Blood pressure
Useless ID Lyrics

It's the fear of the dark when you're all alone
Feeling scared and alone in the dark.

And someone is watching over you.
The feeling of being watched by someone or something.

When your faith's coming down in an acid rain storm,
When everything is going wrong and you're losing your faith.

The answer lies in front of you.
The solution to your problems is right in front of you.

Now I can't fall asleep and we better talk,
Insomnia and the need to have a serious conversation.

Because I'm beating up myself for the end result.
Feeling guilty and responsible for something negative.

Is it really worth my time when my heart is beating faster than a bullet train?
Questioning whether or not a situation is worth the intense emotional response it elicits.

I never thought it would be easy,
Acknowledging that something is difficult and unexpected.

I never thought we would survive.
Expressing doubt about the longevity of a relationship or situation.

I never thought it would deceive me
Feeling betrayed and lied to.

And be the pressure in my...
Stating that this deception is a source of internal pressure.

Could it be a monster that I've created?
Wondering if negative consequences are a result of one's own actions.

Holding back the urge when it's instigated.
Stopping oneself from acting on impulse.

I never planned it out to be so complicated
Expressing surprise that things have become so difficult.

I refuse to let it in.
Not allowing negativity to affect oneself.

If you're staring at the wall to amuse yourself,
Using distractions to avoid facing problems.

Then you're staring at the wall to delude yourself.
Realizing that these distractions ultimately serve as deceiving self-deceptions.

We've been sharpening the blade that will end up tragic.
Knowing that actions will have negative consequences.

Here's to you , a lullaby.
Sarcastically wishing someone a peaceful sleep.

Can you hear it?
Asking if they are listening to the negative consequences.

I can see we're something else.
Feeling different or disconnected from others.

I can see we don't fit in.
Realizing that they do not belong in a certain group or situation.

I can see how we've been wasting precious time
Awareness that time has been wasted, and it cannot be regained.

When you take, take, take more than you give.
Being in a relationship where one person takes more than they give.

And be the pressure in my blood (Be the pressure in my blood).
Repeating that the deception and betrayal is a source of internal pressure.

Be the pressure in my blood.
Restating that this pressure is internal and affecting them deeply.