Control
Wh1te W0lf Lyrics

And all my life I've had to go
These conversations I'll never know
I thought there'd be another call
I thought that I could keep control
Staring at the blood on all my knuckles in a fist
Promised that you'd never find me in this place again
I been getting faded on another fifth of gin
Think it's time I go my way and start to make amends fuck that
I been in my own way I'm talking like most days
Got all that I wanted but this shit still hurt like always I'm forever haunted by the way we had to part ways
Shit just hit me sideways hits me in the driveway
Hit me on the ride home hit me when I'm there
It shows no discretion it comes on without a care
Never learn my lesson no I'm never playin' fair
Cause this world is slowly fading and nobody is aware fuck that
Take off all your blindfolds leave them as a side note
People don't appreciate what's right outside their windows
On this path I deviate cause what I seek is golden
I know it's worth beholding just know I never chose this
Sometimes I feel like all my life I've had to go
These conversations I'll never know
I thought there'd be another call
I thought that I could keep control
But shit we fuck it up and make some history
I'm bout to light a blunt I'm bout to feel the breeze
I can't take any more what you do to me
I try to keep my control as we're spiraling
I keep it on the down low so loud when you're upset
Sometimes you act so cold I'm witnessing a sunset
Smoking on a long one so that I can forget
Shit inside my household I been running up debts
My eyes are wide awake to the wake of my past
Made some damn mistakes, and I pray you'll never ask
I look in the mirror and all I can see is ash
I try to keep things clearer like the drink inside my glass
And all my life I've had to go
These conversations I'll never know
I thought there'd be another call
I thought that I could keep control