Just What's Killing Me
UB40 Lyrics


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I intend to do me some forgetting
It’s gonna take some time, don’t contact me
I don’t intend on doing much regretting
I just need to drink away the agony

I’ve been spending all my waking hours
Walking through a happy memory
I don’t remember grey skies raining showers
And I’m pretty sure that’s
Just what’s killing me

I can’t say I’m not gonna miss you
I fell for you almost instantly
I can’t take this feeling, it’s too blue
Right now this is an emergency
And I’m pretty sure that’s
Just what’s killing me

I can’t go, I’m staring at your picture
It only serves to make me miss you more
If this old heart tries beating any quicker
I don’t believe I’ll make it through the door

There’s so many things I have to tell you
Little things on which we could agree
Like who we are and how
We’re gonna get through
And I’m pretty sure that’s
Just what’s killing me

I can’t say I’m not gonna miss you
I fell for you almost instantly
I can’t take this feeling, it’s too blue
Right now this is an emergency
And I’m pretty sure that’s
Just what’s killing me

I intend to do me some forgetting
It’s gonna take some time, don’t contact me
I don’t intend on doing much regretting
I just need to drink away the agony

I’ve been spending all my waking hours
Walking through a happy memory
I don’t remember grey skies raining showers
And I’m pretty sure that’s
Just what’s killing me

I can’t say I’m not gonna miss you
I fell for you almost instantly
I can’t take this feeling, it’s too blue
Right now this is an emergency




And I’m pretty sure that’s
Just what’s killing me

Overall Meaning

The lyrics of UB40's song "Just What's Killing Me" delve into the pain and struggle of heartbreak. The singer expresses their intention to forget and move on from the relationship, but acknowledges that it will take time. They don't want any contact or regret, instead they turn to drinking to numb the agony they are feeling.


The song reflects the experience of constantly replaying memories of the past relationship in their mind. They mention walking through a happy memory and not recalling any negative moments. This obsession with the past and the inability to let go is what they believe is causing their current distress.


The singer admits that they will miss their partner and confesses that they fell for them quickly. The feeling of missing them is overwhelming, portraying the situation as an emergency. The mention of staring at a picture emphasizes the longing and the pain it brings.


There is a strong desire to communicate with the person they miss and share the things they have to say. The lyrics imply that these conversations could potentially help both of them find understanding and a way to move forward. However, the singer acknowledges that dwelling on these thoughts is only adding to their suffering.


In summary, "Just What's Killing Me" captures the struggle of moving on from a past relationship and the inner turmoil it can create. The lyrics express the intense emotions of loss, longing, and the desperate need to find a way to heal.


Line by Line Meaning

I intend to do me some forgetting
I plan to try and forget about you


It’s gonna take some time, don’t contact me
It will take a while, so please don't reach out to me


I don’t intend on doing much regretting
I don't want to dwell on the past and feel regret


I just need to drink away the agony
I only seek solace in alcohol to numb the pain


I’ve been spending all my waking hours
Every moment I'm awake is consumed by


Walking through a happy memory
Reliving a joyful memory


I don’t remember grey skies raining showers
I don't recall any moments of sadness or hardship


And I’m pretty sure that’s
And I'm quite certain that this is the reason


Just what’s killing me
For my current distress and pain


I can’t say I’m not gonna miss you
I cannot deny that I will miss you


I fell for you almost instantly
I quickly developed strong feelings for you


I can’t take this feeling, it’s too blue
I cannot bear this overwhelming sadness


Right now this is an emergency
At this moment, it is a crisis for me


And I’m pretty sure that’s
And I'm quite certain that this is the reason


Just what’s killing me
For my current distress and pain


I can’t go, I’m staring at your picture
I cannot leave, I am fixated on your image


It only serves to make me miss you more
It just intensifies the longing I feel for you


If this old heart tries beating any quicker
If my weary heart tries to beat any faster


I don’t believe I’ll make it through the door
I doubt I will have the strength to leave


There’s so many things I have to tell you
There are numerous things I need to share with you


Little things on which we could agree
Small details that we could find common ground on


Like who we are and how
Such as our identities and the way


We’re gonna get through
We will overcome challenges together


And I’m pretty sure that’s
And I'm quite certain that this is the reason


Just what’s killing me
For my current distress and pain


I can’t say I’m not gonna miss you
I cannot deny that I will miss you


I fell for you almost instantly
I quickly developed strong feelings for you


I can’t take this feeling, it’s too blue
I cannot bear this overwhelming sadness


Right now this is an emergency
At this moment, it is a crisis for me


And I’m pretty sure that’s
And I'm quite certain that this is the reason


Just what’s killing me
For my current distress and pain


I intend to do me some forgetting
I plan to try and forget about you


It’s gonna take some time, don’t contact me
It will take a while, so please don't reach out to me


I don’t intend on doing much regretting
I don't want to dwell on the past and feel regret


I just need to drink away the agony
I only seek solace in alcohol to numb the pain


I’ve been spending all my waking hours
Every moment I'm awake is consumed by


Walking through a happy memory
Reliving a joyful memory


I don’t remember grey skies raining showers
I don't recall any moments of sadness or hardship


And I’m pretty sure that’s
And I'm quite certain that this is the reason


Just what’s killing me
For my current distress and pain


I can’t say I’m not gonna miss you
I cannot deny that I will miss you


I fell for you almost instantly
I quickly developed strong feelings for you


I can’t take this feeling, it’s too blue
I cannot bear this overwhelming sadness


Right now this is an emergency
At this moment, it is a crisis for me


And I’m pretty sure that’s
And I'm quite certain that this is the reason


Just what’s killing me
For my current distress and pain




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