Playing with such acts, Rønin,Deadx, Bigidap, fiiel, Kid Nasty, Sad.Shadow.
“Making music has always been a vice I've used to express the artistic side of me. It has allowed me to express pain while enjoying the outcome. Through music I wish to reach out to more artist from multiple genres. I’m always looking for ways to work with more musicians. I write my own original lyrics and melodies."
Vishisdead has played 2 sets at the “Valve Bar’ in Sydney, Australia and 1 show at HQ front bar in Adelaide, South Australia.
Vishisdead is currently signed to Renegade Records.
Discography
Cold Soul (2018 mixtape)
Lost In My Dreams (2018 mixtape)
Our Eyes Cry The Same Tears (2019 EP)
Anxiety
Vishisdead Lyrics
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My anxiety won't leave me alone
I don't hate you I just cannot leave my home
I'm all alone
Out of control
I'm not thinking I'm just drinking on my own
My anxiety won't leave me alone
I don't hate you I just cannot leave my home
Out of control
Say that you need me yeah
I know that I need that
I feel bad, my tears ran
I hope that I come back
The old me with the snap backs
And the skateboard with no time left
Had full heart with no regrets
But he can't come back he ain't sober
Girl I know that it's over
My drive way that's empty with the tyre marks that you left me
Messages I write and delete on repeat
It kills me
I lose sleep
Hours turned into weeks
From substance abusing
I'm not thinking I'm just drinking on my own
My anxiety won't leave me alone
I don't hate you I just cannot leave my home
I'm all alone
Out of control
I'm not thinking I'm just drinking on my own
My anxiety won't leave me alone
I don't hate you I just cannot leave my home
I'm all alone
Out of control
The lyrics of Vishisdead's song "Anxiety" reflect the feelings and struggles of someone who's dealing with anxiety and substance abuse. The first verse indicates that the singer is using alcohol as a coping mechanism for their anxiety, which they can't seem to escape even when alone. The repetition of the lines "I'm not thinking, I'm just drinking on my own, my anxiety won't leave me alone" emphasizes the all-consuming nature of the singer's anxiety, which is leading them to turn to alcohol as a crutch.
In the second verse, the singer reflects on the person they used to be before their substance abuse and anxiety took over. They express a longing to return to a simpler time when they had "no regrets" and were "out of control" in a positive way. However, the reality is that they are struggling to stay sober and have trouble leaving their home, leading to a sense of isolation and loneliness. The repetition of the lines "I don't hate you I just cannot leave my home, I'm all alone, out of control" reinforces this feeling of being trapped and unable to escape their anxiety and addiction.
Overall, "Anxiety" paints a powerful picture of the struggles of addiction and mental illness, and the desperate desire to break free from their grip.
Line by Line Meaning
I'm not thinking I'm just drinking on my own
I'm drowning my thoughts with alcohol and not facing my problems.
My anxiety won't leave me alone
I'm constantly feeling overwhelmed and anxious, and it's consuming me.
I don't hate you I just cannot leave my home
It's not about you, I'm just too scared to face the world and leave my safe space.
I'm all alone
I feel isolated and disconnected from the people around me.
Out of control
I'm spiraling and can't seem to get a hold of myself or my emotions.
Say that you need me yeah
I want to be needed and feel important to someone.
I know that I need that
I'm aware that my dependency on others is not healthy, but I can't help it.
I feel bad, my tears ran
I'm overwhelmed with emotions and can't help but cry.
I hope that I come back
I'm struggling, but I'm holding onto the hope that I can eventually recover and feel like myself again.
The old me with the snap backs
I miss the version of myself that was carefree and confident, before anxiety took over.
And the skateboard with no time left
I miss the hobbies and activities that used to bring me joy, but now feel like a distant memory.
Had full heart with no regrets
I used to have a positive outlook on life and no regrets, but I can't seem to find that within myself anymore.
But he can't come back he ain't sober
I can't simply go back to my old self, as I've changed and am struggling with addiction.
Girl I know that it's over
I'm aware that things are not the same and I've lost something important to me.
My drive way that's empty with the tyre marks that you left me
I see the physical reminders of someone who left me, and it hurts.
Messages I write and delete on repeat
I can't seem to express myself or communicate my feelings without retracting them soon after.
It kills me
The pain and sadness is unbearable.
I lose sleep
My anxiety and emotions keep me up at night, making it hard to rest.
Hours turned into weeks
Time seems to slip away from me, and I can't seem to escape my suffering.
From substance abusing
I'm using drugs or alcohol to cope with my pain, but it's only making things worse.
Writer(s): Liam Totton, Nexeration
Contributed by Jake F. Suggest a correction in the comments below.
andrew whitehead
Dude! Heard the snippet on FB pre-release. Knew this would be a banger and didn't disappoint. That vocal Melody. Right in the feels. Original, Relatable. Love it ❤🎤🎶
Renegade Records
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TheMusicInMe777
Beautiful song and video! Big things ahead for Vishisdead and Renegade ❤❤
Renegade Records
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Alanko
Great job on this one, love the video quality👌🏽
Nexeration
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Daekomoto
Shout out Vishisdead, Renegade Records, Nexeration and everyone else involved in this masterpiece. y'all out here dropping some real quality material. I love you all and wish you many years of success.
Renegade Records
Much love ❤️
vishisdead
<3
Nexeration
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