Just A Dream
Uncrownd Royalty Lyrics

Since by birth it feels like I been set up,
From the moment I was born, it has felt like I was destined for a life filled with betrayal and hardship.

snitches, cops, cuffs, and bitches, now im fed up.
Dealing with people who are willing to betray and turn on me, along with authority figures and the women in my life, has left me exhausted.

Went from livin better back to holdin blades in my sweater,
I used to live a better life but now I find myself carrying weapons on me to protect myself on the streets.

u need more than a 'Pac joint to "Keep Ya Head Up".
Simply listening to motivational music like Tupac's isn't enough to keep my spirits high in the face of adversity.

Im that dude if you fuck wit its a bad move,
If someone decides to mess with me, they'll quickly find out that it was a mistake.

leavin permanent brands like them tattoos.
I'm a force to be reckoned with and those who cross me will suffer the consequences for a long time.

Cuz lately I been droppin more shit than bathrooms,
Recently, I've been prolific in my music output and releasing more tracks than most other artists.

so dope im tha drug of choice Im crack too.
My music is addictive and many people consider me like a drug, specifically comparing me to crack cocaine.

Sometimes I wonder if heavin is where my soul will settle,
At times, I question if my ultimate destination is heaven when I die and if that is where I'll be able to find peace for my troubled soul.

but I feel trapped behind the metal bars of the devil.
Despite my aspirations for peace in heaven, it feels like I'm imprisoned by the devil while I'm alive.

I wont be belittled, homie it tickles..
I'm not someone to be underestimated or talked down to, and such attempts to belittle me only amuse me.

when yall think that you know me... you aint pussy? stop tryna fuckin blow me.
Those who think they understand me or have me figured out should stop trying to pursue me romantically or sexually because they don't know me at all.

Haunted by the pain and horrific cries,
My nightmares are filled with past traumas and horrific memories that haunt me.

but I aint gon back down if you take a look in my eyes.
When I'm confronted with danger, I won't back down or show weakness, as evidenced by my unwavering gaze in the face of adversity.

Cant tell nightmare from reality,
My traumatic experiences have blurred the line between what is real and what is only in my head, making it difficult to distinguish the two.

dunno if Ill wake up dead, theres been a fatality.
I live a dangerous life where my mortality is always at stake, and there have been instances where others around me have not been so lucky.

Yall know Ima always be down ta ride,
My loyalty to my crew is unwavering and I'm always ready to take on any challenge or obstacle that comes our way.

but right now its time for me to show you how I feel inside.
Despite my tough exterior, I want to express my emotions and open up to the world about what's really going on inside my head.

Everything aint always what it seem to be,
I've come to realize that things aren't always what they appear to be, and there's usually a deeper, more complicated truth to be uncovered.

does god hear me scream, or was it just a dream?
I often question if God is listening to my prayers and pleas for help, or if everything I'm experiencing is just a figment of my imagination.

One o clock, woke up in a cold sweat,
In the middle of the night, I often wake up suddenly, drenched in a cold sweat due to the intensity of my dreams and nightmares.

middle of the night, damn am I dead yet.
The nightmares are so vivid and intense, making me question whether or not I'm actually alive or dead, lost in this dream-like state forever.

I still breathe, unfortunately,
Despite my wishes for everything to end or to be different, I'm still alive and forced to face the harsh realities of life and the demons that torment me.

gotta face another day while they torturin me.
Each day is a new ordeal for me, plagued by the same inner demons that torment my mind and soul with each passing hour.

Who you ask?, the demons that I keep inside,
The source of my pain and suffering are the demons that haunt me, which I keep locked deep inside of me, unable to escape or be exorcised.

ironicly they are why I be down to ride.
Strangely enough, the same demons that cause me so much anguish and pain are also what drive me to soldier on, facing whatever challenges come my way.

Cap low, so you can never see my eyes,
I keep my head down low so that people can't see the emotions or pain in my eyes, preventing them from seeing the depth of my inner turmoil.

