back to the roots? Damn Would I go the same way or would I get lose? Would I be the same man I use to be? Let me take you back to the origin of me
What would happen if I go back to the beginning? Would I make the same choices or get lost along the way? Would I still be the same person I used to be? Let me take you back to where it all started.

Starts in the summer when I was sixteen I was all alone, the rest was a team Tried to fit in, but I fell out their scheme But every setback pushed my self-esteem
It all started in the summer when I was sixteen. I was alone while everyone else was part of a group. I tried to fit in, but it didn't work. But every setback made me more confident in myself.

After all this time I had changed a lot Turn my life into a movie, yeah I changed the plot Shot in the dark, pushed it to the max New style, same guy, higher confidence
After all this time, I've changed a lot. I turned my life into a movie, and I changed the plot. I took risks and pushed myself to the limit. I have a new style, but I'm still the same person, just with more confidence.

I put in the work, I put in the effort Been walking through hell, that shit got an effect Dark thoughts, nights alone, I needed that reset Wounds on my heart from too many rejects
I worked hard and put in the effort. I went through tough times which affected me. I had dark thoughts and spent nights alone, but it was a necessary reset for me. I had wounds on my heart from too many rejections.

No regrets It may takes to burn some bridges Just to get out the ashes Thoughtless actions had botched my chances
I have no regrets. Sometimes you have to burn bridges to move on. You have to go through the ashes to get there. My thoughtless actions ruined my chances.

My teachers told me that I will never get it My enemies wished that I stay in silence How short minded, blinded How made their selfishness so misguided?
My teachers said I would never succeed, and my enemies wanted me to be silent. How small-minded and blinded they were. How did their selfishness become so misguided?

Hope they see I'm doing right then Now they keep looking at that With the gang they got my back All gold all around my neck Keep me stay in the track And right now, I'm standing here again
I hope that they can see that I'm doing well now. They keep looking at me and now I have my gang behind me. All the gold around my neck is a symbol of staying on track. And now I'm standing here again.

I'm still unfamous Still got no feelings I got the reasons To deal with my demons I can feel the healing, because
I'm still not famous, and I still have trouble feeling things. But I have my reasons to face my demons. I can feel the healing because of that.

It's killing me Your eyes staring deep Always on the line between Awake and asleep Midnight Was it wrong, was it right? Was it wrong I let you go? Was it right to hold you tight?
It's killing me. Your eyes staring so deeply always leave me in a state between awake and asleep. At midnight, I question if it was right or wrong to let you go, or if it was right to hold you so tightly.

Do you like how it hurts (I'm gone and I never get back) Where do you go (I just need space) Said this right into my face (It's a disgrace) After all you done I'm on my own (What do you want?) You always felt like home
Do you like how it hurts? I'm gone, and I'm never coming back. Where do you go? I just need some space. You said this right to my face, and it's a disgrace. After all you've done, I'm on my own, and you always felt like home to me.

In the end it's only me and you, only me and you
In the end, it's just me and you, nobody else.