Vayden formed in Phoenix, Arizona in 2005, and currently reside in Los Angeles, California. They released their first full-length album, Children of Our Mistakes, in 2006, and have since shared the stage with many amazing artists, been on national and international tours, received extensive radio airplay and have played festivals for thousands of people. Their latest full-length album, Alone in the Sky, was recorded in Bremen, Germany, and was released on May 5th, 2013.
You can find Vayden's music at http://vaydenmusic.com.
The members of Vayden are:
Curtis Casey (vocals)
Armin Peterson (guitar)
Jeffrey Covey (bass)
Bruce Weitz (drums)
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Painted Face
Vayden Lyrics
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Somewhat deranged now
I'm not that same
As I was yesterday now
It's hard to play now
It's hard to say how
I don't want to stay alone anymore
Chorus:
Afraid to take my life away
I'm not that strong
I hate this place
I can't believe what's going on
Something's gone now
I can't stay strong now
Something's wrong
It must be me
Truth is burning
Truth is hurting
Truth is waiting to be free
I hate this place
I can't believe what's going on
With painted face
We walk through life for way too long
Falling down again
Taking ground again
Will I be the same again?
Chorus Out
The lyrics of Vayden's song "Painted Face" is a representation of how the singer is struggling to come to terms with who they have become. They feel like they are no longer who they were before, they have changed and can't quite explain how or why. With every passing day, they feel like it's even harder to hold on, to continue living the same way as before. The use of the words "hard to play" and "hard to say how" bring out the feeling of uncertainty and discomfort that accompanies their current state.
The chorus brings out a feeling of hopelessness and despair. The singer is afraid of taking their life away, but they also feel like they are not strong enough to keep going. They hate where they are, and they can't believe all that's happening to them. They are aware that something is wrong. However, they can't put a finger on what it could be. The use of the phrase "painted face" brings out the idea of how people wear masks to hide their true motives, intentions, and identities.
The phrase, "truth is waiting to be free" indicates that the singer sees the truth behind the facade they have been portraying, but they are scared of what accepting the truth will mean for them. They hold on to their current reality, even though it hurts them, because it's what they know.
Line by Line Meaning
Do I look strange now
I am questioning my appearance and wondering if people perceive me differently.
Somewhat deranged now
I feel like I may be losing my grip on reality.
I'm not that same
As I was yesterday now
I am not the same person I used to be, I have changed.
It's hard to play now
I am struggling to keep up with life's demands.
It's hard to say how
I don't know how to describe my current situation or feelings.
I don't want to stay alone anymore
I am tired of being lonely and want to be around others.
Afraid to take my life away
I am scared to end my life.
I'm not that strong
I don't feel like I have the strength to get through this.
I hate this place
I despise my current situation or surroundings.
I can't believe what's going on
I am shocked or disbelief at what is happening in my life.
Something's gone now
I feel like something important or significant is missing.
I can't stay strong now
I am struggling to maintain my composure and keep going.
Something's wrong
I know that I am not okay or that something is off.
It must be me
I am blaming myself for what is happening.
Truth is burning
The truth is causing me mental anguish or emotional pain.
Truth is hurting
Knowing the truth is causing physical or emotional pain.
Truth is waiting to be free
I am holding onto a secret or keeping something hidden that needs to be brought to the surface.
With painted face
We put on a façade or hide our true selves from the world.
We walk through life for way too long
We go through life faking or hiding our true selves for too many years.
Falling down again
I am experiencing another setback or failure.
Taking ground again
I am trying to get back up and move forward despite the setback.
Contributed by Miles V. Suggest a correction in the comments below.