Itll be my downfall,
My tendency to hide my true feelings and emotions may eventually be my undoing and cause my downfall.

cuz Ill knock a nigga on his back I dont care if he got packed drawers.
I don't care who my opponent is or what weapons they have, I'll fight back and do whatever it takes to come out on top, no matter the cost.

You can pull a piece on me I dont give a fuck,
Even if someone tries to attack me with a gun, I'm fearless and won't back down from the confrontation.

cuz death is nothin, to be scared of.
Death holds no fear for me, as it's just another obstacle to be overcome in my dangerous and tumultuous life.

Fear is gone, a feelin foresaken,
I've reached a point in my life where I no longer experience fear, and it feels like such a once-essential emotion has abandoned me completely.

adrenaline replaced it, my heart racin.
Instead, the rush of adrenaline has replaced fear, giving me a palpable sense of excitement and fervor that can cause my heart to race with anticipation for battle.

Seeds of hatred, buried deep,
Despite my hardened exterior and seemingly-thick skin, there's a deep well of hatred and anger that festers inside of me, fueling my drive to succeed and overcome my demons.

inside of me a hard mothafucka I will always be.
I am a tough, unrelenting force to be reckoned with, and that will never change no matter what life throws my way.

It mus be a dream, like B.I.G. sed it be,
Sometimes it feels like my entire life is a dream or a nightmare, similar to what Notorious B.I.G. rapped about in his song 'Juicy'.

so i throw clips in nightmares thats my pedigree.
I'm so unfazed by the violence and danger in my life that I even use it as the inspiration for my music, rapping about throwing 'clips' in the very nightmares that haunt me.

Superior weaponry, learn my lesson see to lessen ya pain,
I've learned to arm myself with the best weapons to lessen my own pain and to stay ahead in the endless cycle of danger and violence.

if ya testin me, let you bleed.
If someone tests me, they'll quickly find out that I'm not one to be trifled with, and that they may end up hurting or bleeding if they try.

Tek'll leak from all different directions squeeze,
I'm always prepared to shoot first at anyone who crosses me, firing from all angles sending bullets in every direction.

leave you sleepin somewhere restin in peace.
Those who choose to fight me are likely to end up sleeping forever, as I will not hesitate to kill in order to protect myself or my crew.

My plan is to conquer this beast,
My ultimate goal in life is to conquer the demons and obstacles that hold me back, rising above them and gaining ultimate victory and success.

leave his head layin on top of these streets, put my fist where he speaks.
When I finally take down my enemy, I'll leave them in a bloody mess on the streets, using my fists to silence their last remaining breath as they beg for mercy.

Imagine this feat, the sucka cockin his heat,
It's hard for outsiders to imagine the sheer audacity and fearlessness required to face down someone who's armed and ready to kill, but that's exactly what I'm prepared to do.

I leave his panties torn bloody rotten and streaked.
When I'm done with my enemy, they will be left mutilated, their underwear torn to shreds and their body soaked in blood, looking like a gruesome murder scene.

Pop a hot rock in his teeth, rock him to sleep,
When I shoot my enemy, I'll aim for their face, popping a bullet in their mouth and sending them to sleep for good.

make his head look ike a drop convertable jeep.
My bullets will leave such a large hole in my enemy's head that it will look like the top of a convertible jeep, completely blown off and torn apart.

What yall spoilin, Pace ride wit Uncrownd Royalty,
I'm proud to ride with my crew, Uncrownd Royalty, who stand firmly by my side and support me through every hardship and danger.

Derty Don C and Sallese.
My comrades Derty Don C and Sallese are also strong warriors and essential members of our crew.

New Jeruz, and we squeezin wit ease,
We hail from New Jersey and are able to take on any adversary easily, armed with deadly weapons and an unyielding spirit.

silencers cause a chirpin when my eagles release.
When we shoot our weapons, the silencers cause a strange chirping sound that signals our enemy's impending doom, instilling fear in their hearts as they hear it getting closer and louder.