Suicide
V.A. Uj Ulet Lyrics


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Suicide, let em go let em go'
In my life yeah you know i keep waiting
Suicide, let em go let em go'
In my life suicide

I don't know who i can call or what i can call home
Back when i was in a tahoe
Back when i was tryna dodge hoes
And niggas too
Yeah
Remember back when i was into god mo'
When i wasn't feelin' hallow
But it felt like i hit the lotto
When i looked at you
Yeah, got me looking out for brighter days
My life i'm tryna regulate
Covering all of my scars like bondo
Cause they black and blue
Reaching out but i cant stare up in the mirror man cause i'm not really here man

All we wanna do is drive alone in the night time without tearing up
All we want is to be heard cause we know that aint' nobody really feeling us
Everybody breaking loyalty, i start to wonder if they really loved me
Only thing that i can count on
Is that one day everybody's gonna dub me
All we wanna do is drive alone in the night time without tearing up
All we want is to be heard cause we know that aint' nobody really feeling us
Everybody breaking loyalty, i start to wonder if they really loved me
Only thing that i can count on
Is that one day everybody's gonna dub me

Everywhere you go it just follows
In the way its getting hard to see
Feeling stuck you can't swallow
You give it all you got but its hard to reach
Don't lose yourself when your running cause you're all you know
Don't lose yourself when your running cause you're all you know
Everywhere you go it just follows
In the way its getting hard to see
Feeling stuck you can't swallow
You give it all you got but its hard to reach
Don't lose yourself when your running cause you're all you know
Don't lose yourself when your running cause you're all you know

Suicide, let em go let em go'
In my life yeah you know i keep waiting




Suicide, let em go let em go'
In my life suicide

Overall Meaning

The song "Suicide" by V.A. Uj Ulet tackles the sensitive and often misunderstood subject of suicide. The lyrics convey a sense of hopelessness and desperation, as the artist shares his struggles with mental health and the challenges of finding a place to call home. The chorus repeats the phrase "suicide, let em go let em go," which can be interpreted as a plea to let go of suicidal thoughts and feelings.


The first verse takes the listener back to a time when the artist was struggling to avoid negative influences and seeking spiritual guidance. He reflects on his past and how things used to feel different, but he also acknowledges that his life has been full of scars that he tries to cover up like Bondo. In the second verse, the artist highlights the importance of being heard and feeling loved, but he is also aware that people can be disloyal and that one day everyone will "dub him."


Overall, the song conveys a sense of pain and loss, as well as the feeling of being alone in the world. The chorus repeats the word "suicide," which serves as a powerful reminder that life can be difficult, but there is always hope and it is important to hold on.


Line by Line Meaning

Suicide, let em go let em go'
Mental health struggles and suicidal thoughts are so overwhelming that the only way to deal with them is to give in and let them take over.


In my life yeah you know i keep waiting
The constant battle with suicidal thoughts is exhausting and seems to be an endless wait for a reprieve.


I don't know who i can call or what i can call home
The singer feels completely alone and isolated, with no support system or safe place to turn to.


Back when i was in a tahoe
The singer is reminiscing about a time when life was simpler and less complicated compared to the overwhelming struggle of dealing with suicidal thoughts.


Back when i was tryna dodge hoes
The singer was once focused on avoiding unhealthy relationships and distractions, but now those things don't seem as important compared to dealing with suicidal thoughts.


And niggas too
The singer not only avoided romantic relationships, but also friendships and acquaintances that weren't positive influences in his life.


Remember back when i was into god mo'
The singer reminisces about a time when he was more devout in his faith and had a stronger spiritual connection, which he may feel has been lost now.


When i wasn't feelin' hallow
Before struggling with suicidal thoughts, the singer had a sense of fulfillment and meaning in his life.


But it felt like i hit the lotto
The singer felt incredibly lucky and grateful to have found something that gave his life purpose and felt fulfilling.


When i looked at you
The singer felt happy and fulfilled when he looked at someone specific, whom he associates with this positive period in his life.


