January Sun
Vanden Plas Lyrics

Come little angel and sit by my side
As the singer feels lost and alone, he longs for the comfort of a guardian angel to join him.

I need someone to talk to
Feeling overwhelmed, the singer needs a confidant to share his thoughts with.

'cause I can't see the light
In the darkness, the singer can't find hope or a positive outlook.

I look for a guardian "take my thousand sins away"
He desires a spiritual guide to absolve him of the sins he carries.

Are the last lines before he decides to pray again
The singer is inspired to pray, seeking solace from his troubles.

Here is x... Friday dec. 13, 7:25 Babylonian time
The singer sets the stage for his story, establishing the time and place of his reflections.

My brain works faster than the day before
The singer's thoughts and emotions are racing, leaving him feeling overwhelmed and anxious.

And when I shut one door I hear another open
As the singer seeks clarity, he's met with a never-ending string of challenges and obstacles.

All his trust, faith and belief has gone
The singer struggles with his faith and trust in the world around him.

After the minute they've preserved him from the dawn
Despite outside efforts to protect him, the singer still feels lost and alone.

And I wonder, and I wonder
The singer questions the world around him and searches for meaning.

How a place could leave his mind alone with me
The singer is haunted by his thoughts and memories of a particular location.

An eerie mural makes me see
The singer is confronted with a spooky depiction that triggers unsettling emotions.

His sieve of broken memories
The singer recalls painful memories that have left him feeling shattered and disconnected.

I'm coming near but not enough
Despite his best efforts, the singer feels like he can't quite reach his goal of finding peace.

Disclosing your illusion
The singer grapples with illusions and the challenge of telling what's real from what's not.

Why is the world so afraid
The singer ponders the fears and anxieties that plague the world around him.

Searching for a way to January sun, January sun
The singer seeks a path towards the January sun - a metaphorical representation of hope and renewal.

And why can the last December days
The singer questions the end of the year and the uncertainties that come with it.

Not remember where to go... January sun
The singer yearns for direction and guidance towards the hope and positivity of the January sun.

His nether world is more dimensional
The singer's inner world is far more complex and nuanced than what can be seen on the surface.

And now I could inhale his frenzied winter tale
The singer immerses himself in his tumultuous experiences and emotions.

A brand new being rises out of black snow
The singer undergoes a transformation and is reborn in the aftermath of his struggles.

This ship of dark decades
The singer has sailed through a long period of darkness and negativity.

Can tell me where I go
The singer is haunted by the past and seeks direction for the future.

To remember and I remember
The singer recalls his past experiences and their impact on his current state of mind.

When I close my eyes the angel says to me
In moments of quiet reflection, the singer hears a comforting voice that assures him he's not alone in his struggles.

Confess your sins and take my hand
The singer is encouraged to confess his misdeeds and seek redemption for his wrongdoings.

I give you back your memory
The angel offers the singer clarity and perspective, helping him overcome his challenges and move forward.

The time has come to see a land
The singer is ready to explore new territory and move on from the past.

Of reverse allegory tales
The singer embraces stories and allegories that challenge traditional expectations and norms.

And the end of a rainbow on your journey
The singer seeks a metaphorical pot of gold at the end of a difficult journey; a symbol of hope and possibility.

To a place you meet yourself
The singer confronts his true self and comes to a better understanding of who he is.

And searching for a pharaohs glowing
The singer continues his quest for enlightenment and discovery.

X - 7:35 - now I'm zero
The singer reaches a turning point in his journey, shedding old negative thoughts and emotions and starting anew.

Here I something to believe in
The singer finds a new sense of purpose and a reason to keep going forward.

On our way let us turn into the January sun
As the singer moves forward on his journey, he turns towards the hope and renewal of the January sun.

Hostimentum - dominatio
These Latin phrases represent concepts of hostility and domination, perhaps related to the singer's struggles and challenges.

I am nothing but a sand grain
The singer feels small and insignificant in the grand scheme of things.

In a gear of the universe - equation of the tide
The singer views himself as a small but important part of the larger universe, subject to the ebbs and flows of life's natural rhythms.

Amnestia - mors christ-0
These Latin phrases represent concepts of amnesty and death, potentially related to the singer's feelings of guilt and fear of death.

Why, why is the gift to be free this new identity
The singer questions the nature of freedom and identity, wondering what it means to truly be free and authentic.

Christ-0 - christ-0 - christ-0 - christ-0
These repetitions of the word 'Christ' may be meant to invoke religious or spiritual associations to further clarify the singer's message.

My life is a station
The singer views his existence as a transient and temporary state.

Where the darkness meets the day
Despite his struggles and negative emotions, the singer is determined to find hope and light in the present moment.

Hear the last lines before I design to fade away
The singer reflects on his journey and the lessons he's learned, preparing to move on and start anew.