A Toast and a Spirit
Vacation Manor Lyrics


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I ran into a burning room
I didn't know what else to do
I heard you calling me
Heard you calling me, yeah
You pulled me in and locked the door
I fell till me knees hit on the floor
Oh yeah you had me there
Yeah you knew that I care
Well now I'm a little lost in my thoughts
Can't even imagine the things going through you heart
Yeah, a toast and spirit on an autumn night
Sitting on the steps underneath the tin porch light
And you know
That's not the way that you expect it'd go
Who'd have ever thought
Who'd have ever have thought
This would ever matter it'd ever come down to this
You were the one I wanted to be with
Yeah, but know I'm a little lost in my thoughts
Can't even imagine the things going through your heart
And now you're a little lost in the dark
Well I just wanna know everything going through your heart
Love don't lead me where you're going
I can't take it
Love don't lead me back into those places
I said, Love don't lead me where you're going
I can't take it
Love don't lead me back into those places
I said, Love don't lead me back into those places
I know better, won't fall back on you
Well now I'm a little lost in my thoughts
Just wishing I could stay to see you out of the dark




But you know there's no telling where you're gonna go
And you know, you know, you know

Overall Meaning

The lyrics of Vacation Manor's song A Toast and a Spirit describe a complex and uncertain relationship between two people. The first stanza starts with the image of someone running into a burning room and feeling lost, indicating a level of urgency and desperation. The singer then refers to someone who pulled them in and locked the door, suggesting that this person might have caused them to feel trapped or suffocated. However, the singer also acknowledges that they care for this person and are struggling to understand what is going through their heart. The chorus continues with a melancholic tone, as the singer reflects on how unexpected their situation is and how much it matters to them. The image of drinking a toast and a spirit on an autumn night conveys a sense of fragility and vulnerability, as if they are clinging to something that might be lost forever. The second verse further expands on the singer's confusion and yearning, implying that the other person is also lost and struggling to find their way. The bridge introduces a sense of fear and anxiety, as the singer pleads with love not to lead them back into those dark places again. The last stanza ends with a bittersweet note, as the singer acknowledges that they cannot control the other person's journey and must let go, even if they wish they could stay with them.


Overall, the lyrics of A Toast and a Spirit are open to interpretation and capture the complexity of human emotions. They suggest a relationship that is both intense and fragile, with a sense of urgency and uncertainty. The song seems to be about two people who are struggling to reconcile their feelings and find a way to move forward, even if that means letting go of each other.


Line by Line Meaning

I ran into a burning room
I was in a desperate situation and didn't know what to do.


I didn't know what else to do
I had exhausted all other options and had to act quickly.


I heard you calling me
I heard your cries for help and knew I had to respond.


Heard you calling me, yeah
Your call for help was urgent and I couldn't ignore it.


You pulled me in and locked the door
You took control of the situation and made sure we were safe.


I fell till me knees hit on the floor
The gravity of the situation hit me and I was overwhelmed.


Oh yeah you had me there
You had me under your protection and I felt relieved.


Yeah you knew that I care
You knew that I valued and cared for you.


Well now I'm a little lost in my thoughts
I am contemplating the current situation and what it means to me.


Can't even imagine the things going through you heart
I cannot fathom the emotions and thoughts you must be experiencing.


Yeah, a toast and spirit on an autumn night
In this moment, we are sharing a symbolic gesture of bonding and connection.


Sitting on the steps underneath the tin porch light
We are sharing this moment of connection outside, under the light of a porch.


And you know
You understand that this moment is significant and meaningful to us.


That's not the way that you expect it'd go
This moment is unexpected and defies expectations.


Who'd have ever thought
This situation is surprising and unforeseen.


This would ever matter it'd ever come down to this
The significance of this moment was not initially apparent.


You were the one I wanted to be with
You are the person I truly want to be with in this moment.


Yeah, but know I'm a little lost in my thoughts
I am now lost in my thoughts again, contemplating our situation.


Can't even imagine the things going through your heart
I still cannot understand the depth of your emotions in this moment.


And now you're a little lost in the dark
You are now feeling uncertain and overwhelmed by the situation.


Well I just wanna know everything going through your heart
I am trying to understand your emotions and be there for you in this moment.


Love don't lead me where you're going
I cannot allow my love for you to make me follow you into danger.


I can't take it
I cannot handle the emotional pain of seeing you in danger.


Love don't lead me back into those places
I cannot let my love for you lead me back to a bad situation.


I know better, won't fall back on you
I have learned from past mistakes and will not repeat them.


Just wishing I could stay to see you out of the dark
I wish I could be there for you until you feel better and more secure.


But you know there's no telling where you're gonna go
We cannot predict what the future holds or where this situation will take us.


And you know, you know, you know
You understand the complexity and uncertainty of our situation.




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