1) American industrial… Read Full Bio ↴Vast or VAST is the name of more than one artist:
1) American industrial rock band
2) trance, alias of Bernie Eller
3) Drum n Bass
1) VAST stands for Visual Audio Sensory Theater, and is the brainchild of Los Angeles-based singer-songwriter and musician Jon Crosby.
VAST's sound is identifiable as ambient electro-rock with considerable industrial and acoustic influences, usually made with Crosby's traditional acoustic guitar, electronic instruments and processing, drum-driven tracks, and heavy bass. In recent years, however, VAST's sound has been more identifiable with acoustic rock in releases such as April and Me and You.
The musical outfit began in rather minimalist fashion when Jon was only sixteen, with the other members of the outfit being a drum machine and a bass player.
Their real rise to fame began when a local radio station granted consistent air-time to their demo tape, after which Crosby sent demo tapes to New York City recording companies, eventually signing with Elektra Records. Thomas Froggatt, Steve Clark, and Rowan Robertson made up the hastily-assembled band along with Crosby. After touring America and releasing their first album named simply Visual Audio Sensory Theater (1998), they began work on a second album, entitled Music for People (2000). Before it was finished, Robertson left in pursuit of a solo career. After auditioning, Justin Cotta was chosen to replace him. The new quartet began another US tour. In 2001, Cotta and Clark decided to leave the band to form their own.
VAST's next album, Nude, was preceded by the online release of the unmastered demo tracks, which were grouped into separate downloads known as Turquoise and Crimson . Some of the feedback from the fans regarding the demo tracks was taken into account when choosing the tracks for Nude, which was released on February 24, 2004. Two months after the release, the band began the new tour with a new lineup. Towards the end of 2004 when it became clear working with other labels was a bad idea, Crosby started his own label, 2Blossoms Records & Media, and began selling a double CD of the Turquoise and Crimson download albums from the VAST website, mastered and with new artwork, simply entitled Turquoise & Crimson. Strong online sales indicated that a retail release would be well received, and Turquoise and Crimson was officially released May 30th, 2006.
Crosby's model of selling cheap downloads of demo tracks before the completion of the recording process was repeated with the next album, April, which was available in an 'online version' before the album was finished. The final version included five new tracks and alternate (finished) versions of the tracks carried over from the online version. The release version of April is now available as a download from the VAST site, and they plan to release a limited collectors edition CD over the summer of 2007 before the retail release date is scheduled.
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Vast Lyrics
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It feels like a broken toy
I can't play with
Anymore
Where do I put the hate?
To a pixilated screen
I can't watch anymore
All I know is that
Somewhere in the vast
Somewhere in eternity
And
I never want to leave
Where do I put the books
There's so many I could read
But
They all are filled
With lies
Where do I put the lies
There's so many I could say
But
It seems they're
In the books
I have faith that
You're out there living high
Up in the vast
Somewhere in eternity
And
You're never going to leave
Have I been telling
Lies to myself?
Hold me now you know
I am so afraid
To be at all
Have I been telling
Lies to myself?
Hold my now you know
I am so afraid to love at all
Where do I put the love?
Where do I put the love?
The lyrics of VAST's song "Here" are introspective and searching, reflecting on feelings of shame, hate, and love. The singer is questioning where to put these emotions, as it seems like there isn't anywhere they fit comfortably. The shame feels like a broken toy, something that is no longer useful or enjoyable. The hate is directed at a screen, perhaps representing the endless barrage of negativity and toxicity that is present in our digital world. The singer feels adrift somewhere in eternity, but is afraid to leave or to love.
The lyrics convey a sense of confusion and uncertainty, as the singer grapples with these difficult emotions. The books are filled with lies, suggesting that the singer has been searching for answers in the wrong places. The lies themselves seem to be embedded in the books, implying that deception is somehow inherent in human knowledge and communication. The singer has faith that someone else is out there living high, but this only emphasizes their own sense of isolation and alienation.
The repeated question of where to put the love underscores the central theme of the song: the struggle to find a meaningful place in the world. The singer is afraid to love because it feels like a risk, something that could be taken away or lost. The final lines of the song are open-ended, leaving the question of where to put the love unanswered. This suggests that the search for meaning and purpose is ongoing, and that there may never be a clear resolution.
Line by Line Meaning
Where do I put the shame?
I am feeling ashamed and unsure where to keep it, as it just feels useless and destroyed.
It feels like a broken toy
The shame I feel is like a toy which is of no use to me anymore as it is broken.
I can't play with
I don't have the capability to use it anymore as it's damaged.
Anymore
I don't have the same excitement to use it as I had before.
Where do I put the hate?
I am feeling hateful towards something or someone and don't know where to direct it.
To a pixilated screen
I want to transfer this feeling to an electronic screen that is made up of pixels.
I can't watch anymore
I don't have the patience to see the hatred I am feeling on the screen.
All I know is that
The only thing that I am certain about is that
I'm here drifting
I am aimlessly floating or moving without any purpose.
Somewhere in the vast
I am in some place, unsure of where specifically but it is vast and wide.
Somewhere in eternity
I am in a place that is lasting forever or seems to be, unclear of my current existence.
And
Furthermore,
I never want to leave
I don't like the place where I am but at the same time, I fear leaving it.
Where do I put the books
I am unsure where to keep my books, as they all seem to contain lies.
There's so many I could read
I have a lot of books that I can choose from to read.
But
However,
They all are filled
All the books seem to have only one specific thing in common, which is
With lies
They all contain falsehoods and misdirections.
Where do I put the lies
I have many lies in my conscious and unsure of where they belong.
There's so many I could say
I have a lot of lies that I've told or can still tell.
But
However,
It seems they're
I am beginning to believe that my lies are
In the books
Referring back to the books that also seem to contain lies.
I have faith that
I am hopeful and optimistic that
You're out there living high
Someone out there is living a great life or doing well.
Up in the vast
They are in a place similar to where I am, which is wide and vast.
Somewhere in eternity
They too are in a place that feels everlasting or eternal.
And
Furthermore,
You're never going to leave
The person I have faith in is secure and will not leave their place.
Have I been telling
I am beginning to question if I have been
Lies to myself?
Telling myself falsehoods and living in a delusion.
Hold me now you know
I am looking or appealing for affection and care from someone else.
I am so afraid
I am feeling extremely fearful or scared.
To be at all
I am afraid of engaging or participating in anything at all.
Hold my now you know
I am seeking affection and comfort from someone else, for a second time.
I am so afraid to love at all
I am terrified of engaging in love or giving it a chance.
Where do I put the love?
I am feeling love but unclear of where and how to store it or express it.
Where do I put the love?
I am still unsure and curious of where to deposit my emotion of love.
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Written by: JON CROSBY
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@crashkey
I first heard this song on the TV show Angel. Back in the day had to do so much research to find out what it was. Very thankful i found VAST. Great singer and musician.
@jamesl8478
Im dying video with tyrant pefectly made
@christifreeman8847
Love Vast...this song and this whole album were so AWESOME!! They should've gotten an award for this one!🤔💖
@tucko11
Nine inch nails meets perfect circle meets Duran Duran .👌
@discardmyfriends
Pretty much lol
@geoffolehane
An innovative band that I wish got more recognition.
@wendigockel
Jeffrey Lyons Guess what... VAST is just one person, which makes it all the more remarkable if you ask me!
@Convoluted-and-Exiled
Completely agree!!
@Convoluted-and-Exiled
@@wendigockel Whoa really?
@Disambiguation1442
Couldnt agree more. Cheers from Ohio. VAST remains amazing. Loud and Clear