Move On
Witt Lowry Lyrics

Dear Mark, you're the one with the words, but my side should be heard
Mark, you may be the one who speaks the loudest, but I deserve to have my perspective acknowledged as well

Think that it's fuckin' absurd, you talk about me when you rap about her
It's incredibly unfair and ridiculous that you bring up my name and talk about me in your songs while rapping about another girl

All of your songs, hear about all of my wrongs, that you never played me like pong
In all of your songs, you highlight my mistakes and wrongdoings, as if you never made any errors yourself

Like you never went out and did nothin' wrong, it's crazy forever turned into so long
You act as if you've never done anything wrong, but it's astonishing how our forever turned into such a long time

Now that you're gone, I had to move on
Now that you're no longer in my life, I had to find a way to continue forward

And I'm happy with him
And now I am content and satisfied with my current partner

But I still can't pretend that I didn't go fuck with your friend every now and again
But I can't deny the fact that I occasionally engaged in intimate encounters with one of your friends

I be thinking of then, I be thinking that that was something I would never intend
I often think about those moments, and I didn't expect that I would ever find myself in that situation

And especially when it was me who you trusted to take on your feelings and try to remend
It's even more significant because you trusted me to handle your emotions and attempt to mend the relationship

It's so hard pretend
It's extremely difficult to pretend

I would lie in your bed, giving you head
I would lie beside you in your bed, providing you with physical pleasure

Listen to all of the things that you said
I would attentively listen to every word that came out of your mouth

Listen to all of the lyrics you read, you were chasing a dream, I would party instead
I would listen to the lyrics you consumed, while you were pursuing your dreams, I would be out partying instead

Young and in love, young and we're dumb
We were young and infatuated, and our lack of wisdom showed

I can taste all of the pain in your tongue
I can sense the anguish and suffering in your words

I can taste all of my pain in the rum
I can feel my own pain and sorrow through the numbing effect of alcohol

Knew it was over before it begun
I realized it was the end before it even had a chance to properly start

Looking for fun, burning my lungs, learning my favorite feeling was numb
Seeking out pleasure, damaging my lungs, and realizing that my favorite sensation was actually a lack of feeling

Bought every dinner, you barely bought one
I paid for every meal, while you rarely contributed

Maybe I cheat and then we could be done
Perhaps if I were unfaithful, our relationship would finally come to an end

That would be dumb, we were so broke, you were the one that turned into a joke
That would be foolish, considering our financial struggles, and yet you were the one who became a laughing stock

I kept us afloat, you were the one that kept us on the rope
I managed to keep us going, while you were the one hanging onto our relationship by a thread

Now you're the man, huh?
Now you've transformed into someone impressive, huh?

Seen you turn into somebody I can't stand, huh?
I've witnessed you change into someone I dislike, huh?

Knowing you, man it's all part of your plan, huh?
Knowing you, it's probably all part of your calculated strategy, huh?

You crazy fuck, I had the chance, I should've ran huh?
You're a crazy person, and I had the opportunity to escape from you, but I didn't, huh?

Never would tell me you cared
You never expressed your feelings or affection towards me

Never were there
You were never truly present or available

Remember that night that we went to the fair?
Do you recall the night when we went to the fair together?

Every fine girl that walked by, you would stare
You would gaze at every attractive girl who passed by

See even when there, Mark, you never were there
Even when you physically accompanied me, Mark, you were never truly present

If all I care 'bout is my makeup and hair
If the only things I'm concerned about are my appearance and grooming

All you care 'bout is the ego you wear
All you care about is maintaining and projecting your inflated ego

You tear me apart and continue to tear
You emotionally devastate me and continue to do so

Now I'm with someone who actually cares
Now I am with someone who genuinely cares about me

FUCK YOU
I deeply resent and despise you

But I can't keep you off my mind
However, I can't stop thinking about you

I'm seeing everything you drop
I'm aware of every piece of content you release

Sometimes I wish that I was blind
At times, I wish I couldn't see or perceive things

You make me relive my mistake, a million trillion fucking times
You make me constantly revisit and dwell on my past error countless times

You're a coward, and a stupid rap persona is what you hide behind
You're a coward who conceals their true self behind a foolish rap persona

And my whole family still adores you
Despite everything, my entire family still holds you in high esteem

I tried a million times, I would have only did that for you
I attempted so many times, I would have only made that effort for you

I can't act like I don't know you, every night I would explode
I can't pretend that I am unfamiliar with you, every night I would become overwhelmed with emotions

You made me feel I was below you, Mark, I wish I could ignore you but I
You made me feel inferior to you, Mark, I wish I could simply disregard you, but I can't

Can't
I am unable to

Near to you, I am healing
Being close to you, I am finding solace and recovery

But it's taking so long
But the healing process is progressing slowly

Cause though he's gone
Because even though he is no longer in the picture

And you are wonderful
And you are remarkable

It's hard to move on
It's difficult to let go and move forward

What do you have here
What exactly do you possess in this situation

Cause you tell me you love me again and again
Because you repeatedly proclaim your love for me

You were only a friend, it was hard to pretend, I wrote so many letters but never hit send
You were merely a friend, and it was challenging to pretend otherwise; I wrote numerous letters but never sent them

I was never content, I was set on me being a rapper, I thought about music and thought of you after
I was never satisfied, as I was solely focused on my aspirations of becoming a rapper; even when thinking about music, thoughts of you persisted

