Torn
X-Que Special Remixes Vol.1 Lyrics

I thought I saw a girl bought to life
I had a vision of a girl coming to life

She was warm
She had a kind and inviting nature

She came around like she was dignified
She carried herself with grace and respect

She showed me what it was to cry
She opened up to me and expressed vulnerable emotions

Well you couldn't be that girl I adored
You don't possess the qualities that made me admire that girl

You don't seem to know
You lack understanding

Seem to care what your hear is for
You don't seem to value emotions or feelings

But I don't know her anymore
The girl I knew is no longer present

There's nothing where she used to lie
The person I knew is no longer there

My conversation has run dry
I don't have anything left to talk about

That's what's going on
That's the current situation

Nothing's fine I'm torn
Everything is not okay, I feel shattered

I'm all out of faith
I have lost all belief or trust

This how I feel
This is my current emotional state

I'm cold and I am shamed
I feel emotionally distant and ashamed

Lying naked on the floor
I am feeling exposed and helpless

Illusion never changed
What I believed to be true was never actually true

Into something real
It became a harsh reality

I'm wide awake
I am fully aware of the situation

And I can see
I understand what is happening

The perfect sky is torn
Even the best things can fall apart

You're a little late
You missed the opportunity

So I guess the fortune teller's right
The predictions of the fortune teller have proven to be true

Should have seen just what was there
I should have recognized what was truly present

And not some holy light
I should not have been blinded by something that seemed perfect

Which crawled beneath my veins
It became a part of me in a way that was difficult to remove

And now I don't care
I have lost all interest or concern

I had no luck
Things didn't turn out in my favor

I don't miss it all that much
I don't long for it anymore

There's just so many things
I have many other options

That I can touch I'm torn
I have choices but still feel fractured

Nothing's right I'm torn
Everything seems wrong and I continue to feel shattered

Bound and broken on the floor
I am trapped and hurting

Torn
I am broken and struggling to put the pieces back together