Lonely Boy
Vincent Gallo (Buffalo 66 1998) Lyrics
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From my childhood days
A smiling girl...not a friend...
Milky red funny face...smiling smiles
Mother...and son...
Stood by a dad
Daddy
You sure eat a lot of snacks
Not the tears
But when I was...or when I was
Like a colored sky...coloring
Wish the sun...would stand still
All forgotten...yesterdays
School days remind me of
When I was a boy
All my life I've been this lonely boy
Doo doo
The lyrics to Vincent Gallo's song "Lonely Boy" evoke a sense of nostalgia as he reflects on his childhood memories. He sees a girl from his childhood who was not necessarily a friend, but someone familiar from his past. He describes her face as "milky red", but also "smiling", which suggests that this memory brings him some happiness, perhaps a respite from his present loneliness. But this feeling of warmth is short-lived as he thinks of his own family, particularly his father who he notes eats "a lot of snacks". It's unclear what the significance of this detail is, but it's possible that it represents his father's indulgences that may have impacted his childhood in some way.
The second half of the song becomes more introspective as Gallo reflects on the passage of time and the transience of life. He notes that he sometimes cries, not necessarily because of anything specific, but rather the feelings of nostalgia and loss that come from remembering his youth. He compares his memories to a "colored sky," implying that they are beautiful but fleeting. He wishes for time to stand still so that he can hold on to these memories a little longer. But all of this is in the past and the last lines of the song reveal the underlying theme of loneliness. Gallo repeats the lines "All my life I've been this lonely boy" as if to punctuate the transience of everything in his life including relationships.
Line by Line Meaning
Saw a face
I caught a glimpse of someone's face
From my childhood days
That face reminded me of my childhood
A smiling girl...not a friend...
It was a girl I recognized but didn't really know
Milky red funny face...smiling smiles
Her face was unusual, with a mix of colors and a big smile
Mother...and son...
I saw her with her mother and brother nearby
Stood by a dad
Her father was also there with them
Daddy
She called her father 'daddy'
You sure eat a lot of snacks
I overheard her commenting on her father's snacking habits
Now & then...I start to cry
Sometimes I get emotional and cry
Not the tears
It's not the physical tears that make me sad
But when I was...or when I was
It's the memories of my past that make me emotional
Like a colored sky...coloring
My memories are vibrant and colorful, like a sunset sky
Wish the sun...would stand still
I wish I could stop time and live in those happy memories forever
All forgotten...yesterdays
I've forgotten so many of those happy memories over time
School days remind me of
My memories of school are particularly strong
When I was a boy
I was always a lonely child
All my life I've been this lonely boy
Loneliness has been a constant in my life
Doo doo
This phrase is a non-verbal vocalization, without any specific meaning
Lyrics © Sony/ATV Music Publishing LLC, WARP MUSIC LIMITED
Written by: VINCENT GALLO
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@Rob-jg8gh
All my life I’ve been this lonely boy .
@brianjones8897
Realize this song has been used in one of my fav songs ever while watching the movie 😭
@mounazein449
Literally me
@conormartin3476
He literally me
@skuIlfire
love
@genzgenzgenz
😍
@jurgenjrgensenkragjarvis2878
does anyone know who the singer is becuase the song is listed as vincent gallo's
@archy3737
its vinnie himself :-)
@wanderingintime
he was an actor, painter, model, director and musician. and lonely, satirical weirdo.. apparently.
@jurgenjrgensenkragjarvis2878
@@archy3737
@wanderingintime but that's a women's voice?!?!