Despotic
Velvet Acid Christ Lyrics


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Pain my friend,
your fucking dead wasted life, puking.
pulled,
a fucking waste,
you fucking pray,
hold you down, down.

I'm pulling out my hair,
falling down,
do you pray,
do you pray for overkill,
dying,
death,
pain,
believe the link was.

You don't fake with your eyes blind folded.
eyes blind folded.
eyes blind folded.

You play,
laughing away,
dead.
falling down.
falling through dreams that die.

Wallow in your pain,
crawl in your eyes,
open mind,
open mind.
dead, dead.

A waste,
you're dead,
you'll die,
in my mind,
mind exploding views.

Never why,
never why,
never cruel,
what do we gore in your head.
slip.
red.
laughed at you,
never mind.




fuck you.
never.

Overall Meaning

The lyrics to Despotic by Velvet Acid Christ paint a picture of pain and despair. The singer of the song is speaking to a friend who is wasting their life away, puking and praying for something to hold them down. The singer is pulling out their hair, falling down, and questioning whether their friend is praying for overkill. There is a link between the pain and death that the singer believes in. The friend is not faking their pain with blindfolded eyes, and they continue to fall down and through dreams that die. We see the friend wallowing in their pain, crawling in their eyes, and having an open mind, but unfortunately dead. The friend is a waste, dead and soon to die in the singer's mind.


The song is a reflection on the pain and despair that people can experience in their lives. It illuminates how people can be consumed by their demons, and how it can lead to destruction. The singer is asking why their friend is living a wasted life, and the song speaks to a sense of hopelessness that can accompany chronic pain.


Line by Line Meaning

Pain my friend, your fucking dead wasted life, puking.
Addressing someone in their pain-stricken state, emphasizing how their life is nothing but a waste filled with self-destructive habits and puking.


pulled, a fucking waste, you fucking pray, hold you down, down.
Referring to the person's dependence on drugs or alcohol, how their life is being wasted as they continue to pray for relief from their addiction and are held down by its grip.


I'm pulling out my hair, falling down, do you pray, do you pray for overkill, dying, death, pain, believe the link was.
The singer feels overwhelmed by the pain and chaos of the situation, questioning if the person is even aware of the extent of their own suffering, and wondering if they pray for death as a release from the agony they experience.


You don't fake with your eyes blind folded. eyes blind folded. eyes blind folded.
Addressing the person directly, indicating that even with their eyes closed, they cannot fake the reality of their pain for it is so overwhelming and deeply ingrained in their being.


You play, laughing away, dead. falling down. falling through dreams that die.
Describing how the person continues to indulge in their addiction, pretending to be happy and carefree but in reality, they are dead inside and falling further and further into the grip of their addiction.


Wallow in your pain, crawl in your eyes, open mind, open mind. dead, dead.
Encouraging the person to confront their pain head-on, instead of avoiding it by indulging in their addiction, so they can begin the process of healing and overcome their deadened state of mind.


A waste, you're dead, you'll die, in my mind, mind exploding views.
Highlighting the severity of the person's addiction and the toll it is taking on their life, emphasizing how the singer sees them as a lost cause whose existence is akin to being dead, and their mind is in a state of explosion due to the hopelessness of the situation.


Never why, never why, never cruel, what do we gore in your head. slip. red. laughed at you, never mind. fuck you. never.
Expressing confusion over why the person continues to indulge in their addiction, concluding that it is not cruelty but something else they cannot comprehend that is driving them to this self-destructive behavior, but ultimately expressing judgment towards them and rejecting any hope of helping them due to the futility of trying.




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Julian Cennamo


on Pain

This is a song about coping with failed relationships and a broken home. The lyricist has been triggered by a life event- most likely a breakup. The event is particularly tragic because it brings back haunting memories of fear and abandonment experienced in childhood.