1991 his first demo tape called 'Syndromic Noise' was finished. In the following year Jan extended the equipment with his first own synthesizer – the Kawai K4 – and his style of music finally got a designation. During that period the second demo-tape was created and could be defined as Hardtrance. 1993 was a very eventful year for X-FUSION. At several gigs and techno-parties such as the Innovation Rave (Fantasy/Dülmen) Jan showed his abilities live in front of almost 2000 fans. Not at least he extended his equipment again with the second synthesizer Roland JD800. The following year brought up another three demos until 1997 when the Amiga 500 was replaced by a PC. The style of music evolved into techno/acid/house just to the year 2000 when his first tracks including vocals were produced.
Because of the fact that music was always a method for Jan to express his emotions, it was a small wonder that his style got more atmospheric and became more dusky, at least because he always had an inclination for dark sounds in private. Also by using vocals he got the possibility of expressing his deepest feelings lyrically. 2001 and 2002 two EBM-shaped demos 'Evillive' and the 'Blackout'-EP were produced. Because of those Jan signed his first label-deal at the Indie-Label Dark Dimensions/Scanner in the following year and his first official album 'Dial D For Demons' was released. Nearly one year later (2004) the second album came out: 'Beyond The Pale', which immediately entered the alternative charts. After which one can not think of an EBM-world without X-FUSION. But that´s not the end.... his musically enormous spectrum was proved by the album „Antipode“ of the side-project NOISUF-X, coming out 2005, that in opposite to X-FUSION it dedicates itself to the distorted industrial sounds. But “ANTIPODE” should not be seen at any time as a creative break for X-FUSION, because just in the same year the new double-album „DEMONS OF HATE“ had been brought into life and surprised its listeners with further developed and innovative sound-structures.
In the year 2007 another successful album “ROTTEN TO THE CORE“ was released. It came in 3 different versions and reached position 2 in the german DAC-Charts although most of the songs were not produced for the dance floor. With "VAST ABYSM", released in a limited metal box, X-FUSION celebrates in 2008 the 20th birthday of the band. This album also reached position 2 in the DAC-Charts.
And just about one year later "ULTIMA RATIO" came out.. It again reached position 2 in the DAC Charts, Position 3 in the GEWC Charts and position 9 in the DUC Charts.
to be continued...
NOTHING TO LOSE
X-Fusion Lyrics
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The coldness of night
Fulfills my world
Closely fog arises
From the soil
Dazzles my view
Shadows cover my soul
Isolation control
Muted screams resound
In the nonexistence
No one could hear
Get me
Even rather then better
Get me
I've got nothing to lose
Look inside
Alone and sad
I torment myself
The world is
Strange to me
My emotions were dyed
Only wrath, hate
And abhorrence
Were reminded for me
Only one wish
That burns inside
That death calls my name
Get me
Even rather then better
Get me
I've got nothing to lose
The opening lines of X-Fusions's "Nothing to Loose" depicts a sense of desolation and emptiness, as if the singer has given up on hope and resigned himself to the darkness within. The coldness of the night penetrates his world, while the fog that arises from the soil blurs his vision. The shadows that cover his soul give him a sense of isolation and control, as he remains lost in the game of life. The muted screams that resound in his nonexistence are not heard by anyone, as he feels trapped in his own mind.
As the song progresses, the singer delves deeper into his emotions, he feels alone and sad and begins to torment himself. The world appears strange to him, and his emotions have been tainted with anger, hate, and abhorrence. The only wish that he holds dear is for death to call his name - a disturbing and depressing sentiment that leaves the listener wondering about the troubles that must plague the singer's mind.
Despite all this, the chorus of the song tells a different story - "Get me, even rather than better, Get me, I've got nothing to lose". It seems as if the singer has accepted his fate and prefers to let death take him rather than continue living in the agony that he is in. This, in turn, poses a thought-provoking question to the listener about the value of life and its meaning in the face of despair.
