All I Want
XXI Lyrics


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You leave your body behind
As your soul drifts away
We won't forget the memories we've made
I know that you're with me
When I scream out your name
We won't forget the memories we've made

Taste the clouds
Feel the air getting thinner
Colors saturated into blinding figures
I can't look away
I can't look away
You've left us all behind
And now I have to live my life
Without a chance to say

You're in a better place
That's what they say to me
But I still see your face in my memories
I've got a heavy heart
And a restless mind
But I know it'll heal with time

Tour the world
That was our dream
I can't believe that you're gone without a chance to see it now
I still try to hear your voice
It's only silence at this point
All I seem to want these days is to say goodbye
Funny how this feels like hell, when you're the one that's really alive

I, I see you when I close my eyes
But then I always have to wake back up
I. I need you to remind me
That you are truly free
Your words are burned forever in time
Inside the music we would write
I'll keep reminding myself your alive
You're still alive
You're still alive

You're in a better place
That's what they say to me
But I still see your face in my memories
I've got a heavy heart
And a restless mind
But I know it'll heal with time

You leave your body behind
As your soul drifts away
We won't forget the memories we've made
I know that you're with me




When I scream out your name
We won't forget the memories we've made

Overall Meaning

The song "All I Want" by XXI portrays the feelings of grief and loss after losing someone you love. The song is a tribute to a loved one who has passed away, and the lyrics vividly explains how the death has affected the band members. The lyrics describe how the departed soul’s body is left behind, while the soul drifts away, and the memories they shared. The song conveys that the pain of loss is not easy to forget, and the feeling of grief can linger on for a long time. The lyrics suggest that it is only through time that one can heal and move on with life.


The lyrics also paint a picture of how the death of a loved one can shatter dreams and aspirations, and how the living can feel the weight of the situation. The loss of the person has left a hole that cannot be filled. The vocalist confesses that he sees his loved one in his memories, but when he opens his eyes, he realizes that the person is no more. The feeling is unbearable, and he needs someone to remind him that the departed soul is at peace, and he needs to move on with life.


The song "All I Want" is a tribute to one of the band members, a drummer Tyler "TJ" Snelson, who passed away after battling depression. The band members have mentioned in interviews that composing this song was painful and therapeutic. They want the song to let others know that they are not alone in their pain and that it is okay to talk about their feelings.


Line by Line Meaning

You leave your body behind
Your physical body has passed on, but your soul lives on.


As your soul drifts away
Your soul has departed from this world and is drifting towards the afterlife.


We won't forget the memories we've made
The memories we shared with you will always be remembered and cherished.


I know that you're with me
I feel a connection with you even though you are not physically present.


When I scream out your name
Calling out your name brings a sense of comfort and closeness.


Taste the clouds
Experience the beauty of the world around us.


Feel the air getting thinner
Sensing the fragility of life and the fleetingness of time.


Colors saturated into blinding figures
The intensity of emotions that can overwhelm us when experiencing loss.


I can't look away
The pain and reality of the situation is hard to face.


You've left us all behind
You have departed from this world and left us behind to grieve.


And now I have to live my life
The struggle of moving on and adapting to life without you in it.


Without a chance to say
The regret of not having had the opportunity to have a proper goodbye.


You're in a better place
The belief that you are now in a peaceful and happier state of being.


That's what they say to me
Others try to console us with this sentiment.


But I still see your face in my memories
Memories of you are still vivid and present in my mind.


I've got a heavy heart
The weight of sadness and longing for your presence is hard to bear.


And a restless mind
Unable to find peace of mind and constantly thinking of you.


But I know it'll heal with time
Belief that time will help ease the pain and bring acceptance.


Tour the world
The shared dream of exploring the world together.


That was our dream
The dream that can no longer be fulfilled together.


I can't believe that you're gone without a chance to see it now
The sadness of not getting to share the dream with you.


I still try to hear your voice
The longing to hear your voice and feel your presence.


It's only silence at this point
The realization that your voice cannot be heard anymore.


All I seem to want these days is to say goodbye
The desire to have a final farewell and closure.


Funny how this feels like hell, when you're the one that's really alive
The incongruity of feeling like hell while the departed person is now free from suffering.


I, I see you when I close my eyes
The memories of you are still vivid and powerful.


But then I always have to wake back up
The harsh realization that you are no longer here in the physical world.


I. I need you to remind me
The longing for a connection and reminder of your presence.


That you are truly free
The belief that you have shed all physical and emotional burdens and found freedom.


Your words are burned forever in time
The memories of the words you spoke will stay with me forever.


Inside the music we would write
The shared passion for music and the connection that remains through the songs created together.


I'll keep reminding myself your alive
The conscious effort to keep the memories and spirit of you alive.


You're still alive
Even though you have left the physical world, your spirit and impact still live on.




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Klára Čeparová

This is simply amazing, i love it guys! Can't wait for the rest of the album:)!

Patryk Mazurek

You guys are exactly the band, that I was looking for. Wasn't Enough is still my favourite, but this one is pretty damn close. I hope someday you'll get the recognition you trully deserve. Keep rocking guys! :-D

XXI

Thank you!

For The Rock

Dang, XXI have done it again :) this album is going to be amazing!

sh9683

decided to take a look at what tooth and nail had to offer, and saw the cover of your album and loved it so decided to take a look at your music, next paycheck i will be buying your album, I am loving it,

Maky Ndiay

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XXI

You are too kind :) thank you

Erin Alexandria Fernandez

I love this song, Love the band!! <3

Ninth Romance

Not only do I love how this band sounds but I also love the band name, it's so epic.

Noahfence Taken

Well....... I'm definitely buying this album, take my money.

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