Crush
Ward Lyrics

Bad boy sitting in his room
A troubled person isolated in their personal space

Tryna get high
Seeking ways to escape reality

Kiss the girls
Engaging in romantic relationships

Don’t make them cry
Trying to avoid hurting others

Look at him sitting on the sea floor
Feeling suffocated and drowning in emotions

Doesn’t wanna live in his skin no more
Wanting to be someone else or free from oneself

I thought I lost myself
Feeling lost and confused about one's identity

I never understood me very well
Struggling to understand oneself

Once I met a girl and our hearts turned black
Having a dark and intense relationship

Once I’ve said goodbye
Leaving people behind without looking back

I never come back
Not returning to the past

Am I being too much?
Questioning one's behavior or feelings

Little boy with a crush
Having childish and intense feelings towards someone

I know I made that movie
Being aware of one's own actions or creations

But I hardly ever cry
Not expressing vulnerable emotions

I wanna when I’m sad
Wishing to cry and release emotions

But my eyes stay dry
Feeling emotionally numb

I don’t care about your past
Accepting someone regardless of their history

You give me butterflies
Feeling nervous excitement or attraction towards someone

And nothing you could do
Unwavering feelings towards someone

Could make the butterflies die
Continuing to feel strongly towards someone

You’re a freak
Being different or unique in a positive way

You’re just like me
Feeling a connection with someone over similarities

And i would like to keep you company
Wanting to spend time with someone

It’s your voice
Being attracted to someone's speaking

It’s the way you move
Being attracted to someone's physical movements

Will you stay?
Wanting someone to commit to a relationship

Because I want you to
Expressing one's desire for someone

We’re the king and queen of self-doubt
Feeling insecure about oneself

(Just tryna figure it out)
Struggling to understand oneself and the world

You make me wanna be a better man
Being motivated to improve oneself

Not good enough - that’s just what I am
Feeling inadequate as a person

You look so perfect on your pedestal
Putting someone on a high pedestal or idealizing them

I hate myself (I live for you)
Having self-loathing feelings and an unhealthy attachment to someone

Am I being too much?
Questioning one's behavior or feelings

Little boy with a crush
Having childish and intense feelings towards someone

Just tryna figure it out
Struggling to understand oneself and the world