Back To You
Vertical Horizon Lyrics


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It's not enough to tear me up
You need to watch me as I drop
Lying here in the wreckage of a life

Hit me hard, push me down
While you stand your holy ground
Blame it all on the one you blew away
But don't you just feel fine

All of your kindness
All of your blindness
I hope you realize this
I'm giving it back to you
All of your hatred
That you hold so sacred
I am elated
To give it back to you

Tell me how it's for the best
You left me such a pretty mess
Cast away like flowers on the floor

Swimming in your scent and all the words you never meant
But you always knew to leave me wanting more

But don't you look so nice

All of your kindness
All of your blindness
I hope you realize this
I'm giving it back to you
All of your hatred
That you hold so sacred
I am elated
To give it back to you

I've had enough of the blood and the blame
Down in the dust and the rust and the shame

All of your kindness
All of your blindness
Do you realize this
It's all coming back

All of your kindness
All of your blindness
I hope you realize this
I'm giving it back to you
All of your hatred
That you hold so sacred
I am elated
To give it back to you
Back to you





It's not enough to tear you up
I need to watch you as you drop

Overall Meaning

The lyrics to Vertical Horizon's song, "Back To You," seem to be directed towards a person who has hurt the singer. The opening lines of "It's not enough to tear me up, you need to watch me as I drop" suggests that this person actively delights in the suffering of the singer. The following lines, "Lying here in the wreckage of a life, hit me hard, push me down while you stand your holy ground" further solidify this idea, as the singer is left feeling broken and powerless while this other person stands on their proverbial pedestal. The lines "Blame it all on the one you blew away, but don't you just feel fine" suggest that this person is blaming the singer for their own mistakes, and is either actively or passively enjoying the resulting turmoil.


The chorus is a powerful moment, where the singer declares that they are giving back all the pain and anger that has been inflicted upon them. They state, "All of your kindness, all of your blindness, I hope you realize this, I'm giving it back to you, all of your hatred that you hold so sacred, I am elated to give it back to you." This shows that the singer has had enough of being a victim and is now taking control, refusing to be defined by the actions of this other person. The second verse continues this feeling of empowerment, with the lines "Tell me how it's for the best, you left me such a pretty mess, cast away like flowers on the floor" suggesting that the singer is no longer listening to the delusions and lies of this other person.


In the final chorus, the singer declares that they have had enough of the "blood and the blame" and are taking back control. The repeated lines of "All of your kindness, all of your blindness, do you realize this, it's all coming back" show that this person can no longer escape the consequences of their actions, and that the singer is no longer willing to suffer in silence.


Line by Line Meaning

It's not enough to tear me up
Simply hurting me isn't enough for you, you also want to watch me suffer as I fall apart.


You need to watch me as I drop
You derive pleasure from seeing me hit rock bottom and suffer the consequences of your actions.


Lying here in the wreckage of a life
I am left to deal with the destruction you have caused in my life.


Hit me hard, push me down
You enjoy causing me pain and you exert your power over me to keep me down.


While you stand your holy ground
You feel superior and unshakeable, as if you're standing on a pedestal above me.


Blame it all on the one you blew away
You refuse to take responsibility for your actions and instead blame someone else for the outcome.


But don't you just feel fine
You take pleasure in causing me pain and leaving me in a broken state.


All of your kindness
You pretend to be kind, but it's all a facade to manipulate and control me.


All of your blindness
You refuse to see the truth and choose to believe your own distorted version of reality.


I hope you realize this
I want you to finally see the damage you have caused and take responsibility for it.


I'm giving it back to you
I refuse to carry the burden of your actions and am returning it to you.


All of your hatred
Your toxic emotions towards me, which stem from your own insecurities and issues, are unacceptable.


That you hold so sacred
You cling onto your hatred as if it gives you power or control over me.


I am elated
I am overjoyed at the thought of returning your negativity to you and freeing myself from your grasp.


To give it back to you
I am taking back control of my life and refusing to let your toxic behavior continue to affect me.


Tell me how it's for the best
You try to justify your hurtful actions by claiming they were for my own good.


You left me such a pretty mess
Your actions have left me in a state of chaos and destruction.


Cast away like flowers on the floor
You discarded me as if I were nothing, like a lifeless flower petal cast aside onto the ground.


Swimming in your scent and all the words you never meant
I am drowning in the memories of you, even though they were filled with empty promises and lies.


But you always knew to leave me wanting more
You purposely gave me just enough to keep me hooked, but never enough to satisfy me emotionally.


But don't you look so nice
You may seem put-together on the outside, but your true nature and intentions are anything but.


I've had enough of the blood and the blame
I am tired of carrying the weight of our past on my shoulders and am ready to move on.


Down in the dust and the rust and the shame
I feel trapped in a dark and dirty place, where I am weighed down by the guilt and embarrassment of our past.


Do you realize this
I want you to comprehend the full extent of the damage you have caused and how it has affected me.


It's all coming back
The negative energy you have sent my way is returning to you, and you will have to face the consequences of your actions.


Back to you
I am refusing to carry the negative energy and damage you've caused any longer, and I am returning it to you where it belongs.




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