Jillian
Within Temptation Lyrics


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I've been dreaming for so long
To find a meaning to understand
The secret of life
Why am I here to try again?

Will I always, will you always
See the truth when it stares you in the face?
Will I ever, will I never free myself
Breaking these chains?

I'd give my heart, I'd give my soul
I'd turn it back, it's my fault
Your destiny is forlorn
Have to live 'til it's undone
I'd give my heart, I'd give my soul
I'd turn it back and then at last I'll be on my way

I've been living for so long
Many seasons have passed me by
I've seen kingdoms trough ages
Rise and fall, I've seen it all

I've seen the horror, I've seen the wonders
Happening just in front of my eyes
Will I ever, will I never free myself by making it right?

I'd give my heart, I'd give my soul
I'd turn it back, it's my fault
Your destiny is forlorn
Have to live 'til it's undone
I'd give my heart, I'd give my soul
I'd turn it back and then at last I'll be on my way

Jillian, our dream ended long ago
All our stories and all our glory I held so dear
We won't be together
For ever and ever, no more tears
I'll always be here 'til the end

I'd give my heart, I'd give my soul
I'd turn it back, it's my fault
Your destiny is forlorn
Have to live 'til it's undone




I'd give my heart, I'd give my soul
I'd turn it back and then at last I'll be on my way

Overall Meaning

The song "Jillian" by Within Temptation speaks of a person who has been searching for the meaning of life and trying to understand why they are here. The lyrics depict the struggles and challenges they face in their journey to find the secret of life. The artist questions whether they will always be able to see the truth when it is right in front of them, and if they will ever be able to break free from their chains.


The chorus of the song emphasizes the artist's willingness to give their heart and soul and turn back time to rectify their mistakes. They are remorseful and desperate to undo what they have done wrong. The verses speak of their experiences, how they have seen kingdoms rise and fall, and the horrors and wonders they have witnessed, highlighting the theme of mortality and the passing of time.


The song's title Jillian is a reference to a beloved person whose dream the artist shared, but it ended long ago. It is about letting go of nostalgia and accepting that they won't be able to relive their past memories. But, they will always cherish and hold them dear. The song conveys a sense of hope and resilience, of always being willing to try again and make things right.


Line by Line Meaning

I've been dreaming for so long
For a considerable amount of time, I've been fantasizing


To find a meaning to understand
The search for a significance to comprehend


The secret of life
The clandestine essence of existence


Why am I here to try again?
Why do I have to make another attempt and be present in this world?


Will I always, will you always
Can I, will you consistently


See the truth when it stares you in the face?
Recognize honesty when it's glaring at you?


Will I ever, will I never free myself
Can I ever or will I never extricate myself from these confines?


Breaking these chains?
Shattering these restraints?


I'd give my heart, I'd give my soul
I would willingly sacrifice my emotions and my spirit


I'd turn it back, it's my fault
I genuinely repent and accept responsibility


Your destiny is forlorn
It's unfortunate that your fate appears bleak


Have to live 'til it's undone
Must exist until it's rectified


I'd turn it back and then at last I'll be on my way
I'll make amends and finally make my departure


I've been living for so long
I've been enduring for a considerable amount of time


Many seasons have passed me by
Numerous cycles of nature have gone beyond me


I've seen kingdoms trough ages
I've witnessed realms through the ages


Rise and fall, I've seen it all
I've witnessed the ascent and descent of everything


I've seen the horror, I've seen the wonders
I've experienced the frightful and the marvelous


Happening just in front of my eyes
Unfolding right before my sight


Will I ever, will I never free myself by making it right?
Can I or can I not emancipate myself by rectifying my actions?


Jillian, our dream ended long ago
Jillian, our fantasy terminated long ago


All our stories and all our glory I held so dear
All our anecdotes and accomplishments that were so precious to me


We won't be together
We will not be united


For ever and ever, no more tears
For all eternity, without shedding any more tears


I'll always be here 'til the end
I'll always be present until the finale




Lyrics © Universal Music Publishing Group
Written by: Martinus J. E. Martijn Spierenburg, Robert Westerholt, Sharon J. Den Adel

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