Onfroy's most popular song to-date is Look at Me, which was originally released in 2016 and re-released in 2017, and peaked at number 42 on US Billboard Hot 100. The single helped him gain more popularity in early 2017 due to accusations of Canadian rapper Drake using a similar rap flow in his then unreleased song, now released under the name "KMT", that he previewed at a concert in Amsterdam featuring British rapper Giggs.
In July 2016, Onfroy was arrested and charged with robbery and assault with a deadly weapon. After posting bail in early October of the same year, while awaiting trial, Onfroy was arrested again later that month on charges of false imprisonment, witness tampering, and aggravated battery of a pregnant victim. Onfroy was released from jail on bail on March 26, 2017.
Onfroy announced his debut studio album, 17 on July 30, 2017. The album released on August 25, 2017. It features 11 tracks and includes the lead single Revenge.
Onfroy was shot and killed on June 18, 2018, in Deerfield Beach, Florida.
alOnE pArT 3
XXXTENTACION Lyrics
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Who will I rely on when it's over?
Took a chance with you, it made me colder
Better on my own when it's all over
So when I'm weak, who do I call?
My God it hurts, I can't be calm
What do I do?
Do I run?
Tired of hate, tired of love
I've dug my nails into my arms
She turned and left with all my scars
What is my worth?
What is my worth?
Gave my love a piece of me
She put my heart beneath her feet
She turned and left the question, "What's my worth?"
Gave my love a piece of me
She put my heart beneath her feet
She turned and left the question, "What's my worth?"
My worth, my worth
The lyrics to XXXTentacion's song "Alone Part 3" express a deep sense of hurt and vulnerability over a failed relationship. The singer is struggling to find someone to rely on in this difficult time, and is questioning their own worth after giving their love to someone who didn't value them. The line "Can't seem to find someone's shoulder" suggests that the singer is looking for emotional support and comfort from others but cannot find it. The next few lines indicate that the singer had taken a chance on this relationship, but it had ultimately made them feel worse. Despite this, the singer recognizes that being alone is sometimes better than being hurt in a relationship.
The line "So when I'm weak, who do I call?" indicates a sense of desperation and a need for someone to lean on when times are tough. However, the singer is left to question who they can turn to when they are at their lowest. The next few lines express the pain and chaos the singer is feeling, as they struggle to make sense of their emotions. They are tired of both hate and love, and have even resorted to harming themselves by digging their nails into their arms.
Line by Line Meaning
Can't seem to find someone's shoulder
I am unable to find someone to offer me comfort.
Who will I rely on when it's over?
I am wondering who will be there for me when everything ends?
Took a chance with you, it made me colder
I took a chance on love with you, but it ended up making me emotionally distant.
Better on my own when it's all over
I have realized that being alone is better when everything falls apart.
So when I'm weak, who do I call?
I'm feeling vulnerable and need to know who I can reach out to.
My God it hurts, I can't be calm
The pain I feel is unbearable, and I cannot seem to find peace.
What do I do?
I am feeling lost and helpless and don't know what to do next.
Do I run?
I am considering fleeing from my problems.
Tired of hate, tired of love
I am exhausted of experiencing both negative and positive emotions associated with love.
I've dug my nails into my arms
The pain I feel is so intense that I am physically hurting myself.
She turned and left with all my scars
My past lover has left with all the emotional wounds she inflicted on me.
What is my worth?
I am questioning my self-value and whether I am enough.
Gave my love a piece of me
I once gave my love to someone, and it cost me a part of myself.
She put my heart beneath her feet
My lover treated my heart carelessly and recklessly.
She turned and left the question, 'What's my worth?'
My lover has left me questioning if I was ever enough for her.
My worth, my worth
I am still struggling with the concept of self-worth and its importance in my emotional wellbeing.
Lyrics © Kobalt Music Publishing Ltd.
Written by: Jahseh Onfroy, John Cunningham, Robert Soukiasyan
Lyrics Licensed & Provided by LyricFind
Mia
on NUMB
I love this song but you got the lyrics wrong, it’s “the pain you seem to give, my friend” not I
XXXTENTACION FAN
on Jocelyn Flores
R.I.P. XXXTENTACION
I_AM_U
on Look at Me!
FIRE
XXXtentactionXXX
on HOPE
“Don't cry because he died.” “Smile because he was born.” Copied.
Elijah
on TUMMY TUCK (XXX "LICK" VERSE)
I like the song the best is so fire my speaker almost busted cause of the 8o8 and the kicks