Godless
Unter Null Lyrics


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So many days I can't stop myself
From fighting this monster that eats me alive
So many times I've fought and I've tried
To live for a moment without fearing my mind
I hate this, yet live this, and it's bringing me down
I feel like I'm standing on uneven ground
The balance to life has been skewered so violent
I'm so sick of this death-instinct silence

So despondent and so somber, so frail
So scared to begin for the fear I will fail
I'm alone in this pattern and I can't call for grace
I'm left in this mess that is such a disgrace
I fear for my mind more than I fear for life
The one thing worth saving is the love I deny
For I feel so hollow, and I yearn to relent
The control for some peace and freedom from this torment

There's no one to save me and I can't save myself
I would give my whole being for some kind of help
But no one can stop this god damn monster so great
All hope is now lost and it's too late
I numb to forget, to quiet the noise
I'm deafened by silence, I can't live with myself
I numb to forgive, for myself can't forget
That I could've been someone without any regret

You lying man who tells a tale
Of flawless love and peace of mind,
Of parting seas and curing blind
Your lies my faith, there's no remorse
You spin your tale with brutal force
Your lies, my faith, my breathing grace
I ran from life, I erased my faith




I am so blind
And seeing eyes are not the kind

Overall Meaning

The song "Godless" by Unter Null is a representation of a struggle with mental illness. The opening lines suggest that the singer is struggling with an inner demon that seems to be consuming them. They have fought and tried to overcome it, but their efforts have been futile. The lyrics express feelings of hopelessness and despair, as the singer feels alone and undervalued as a human being. They yearn for peace and freedom but do not know how to achieve it. The singer is left with no option but to numb themselves from the pain, even though they know it is not a long-term solution.


The next verses delve deeper into the suffering of the singer. They are so afraid of failing and being judged by others that they can't take the necessary steps to free themselves from their mental torment. The singer struggles with their faith and questions the existence of a God who would allow them to suffer in such a way. They feel that they have been abandoned by everyone and are left to face their struggles alone. This lyrical portrayal of mental illness is a powerful and thought-provoking representation of the internal struggles many individuals face daily.


Line by Line Meaning

So many days I can't stop myself
The singer struggles to control their negative emotions and behaviors on a regular basis.


From fighting this monster that eats me alive
The singer is battling a metaphorical monster, likely their own mental health struggles or addiction.


So many times I've fought and I've tried
The singer has attempted to overcome their struggles multiple times, but has not yet succeeded.


To live for a moment without fearing my mind
The artist desires to have a brief respite from their own thoughts and feelings that cause fear and anxiety.


I hate this, yet live this, and it's bringing me down
The artist dislikes their current situation, but continues to live in it and it is negatively affecting them.


I feel like I'm standing on uneven ground
The singer feels unsteady and uncertain in their life.


The balance to life has been skewered so violent
The singer believes that their life is imbalanced and unstable.


I'm so sick of this death-instinct silence
The artist is tired of the silence that is associated with self-destructive thoughts and behaviors.


So despondent and so somber, so frail
The artist feels depressed, sad, and physically weak.


So scared to begin for the fear I will fail
The artist is too afraid to try something new because they fear that they will not succeed.


I'm alone in this pattern and I can't call for grace
The singer is stuck in a negative pattern and does not feel like they can reach out for help.


I'm left in this mess that is such a disgrace
The artist feels ashamed and embarrassed of their current situation.


I fear for my mind more than I fear for life
The singer is more concerned about their mental well-being than their physical safety.


The one thing worth saving is the love I deny
The singer believes that they are not giving themselves enough love and care, which is the one thing that is worth saving in their life.


For I feel so hollow, and I yearn to relent
The singer feels empty and desires to give up.


The control for some peace and freedom from this torment
The artist desires to have control over their life and find peace from the turmoil they are experiencing.


There's no one to save me and I can't save myself
The artist feels hopeless and unable to save themselves, and has no one else to turn to for help.


I would give my whole being for some kind of help
The singer is desperate for help and willing to do whatever it takes to find it.


But no one can stop this god damn monster so great
The singer does not believe that anyone or anything can help them overcome their struggles.


All hope is now lost and it's too late
The artist has given up hope and believes that it is too late for them to be saved.


I numb to forget, to quiet the noise
The artist tries to numb themselves with drugs or alcohol to forget their problems and silence their own thoughts.


I'm deafened by silence, I can't live with myself
The silence that comes with numbing oneself is actually deafening and it is difficult for the artist to live with their current situation.


I numb to forgive, for myself can't forget
The singer tries to numb themselves to forgive themselves for past mistakes that they cannot forget or move past.


That I could've been someone without any regret
The artist regrets their past mistakes and wishes they had made different choices.


You lying man who tells a tale
The singer is addressing someone who they believe is lying and spreading false information.


Of flawless love and peace of mind,
This person is promoting a utopian idea of perfect love and a lack of anxiety or stress.


Of parting seas and curing blind
This person is also making fantastical claims, like the ability to control bodies of water and cure blindness.


Your lies my faith, there's no remorse
The artist used to believe this person's lies and feels like they were betrayed.


You spin your tale with brutal force
This person is aggressive and forceful in spreading their lies.


Your lies, my faith, my breathing grace
The singer's faith in this person's lies used to be a source of comfort for them.


I ran from life, I erased my faith
The singer has lost their faith and ability to trust after being let down by this person and struggling in their own life.


I am so blind
The artist is acknowledging that they were blinded by naivete and their faith in this person's lies.


And seeing eyes are not the kind
The artist has learned the hard way that not all people who claim to see clearly and offer answers actually have their best interests at heart.




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