It's funny how tears turn to laughter, and tears on the page, they can turn into a masterpiece
It's peculiar how tears can transform into laughter, and when tears stain the page, they have the potential to become a work of art

That's how you told me to leave, I remember that night, it's as clear as can be
That's how you instructed me to depart, and I vividly recall that night, it's as distinct as ever

You found a new man, and he loves that you drink and he loves getting hammered, don't care what you think
You found a new partner, and he enjoys your substance abuse and excessive drinking, without concerning himself with your opinions

You look pretty in pink, you look naughty in red, we know these are the words that would never be said
You appear lovely in pink, you exude a mischievous vibe in red, but we both understand that these words will remain unspoken

And we're chasing a topic that's over your head, cause you think about me every night as you lie in your bed, that's
And we're pursuing a subject matter that you fail to comprehend, because you think about me every night before sleep, and that's

Real
The truth

Near to you, I am healing
Being close to you, I am finding solace and recovery

But it's taking so long
But the healing process is progressing slowly

Cause though he's gone
Because even though he is no longer in the picture

And you are wonderful
And you are remarkable

It's hard to move on
It's difficult to let go and move forward

Near to you, I am healing
Being close to you, I am finding solace and recovery

But it's taking so long
But the healing process is progressing slowly

Cause though he's gone
Because even though he is no longer in the picture

And you are wonderful
And you are remarkable

It's hard to move on
It's difficult to let go and move forward

Well I guess we all change
Well, I suppose all of us undergo transformations

Mark, I guess we all change
Mark, it seems that we all change

I hope that you get everything that you want as you yell and you stand on the stage
I sincerely hope that you attain all your desires as you shout and assert yourself on the stage

You took all your pain and turned it to fame, they're screaming your name and going insane
You transformed your pain into fame, and now they are enthusiastically chanting your name and going mad with excitement

I kept all our pics, but threw out the frame, before I knew Witt, I knew Mark, now they're one and the same
I still have all our photographs, but discarded the frames, before I became acquainted with Witt, I knew Mark, and now they have merged into one entity

But what about me mother fucker?
But what about me, you bastard?

What about me mother fucker?
What about me, you bastard?

Except when you talk about me mother fucker
Except for when you mention me, you bastard

I'm tired of hearing 'bout me mother fucker
I'm exhausted from constantly hearing about myself, you bastard

Your mouth was a blessing and now it's a weapon
Your words used to bring me joy, but now they're used as a weapon against me

Remember the time and the love we invested
Recall the time and effort we put into our relationship

I'm posting a pic and I'm getting attention
I'm uploading a picture and receiving a lot of attention

My tits and my ass get a favorite a second
My breasts and buttocks receive a new like every second

See you were with me but were thinking of her
You were physically with me, but your mind was occupied with thoughts of her

Now I'm with him and I'm thinking of you
Now I'm in a relationship with someone else, but my mind still wanders to thoughts of you

Together to never, whatever we were
Together, yet destined to never be forever, regardless of what we were

We're stuck in a cycle, the cycle is cruel
We are trapped in a vicious cycle, and this cycle is relentlessly harsh

A couple of fools, stuck in a pool of people that want to be cool
We are foolish individuals, trapped among a group of people who are desperately trying to fit in and be seen as cool

See we're never happy, we're happy so we keep on searching for love as if love was a jewel
We are never truly content, and we chase after love as if it were a rare and precious gem

Remember that night that you came to my school?
Can you recall the night when you visited my school?

Stayed up all night and we talked about life
We stayed up all night discussing life

My parents and I, we would constantly fight, you said when you make it I might be a stay-at-home wife
I would frequently argue with my parents, and you mentioned that if you achieved success, I might become a housewife

Apparently that wasn't right
Evidently, that prediction did not come to fruition

Reliving a moment that lasted a night
I find myself reliving a brief moment that only lasted a single night

And honestly Mark, gotta start to move on with your life
And honestly Mark, you need to begin moving forward with your own life

Sincerely, a letter we never would write
Yours sincerely, a letter that we would never actually write

Like, what are we doing?
Like, what exactly are we doing?

Like, what am I doing?
Like, what am I personally doing?

Writing these letters, but what am I proving?
Writing these letters, but what am I actually accomplishing or demonstrating?

I'm stuck in my room and I'm spilling it all
I'm confined to my room, pouring out my emotions and thoughts

Thinking of what you would say if you call
Contemplating what you would say if you were to call

I might be the biggest mistake of 'em all
I may be the worst mistake among them all

My biggest mistake was to think that I never could fall
My greatest mistake was believing that I could never be vulnerable or experience failure

Like falling for you, falling in love, follow my dream and that's all of my love
Like falling for you, falling in love, and pursuing my dreams with all of my love

I just want to feel, I've been feeling so numb
I simply want to experience emotions again, as I have been feeling so emotionally detached

To think that I know how you're feeling is dumb
To believe that I understand or comprehend how you feel is foolish

We're done, right from the start
Our relationship is over, and it was doomed from the beginning

I write from the heart, a light in the dark
I write from a place of deep emotion and vulnerability, serving as a beacon of light in the darkness

They see that you're open and tear you apart
People notice your vulnerability and exploit it, tearing you apart

Now this is a letter we sign it sincerely, Mark
Now this is a letter we sign it sincerely, Mark

Now this is our letter, we sign it sincerely, Mark
Now this is our letter, and we sign it sincerely, Mark