sirens
Wildways Lyrics

It's a day to begin
Today is a fresh start.

It's a day to start all over again
The opportunity to begin anew is here.

Now I'm stronger
I am stronger now due to past experiences.

Now I'm stronger
I am now capable of facing the future with strength.

Now I'm stronger
I have developed an inner strength to face adversity.

I lose my mind
I become overwhelmed and distraught.

I lose control
I am unable to handle my thoughts and emotions.

I start to fight with myself
I battle negative thoughts and insecurities.

The enemy
My inner demons and negative thoughts.

All the things around me lose their meaning
I become consumed by my own thoughts and lose perspective on reality.

Just a usual day with a lot of changes
My day-to-day routine feels hectic and overwhelming.

Starting to create another reality
I am trying to escape from my current situation and create a new reality for myself.

I can only feel my heart stops beating
I am overwhelmed with emotion and feel physically numb.

I am swimming in an ocean in an ocean all alone
I feel lost and isolated in my own thoughts and emotions.

Because I used to live so and you'll never hear "Hello"
My past experiences have made me withdrawn and hesitant to reach out to others.

It's a day to believe
Today is the day to have faith in myself and my abilities.

My life is not complete without you
You are an integral part of my life.

It's not over
I still have hope for the future.

What's your heart's condition?
How are you feeling emotionally?

You're stuck with me somewhere in the past
I am fixated on our past experiences.

And we both know what we gonna do
Our future actions are predetermined by our past.

I am dreaming in an ocean in an ocean of my thoughts
My thoughts and dreams are all-consuming and overwhelming.

And I don't know is it worth it? (The ego says: "No")
I am conflicted about whether my efforts are worthwhile.

No no no no
An expression of frustration.

Every fucking time when you take your phone
I am reminded of you whenever you are on your phone.

You can hear my cold hello
My greeting is distant and unenthusiastic.

But none of those dirty bitches compare to you
Other women do not measure up to you.

Nobody can do it like you
No one can compare to you in my eyes.

Sometimes I miss you
I still have feelings for you and miss you.

Sometimes I hate you
At times, I have negative feelings towards you.

You words are so hot
Your words are powerful and meaningful to me.

So please take it back and shut the fuck up
Please take back hurtful words and stop talking.

Sometimes I fade away
I retreat into myself and become distant.

My life is not complete without you baby
You are a significant part of my life and I need you.