This Must Be Hell
VELVETEARS Lyrics

Maybe I'm going lil crazy
Possibly, I'm losing my sanity

Popping lil too much lately
Partaking in a little too much substance abuse, recently

Laid up here with my baby
Staying in with my significant other

Everybody else so shady
Others seem untrustworthy or disingenuous

But they do not phase me
Their behavior does not affect me emotionally

I know that I got what I need
I possess what I require to survive or thrive

But still feel like I'm missing something
Despite having necessities, there seems to be something absent

That really must fucking mean something
The absence is significant

I don't know man
I am uncertain

I just feel like I wasn't meant to be put on this planet
It appears as if I do not belong here

But I didn't plan it
I am not responsible for being here

So I'mma make what I can with it
I will make the most of my existence

I didn't plan it, didn't plan to be on this planet
I did not anticipate being alive

But I'mma make the best fucking thing that I can with it
Nevertheless, I will seize the opportunity to create something valuable

Wit my man with it
Together with my partner

And I'm drifting in and out of finding some peace
I am inconsistently finding inner tranquility

I toss and I turn every night in my sleep
I have difficulty sleeping at night

Been chainsmoking everyday since I was 12
I have been smoking constantly since a young age

If there is a heaven then this must be hell
If this is not the worst possible situation, I cannot imagine anything worse

This must be hell
This is an extremely difficult or unpleasant state

I'm drifting in and out
I am uncertain, with varying levels of clarity

Just tryna figure this all out
I am attempting to make sense of everything

This must be hell
This is an extremely difficult or unpleasant state

I'm drifting in and out
I am uncertain, with varying levels of clarity

Just tryna figure this all out
I am attempting to make sense of everything