I Am One
W.A.S.P. Lyrics


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It's been a while since I felt this great
But still feel like black spots in my space
You know that feeling of existential dread in the back of your head
No? Well maybe it's just mine
And I get lost in thought so often that reality is getting harder to find
And I dissociate for hours at a time
While my mind is hard at work creating stories from my hurt
But the thing that I'm creating's taking hours from my life
Cause I'm isolating myself, don't give many people time
Cause any time away from my world is a distraction
Ain't a surprise that what I'm attracted to is mostly passion
Mostly others are lacking
But maybe someday, I will find the balance
Tell me one thing
Am I being dramatic or does everything feel like it's falling in place
Falling in place
But baby someday can you tell me the one thing
That I want to hear and make me feel like everything is falling in place
Falling in place
Falling in place
I could live a hundred lives never seeing your smile
And feel miserable until the one I do
You're the light of my current darkness
Sending orange lightning bolts directly to my heart with explosions of pink, yellow, and Blue
That tear the roof off and expose me to truth
Don't know if you'll ever know that these songs are all about you
But it don't really matter because I'm writing them anyway
I believe that you believe in me
And that means more than anything
You make me want to try again
Cause I can hear you call through the static
Even without the drugs, I'm still an addict
But maybe someday, I will find the balance
Tell me one thing
Am I being dramatic or does everything feel like it's falling in place
Falling in place
But baby someday can you tell me the one thing
That I want to hear and make me feel like everything is falling in place
Falling in place
Falling in place
Don't let your world go gray




Plant your flowers one seed at a time
And watch them grow

Overall Meaning

The lyrics to W.A.S.P.'s song "I Am One" express the feeling of existential dread and dissociation that the singer experiences in their life. They describe how they create stories from their hurt, and how the thing they are creating is taking hours from their life. The singer isolates themselves from other people because time away from their world is a distraction. They question whether they are being dramatic or if everything is falling in place. The lyrics also include a message of hope, encouraging the listener to plant their flowers one seed at a time and watch them grow.


Line by Line Meaning

It's been a while since I felt this great
I haven't felt this good in a long time


But still feel like black spots in my space
But there are still dark, negative things in my life


You know that feeling of existential dread in the back of your head
Do you know that feeling of being anxious about the meaninglessness of life?


No? Well maybe it's just mine
No? Maybe that feeling is unique to me


And I get lost in thought so often that reality is getting harder to find
I daydream so much that it's becoming harder to distinguish reality from my fantasies


And I dissociate for hours at a time
Sometimes I snap out of reality for hours and I lose track of time


While my mind is hard at work creating stories from my hurt
During those times, my mind is trying to make sense of my pain by creating stories


But the thing that I'm creating's taking hours from my life
But spending all that time on my fictional stories is taking away time from my real life


Cause I'm isolating myself, don't give many people time
Because I'm isolating myself, I don't give many people time or attention


Cause any time away from my world is a distraction
Any time I spend away from my created world feels like a distraction


Ain't a surprise that what I'm attracted to is mostly passion
It's no surprise that what I'm drawn to is mostly intense emotions, rather than real life


Mostly others are lacking
Most people in my life don't meet these expectations


But maybe someday, I will find the balance
But I hope that someday I'll be able to find a balance between my fantasies and real life


Tell me one thing
Can you tell me one thing?


Am I being dramatic or does everything feel like it's falling in place
Do you think I'm being dramatic or does it seem like things are finally coming together for me?


Falling in place
Things falling into place


But baby someday can you tell me the one thing
But can you please tell me the one thing that will make me feel like everything is going the right way?


That I want to hear and make me feel like everything is falling in place
The thing that I want to hear that will make me feel like everything is coming together


I could live a hundred lives never seeing your smile
I could live a hundred lives and never see your smile


And feel miserable until the one I do
And even then, I'd still feel miserable until I actually see it


You're the light of my current darkness
You are the thing that brings light to my current dark situation


Sending orange lightning bolts directly to my heart with explosions of pink, yellow, and Blue
Your presence electrifies me, and my heart pumps with different emotions at the sight of you


That tear the roof off and expose me to truth
That leave me feeling exposed and open to the truth


Don't know if you'll ever know that these songs are all about you
I don't know if you'll ever realize that all of these songs were written about you


But it don't really matter because I'm writing them anyway
But it doesn't matter because I'm writing them for myself, to deal with my emotions


I believe that you believe in me
I have faith that you believe in me and my abilities


And that means more than anything
That belief means more to me than anything else


You make me want to try again
You inspire me to try again, to strive for better things


Cause I can hear you call through the static
Because even through difficult times, I can hear your call and feel your support


Even without the drugs, I'm still an addict
Even if I'm not addicted to drugs or alcohol, I still have addiction tendencies


But maybe someday, I will find the balance
But I hope that someday I'll be able to find a balance between my addictions and real life


Don't let your world go gray
Don't let your world become depressing and colorless


Plant your flowers one seed at a time
Start small and work your way up to bigger things


And watch them grow
And enjoy the beauty of the process as they grow




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Written by: Phabian Maldonado

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