Line by Line Meaning
Darkness comes inside
I feel a heavy, oppressive sense of darkness within me
The coldness of night
The feeling is like that of a cold, lonely night
Fulfills my world
This darkness seems to consume and occupy my entire existence
Closely fog arises
It's like a thick fog that envelopes me, making it hard to see clearly
From the soil
The darkness feels like it's seeping up from the ground beneath me
Dazzles my view
It's disorienting and overwhelming, rendering me blinded and lost
Shadows cover my soul
The darkness and fog seem to be filling me to the core, erasing any sense of light or hope within me
Isolation control
I am entirely alone in this state, and it has a hold over me
The game called life
This is what living feels like - an unfair, rigged game that I am not equipped to win
Muted screams resound
Even when I try to call out or ask for help, I can't make a sound and no one seems to hear me anyway
In the nonexistence
It's as if I am fading away or becoming invisible, no longer truly present in the world around me
No one could hear
I am utterly unheard and unseen by anyone else
Get me
I want to be taken away from this pain and emptiness
Even rather then better
Anything would be better than continuing to suffer like this
I've got nothing to lose
I've already lost so much, and there's nothing left to hold onto or risk losing in trying to improve my situation
Look inside
I am trying to examine my own inner self, but it is a dark, twisted place
Alone and sad
I am overcome with loneliness, sadness, and despair
I torment myself
I can't escape the harmful thoughts and feelings that continue to plague me, and I feel like I am causing my own pain
The world is
I have a deep feeling of unease and discomfort with the world around me
Strange to me
It feels foreign and unfamiliar, and I can't seem to find my place in it
My emotions were dyed
All of my emotions have been tainted and altered by this darkness and despair
Only wrath, hate
All that remains in me is anger and resentment towards the world and my circumstances
And abhorrence
I am disgusted and repelled by everything around me, even myself
Were reminded for me
These negative emotions are the only things I feel and are always at the forefront of my mind
Only one wish
All I truly desire is to escape the darkness and pain I am in
That burns inside
This wish is a constant, fiery urge that consumes me
That death calls my name
I am drawn towards the idea of death as a release from the unending suffering I am experiencing
Contributed by Henry B. Suggest a correction in the comments below.
Em
Darkness comes inside
The coldness of night
Fulfills my world
Closely fog arises
From the soil
Dazzles my view
Shadows cover my soul
Isolation control
The game called life
Muted screams resound
In the nonexistence
No one could hear
Get me
Even rather then better
Get me
I've got nothing to lose
Look inside
Alone and sad
I torment myself
The world is
Strange to me
My emotions were dyed
Only wrath, hate
And abhorrence
Were reminded for me
Only one wish
That burns inside
That death calls my name
Get me
Even rather then better
Get me
I've got nothing to lose
absolutly love the lyrics poetic
giorgo ch
Es ist nicht tot, was ewig liegt,
Und in fremder Zeit wird selbst der Tod besiegt.
That is not dead which can eternal lie,
And with strange aeons even death may die.
Ph'nglui mglw'nafh Cthulhu R'lyeh wgah'nagl fhtagn.
'In His House at R'lyeh Dead Cthulhu waits dreaming,
yet He shall rise and His kingdom shall cover the Earth.'
When the stars were right, They could plunge from world to world through the sky; but when the stars were wrong, They could not live.
Zi Dingir Ana Kanpa, Zi Dingir Kia Kanpa
'Spirits of the earth remember, spirits of the sky remember.'
H.P LOVECRAFT Nice
Bleak Fufel
Get me
Even rather then better
Get me
I've got nothing to lose
Old X-Fusion lyrics never fails...
Em
Darkness comes inside
The coldness of night
Fulfills my world
Closely fog arises
From the soil
Dazzles my view
Shadows cover my soul
Isolation control
The game called life
Muted screams resound
In the nonexistence
No one could hear
Get me
Even rather then better
Get me
I've got nothing to lose
Look inside
Alone and sad
I torment myself
The world is
Strange to me
My emotions were dyed
Only wrath, hate
And abhorrence
Were reminded for me
Only one wish
That burns inside
That death calls my name
Get me
Even rather then better
Get me
I've got nothing to lose
absolutly love the lyrics poetic
Seneca
I like it.
A_b_z 8
I loved it too thx for the lyrics ❤️❤️💀
caio cesar santos
This is insane soo brutal and powerfull great job this brilliant song x fusion amazing !!!
caio cesar santos
Um das melhores que já ouvi até hj Ebm é vida !!!! Great job
Dark Angel
Love it!! \,.,/
kruxy
Thanks for uploading this, I would sing those till dawn broke 5-6 years back :'D Take me, I got nothing to lose !
Danny Solorio
I can feel it in my soul
Devil JIN Dante
Hammer geiler Song