Distant
VNV Nation Lyrics


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The paths that I once tread
Have all but gone
Only embers now smoulder
Where bridges once burned
I feel alive and yet I fear
What may happen now
I know I can't return
And I hear me say again,
"Oh, let me not return"
Damn the illusions of redemption
And the hopes that held me here
I will oppose all that would befall me
With this rage inside of me
I will defy what I would become

The solitude and anger
That do battle inside me
Will always guide me to the answers
That I know I may not see
They are the bonds that hold me tighter
They are the chains that weigh on me
One day, I know they will be gone

Can I start again and erase this pain?
By casting doubts into the waters
Asking judgement of the sea?
Though fortune may guide the fools




I have no wish to be free
Until I am gone

Overall Meaning

VNV Nation's song "Distant" presents the idea of moving forward from past mistakes and not looking back. The lyrics describe how the paths that the singer has once walked on are no longer existent, and only embers are left behind where bridges once burned. While the singer feels alive at present, they fear what may happen next, which suggests that they could be haunted by their past decisions. Because of this, they cannot return to where they were before. They hear themselves praying, "Oh, let me not return," which shows how they are determined not to relive their past.


The illusions of redemption and the hopes that kept the singer in place are now damned, and they are determined to fight against anything that tries to pull them back to their old self. They are full of anger and solitude, which are two emotions that are in a constant battle inside them. However, these emotions guide them to the answers they seek, even if they are not visible to the naked eye. The solitude and anger are like chains that bind them to their past, but they know they will be gone someday.


Line by Line Meaning

The paths that I once tread
I reflect on past choices


Have all but gone
Those choices have faded away


Only embers now smoulder
The remnants of those choices are barely there


Where bridges once burned
Where relationships were broken beyond repair


I feel alive and yet I fear
I am living, but not without apprehension


What may happen now
Uncertainty about the future


I know I can't return
I cannot change the past


And I hear me say again,
Repetition of negative inner dialogue


"Oh, let me not return"
Regret and avoidance of past mistakes


Damn the illusions of redemption
Rejecting the idea of being saved from past mistakes


And the hopes that held me here
Breaking free from past insecurities


I will oppose all that would befall me
Facing future challenges head-on


With this rage inside of me
Harnassing emotions as a source of strength


I will defy what I would become
Preventing oneself from falling into negative patterns


The solitude and anger
Internal struggles and turmoil


That do battle inside me
The ongoing fight within oneself


Will always guide me to the answers
Using inner conflict as a source of guidance


That I know I may not see
Trusting instincts despite uncertainty


They are the bonds that hold me tighter
Internal struggles can also serve as a source of stability


They are the chains that weigh on me
The negative aspects of internal struggles


One day, I know they will be gone
Hope for resolution and peace within oneself


Can I start again and erase this pain?
Wondering if second chances are possible


By casting doubts into the waters
Questioning judgment and assumptions


Asking judgement of the sea?
Seeking guidance from a higher power


Though fortune may guide the fools
Rejecting the idea of relying on luck


I have no wish to be free
Accepting internal struggles as a part of life


Until I am gone
Embracing who one is and the journey towards self-improvement




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Most interesting comment from YouTube:

@dixonmicucci9271

The paths that I once tread
have all but gone.
Only embers now smoulder
where bridges once burned.
I feel alive and yet I fear
what may happen now.
I know I can't return.

And I hear me say again
'oh let me not return'.
Damn the illusion of redemption
and the hopes that held me here.
I will oppose all that would befall me.
With this rage inside of me
I will defy what I would become.

that do battle inside me
will always guide me to the answers
that I know I may not see.
They are the bonds that hold me tighter.
They are the chains that weigh on me.
One day I know they will be gone.

Can I start again and erase this pain
by casting doubts into the waters,
asking judgement of the sea.
Though fortune may guide to the fools
I have no wish to be free
until I am gone



All comments from YouTube:

@crowsfan691

How the hell has this only received 23,000 views? This is one of those songs that really cuts to the bone and moves you. It would have to be one of the most memorable songs I've ever heard (I love the other version too).

@juliette245

VNV is underrated. Whenever I shared their music and words on my Facebook, I only get zero to one likes. I guess people nowadays don't want to make the effort to listen and think.

@Sr.Green.

​@juliette245 I think what happens is that it is really difficult to understand this music and what exactly it is about

This one specifically talks about the times. the risky movements to what is correct in the face of a world that turns its back on you and that, as it says, brings burned bridges towards others because the bridges towards people are burning due to individuality

@nicolemuzquiz5461

if I had to use one song to describe the many pains I have felt in my life it would be this one. Such a moving song. beautifully written. vnv nation is the sound track to my life.

@BK02027

The last time I heard this song was 10 years ago when life was very different. Rebellion and angst flowed through me. That is all gone now, but this song keeps me tearing up, remembering a more carefree time.

@RammsteinGunner

This song gives me shivers. I love it so much especially when he says "Only embers now smolder where bridges once burned". So great.

@d.w.stratton4078

I use this song to soothe myself when, at various crossroads in life, I must face a decision with grim resolve. Though it does not ease the passage over the river, it gives me razor focus.

@parasiteunit

one of the few tracks they have ever made that stopped me in my tracks, grabbed hold of every fibre of being and made me listen, not just to the tones produced... but to how I really felt at the time and gave me the fortitude to express it

@Aco747lyte

Sad, but glistening with the beauty of the past. For me, the sweet tears of remembrance.

Thank you for sharing this and the many others. :)

@ThunderGod000

Thank you so much... I LOVE VNV like no other band!

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