Yeah, got me looking out for brighter days
The singer is still hoping for better times and is holding onto faith that things will improve.


My life i'm tryna regulate
The singer is trying to balance his emotions, thoughts, and actions to keep himself together and find some sense of stability.


Covering all of my scars like bondo
The singer is hiding his emotional pain and trauma behind a façade to avoid judgment or negative attention from others.


Cause they black and blue
The emotional pain and trauma the singer has experienced is substantial and likely has impacted him severely.


Reaching out but i cant stare up in the mirror man cause i'm not really here man
The singer is struggling with depersonalization, and feels disconnected from himself and his identity because of his mental health struggles.


All we wanna do is drive alone in the night time without tearing up
The singer desires a moment of peace to be alone with his thoughts and emotions, without the pressure of maintaining a façade or hiding his pain.


All we want is to be heard cause we know that aint' nobody really feeling us
The singer feels isolated and unheard, and wishes others would understand and empathize with his struggles.


Everybody breaking loyalty, i start to wonder if they really loved me
The singer is struggling to trust others, and feels that the people in his life are not supportive or caring enough.


Only thing that i can count on is that one day everybody's gonna dub me
The singer feels that ultimately he will be alone and abandoned by the people in his life, and that he can only rely on himself.


Everywhere you go it just follows
The struggle with suicidal thoughts is all-consuming and overwhelming, and the singer feels like he cannot escape it no matter where he goes.


In the way its getting hard to see
The struggle with suicidal thoughts is clouding the singer's perception and making it difficult for him to see a way out.


Feeling stuck you can't swallow
The struggle with suicidal thoughts feels suffocating and overwhelming, like the singer is trapped and cannot escape.


You give it all you got but its hard to reach
The singer is trying his best to overcome his struggles with suicidal thoughts, but it seems like too much to handle and he cannot overcome it.


Don't lose yourself when your running cause you're all you know
The singer is afraid of losing who he is and his sense of identity and self-worth as he struggles with suicidal thoughts.


Suicide, let em go let em go'
The constant struggle with suicidal thoughts seems too much to handle, and the singer feels like the only option is to give in and let them take over.


In my life yeah you know i keep waiting
The singer is still trying to hold on and waiting for the struggle with suicidal thoughts to lessen, even if it feels like an endless wait.


Suicide, let em go let em go'
The struggle with suicidal thoughts seems too much to bear, and the singer feels like the only option is to give in and succumb to them.


In my life suicide
The struggle with suicidal thoughts is tragically present in the singer's life every day, and he feels like it is a part of him that he cannot escape.




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Written by: Joshua Ventura

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Comments from YouTube:

Mary Legaspi

Nó, sin Zuleyha la novela no tiene sentido yá, y también Demir, Fikyly son actores muy importantes en ésta telenovela, yo amo ésta telenovela ‼❤🌹gracias y esperamos que sigan más temporadas, Diós los bendiga, gracias y un saludo cordial ❤🌹👋🇲🇽

Nina CH

Cuando inicia la nueva temporada?

Veronica Guerra

Don't let zulihia go she is a grand lady

Maria del Carmen Vidal Ramos

Pues no entiendo porq tien q vivir zuleyha, y Umit juntas, en la mánsion, esta o no embarazada!! Zequiel saliira de la carcel, Sevad ya no está en este capítulo, se murio cuando se puso delante para q no matará Umit a Demir, Friket se desespera esperando q salga su padrino de la cárcel, el 102 2 es el final, me gusta la entriga q tiene! Esta bien, con los actores Pricipales,!! 👍💯👏🤙💪❤️❤️

Nelly Castro

Pues ami no me gusta el q el yebe a umit y q poca q no vaya ala cárcel umit y x q tiene q callar Demir q ella mato asu madre fekeli no tiene x q morir el tiene derecho hasta el final de la serie y cuando sacaran a umit es humillante q umit viva bajo el mismo techo y esta mal Demir q se vuelva cómplice era mejor la serie cuando estaban los q empezaron la serie

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