1991 his first demo tape called 'Syndromic Noise' was finished. In the following year Jan extended the equipment with his first own synthesizer – the Kawai K4 – and his style of music finally got a designation. During that period the second demo-tape was created and could be defined as Hardtrance. 1993 was a very eventful year for X-FUSION. At several gigs and techno-parties such as the Innovation Rave (Fantasy/Dülmen) Jan showed his abilities live in front of almost 2000 fans. Not at least he extended his equipment again with the second synthesizer Roland JD800. The following year brought up another three demos until 1997 when the Amiga 500 was replaced by a PC. The style of music evolved into techno/acid/house just to the year 2000 when his first tracks including vocals were produced.
Because of the fact that music was always a method for Jan to express his emotions, it was a small wonder that his style got more atmospheric and became more dusky, at least because he always had an inclination for dark sounds in private. Also by using vocals he got the possibility of expressing his deepest feelings lyrically. 2001 and 2002 two EBM-shaped demos 'Evillive' and the 'Blackout'-EP were produced. Because of those Jan signed his first label-deal at the Indie-Label Dark Dimensions/Scanner in the following year and his first official album 'Dial D For Demons' was released. Nearly one year later (2004) the second album came out: 'Beyond The Pale', which immediately entered the alternative charts. After which one can not think of an EBM-world without X-FUSION. But that´s not the end.... his musically enormous spectrum was proved by the album „Antipode“ of the side-project NOISUF-X, coming out 2005, that in opposite to X-FUSION it dedicates itself to the distorted industrial sounds. But “ANTIPODE” should not be seen at any time as a creative break for X-FUSION, because just in the same year the new double-album „DEMONS OF HATE“ had been brought into life and surprised its listeners with further developed and innovative sound-structures.
In the year 2007 another successful album “ROTTEN TO THE CORE“ was released. It came in 3 different versions and reached position 2 in the german DAC-Charts although most of the songs were not produced for the dance floor. With "VAST ABYSM", released in a limited metal box, X-FUSION celebrates in 2008 the 20th birthday of the band. This album also reached position 2 in the DAC-Charts.
And just about one year later "ULTIMA RATIO" came out.. It again reached position 2 in the DAC Charts, Position 3 in the GEWC Charts and position 9 in the DUC Charts.
to be continued...
SUICIDE
X-Fusion Lyrics
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Your pulse slows down
Your blood is flowing
Your circulation collapsed
Your body feels sleepy
Your eyes getting weak
Your knees are shaking
Your brain is dead
Is it the end?
But there is a gate
Do you comprehend?
The lyrics of X-Fusion's song "Suicide" describe the final moments of a person's life as they choose to end it by cutting themselves. The opening lines refer to the physical act of self-harm - cutting one's veins - which leads to a slowing down of the pulse and the flowing of blood out of the body. The lines "Your circulation collapsed" and "Your body feels sleepy" indicate the person's body shutting down and slipping into unconsciousness as the blood loss continues.
The following lines suggest that the person is becoming increasingly aware that they are dying - "Your eyes getting weak," "Your brain is dead." The reference to a white light often associated with near-death experiences and the question "Is it the end?" allude to the notion of an afterlife, and perhaps the hope for another chance.
However, the final two lines offer a new interpretation - "But there is a gate / Do you comprehend?" - suggesting that the white light and the idea of an afterlife may not be the end, but rather a new beginning. The "gate" represents a choice - to enter into something new or to stay behind. This can be interpreted as a commentary on suicide, urging the person to consider all the possibilities before making a final decision.
Line by Line Meaning
You're cutting your vains
You're harming yourself by cutting your veins
Your pulse slows down
Your heartbeat is getting slower
Your blood is flowing
Your blood is leaving your body
Your circulation collapsed
Your circulation is failing
Your body feels sleepy
Your body is starting to shut down and you're feeling tired
Your eyes getting weak
Your vision is getting blurry and your eyes are losing focus
Your knees are shaking
Your body is losing control and your knees are trembling
Your brain is dead
Your brain is no longer functioning
There is a white light
You are experiencing a bright light
Is it the end?
You're questioning if this is the end of your life
But there is a gate
You see a gate, possibly a symbol of an afterlife
Do you comprehend?
You're questioning if you understand what is happening to you
Contributed by David V. Suggest a correction in the comments below.
BeyondTheGrave他界
(CORRECTED) LYRICS:
"You're cutting your veins
Your pulse slows down
Your blood is flowing
Your circulation collapsed
Your body feels sleepy
Your eyes are getting weak
Your knees are shaking
Your brain is dead
There is a white light
Is this the end?
But there is a gate
Do you comprehend?
There is a white light
Is this the end?
But there is a gate
Do you comprehend?"
-BTG
Parker Mangrum
This song is so calming to my soul. It gives me shivers! ABSOLUTE GENIUS! ONE OF JAN'S BEST
BeyondTheGrave他界
(CORRECTED) LYRICS:
"You're cutting your veins
Your pulse slows down
Your blood is flowing
Your circulation collapsed
Your body feels sleepy
Your eyes are getting weak
Your knees are shaking
Your brain is dead
There is a white light
Is this the end?
But there is a gate
Do you comprehend?
There is a white light
Is this the end?
But there is a gate
Do you comprehend?"
-BTG
RM Z
Wow! I wish if they could produce this kind of Music In Canada or America. I just love the power of the German EBM Scene!
Parker Mangrum
Jan loamfield. Is an amazing genius. Unbelievable rAw amazing talent.
Batz
genial!
BeyondTheGrave他界
Good song!
RM Z
Thanks for pointing that out. However, I can say now that I love Dark Electro as well besides EBM.
laetitia Thunus
EXCELLENT.
laetitia Thunus
Waaaaah !!!! SUPER !
cxpm777
FLA is good