Disappear
XXANAXX Lyrics


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I shut my eyes and threw away all keys
The bridges burned, there's no return now
I'm constantly running, the permanent hiding
Must end but I don't know, the way to escape
And I feel like I'm fading away
The wind dried my tears and now

I know I won't let myself down
I'm drowning in ocean of sounds
There's no place where I can be found
My dreams vanished, my thoughts have drowned

I know I won't let myself down
I'm drowning in ocean of sounds
The blurry shape of end is near
I close my eyes and disappear
I close my eyes and disappear
I close my eyes and disappear

I shut my eyes and threw away all keys
The bridges burned, there's no return now
I'm constantly running, the permanent hiding
Must end but I don't know, the way to escape
And I feel like I'm fading away
The wind dried my tears and now

I know I won't let myself down
I'm drowning in ocean of sounds
There's no place where I can be found
My dreams vanished, my thoughts have drowned

I know I won't let myself down
I'm drowning in ocean of sounds
The blurry shape of end is near
I close my eyes and disappear




I close my eyes and disappear
I close my eyes and disappear

Overall Meaning

The lyrics of XXANAXX's song "Disappear" paint a picture of someone who feels trapped and is seeking an escape from their current situation. They have burned their bridges and shut themselves off from the outside world, running and hiding but unable to find a way out. The singer feels like they are fading away, lost in an ocean of sounds with no place to be found. Their dreams have vanished, and their thoughts have drowned in the uncertainty of their situation. The idea of disappearing seems like the only way out, to shut their eyes and let go of everything.


The song speaks to the sense of desperation and hopelessness many people feel when they find themselves stuck in a difficult situation with no clear way out. The imagery of burning bridges and throwing away keys represents a finality, a decision to cut off all ties and move forward into the unknown. The feeling of drowning in an ocean of sounds is the overwhelming sense of being lost in the chaos of life, unable to find a way to be heard or understood.


Overall, "Disappear" is a powerful song that highlights the struggles of those who feel trapped and alone. The idea of disappearing may seem like the only way out, but it is important to remember that there is always a way forward, even if it is difficult to see at first.


Line by Line Meaning

I shut my eyes and threw away all keys
I've given up control and refuse to acknowledge anything around me


The bridges burned, there's no return now
There's no going back from the decisions I've made


I'm constantly running, the permanent hiding
I'm always avoiding everything, running away from my problems


Must end but I don't know, the way to escape
I know I need to stop hiding, but I don't know how to change my ways


And I feel like I'm fading away
I feel like I'm losing myself and my sense of purpose


The wind dried my tears and now
I may have cried before, but now I'm emotionless and numb


I know I won't let myself down
Despite everything, I won't give up on myself


I'm drowning in ocean of sounds
I'm lost in my thoughts and feelings, overwhelmed by everything around me


There's no place where I can be found
I feel alone, like no one understands me


My dreams vanished, my thoughts have drowned
My ambitions and ideas have been lost, drowned out by everything else


The blurry shape of end is near
The end, whatever it may be, is approaching and becoming more clear


I close my eyes and disappear
I'm giving up, disappearing from the world and my problems


I close my eyes and disappear
I'm giving up, disappearing from the world and my problems


I close my eyes and disappear
I'm giving up, disappearing from the world and my problems




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@tomektreska4529

Kwintesencja pięknego głosu i dooobrej muzyki.! A Polskę na Eurowizji  ma reprezentować utwór  ,,My słowianie '' aż żal serce ściska!.Zakochałem się w jej głosie kilka lat temu...i to trwa

@austinhenderson1751

absolutely beautiful music from ya'll. keep spreading those vibes

@mariarychlinska4668

teledysk ma w sobie duzo mniej magii, niz sama piosenka

@lajlaxd

cieszę się, że nie dostałaś się do xfactora i nie daj boże nie wygrałaś tego głupiego programu, bo byłabyś skazana na jakieś popowe gówno, to co robicie jest zajebiste, na światową skalę. Klaudia jesteś niesamowita :)

@antue9402

Po prostu dużo od nich wymagacie, bo postawili sobie wysoko poprzeczkę. Mi teledysk się bardzo podoba! Uwielbiam XXANAXX

@xoxobystrzycki

nie mogę się doczekać, by usłyszeć to dziś na żywo w Warszawie!!!

@gonzdeav4266

From Mexico greet and congratulate long since heard nothing as special as the music they make, love your music and your country! 

... and I hope you never disappear

@josefinaveghr9490

Hola Gonzalo, feliz día de la amistad, que la pases bien.

@sebastiancichos

W końcu teledysk! Gratuluje dobrej roboty :)

@danielprzybylski7418

Więcej Klaudia, WIĘCEJ!!!

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