Snow
XXXTENTACION feat. Killstation Lyrics
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Dead, filling my head with different enemies
Thoughts consuming me, fueling my insecurities
As the ground right under me crumbles as if it wasn't there
It's too much, my heart's crushed, I'm not alive
I won't allow myself happiness 'cause it's all lies
I've seen the pain, I've run away so many times
Death and I are companions, it's here at all times
I won't love, won't trust, I won't die
I can't feel, but managed to steal your heart, love
Was dirt poor, now fuck whores and want love
It seems that anything offered could be enough but
It's time
Body falls so I don't know who to call at all
Alone, and my heart, got tat
Of it broke
I'm so fucking numb, my life has succumb
To hatred and death, alone
In the snow
The lyrics of xxxtentacion's "Snow" depict the artist's struggles with depression and suicidal thoughts. The opening lines "I see black skies, and white lies, I'd rather be dead" express a longing for escape from the painful reality of life. The artist describes being consumed by negative thoughts that fuel his insecurities and make it difficult to find happiness. The metaphor of the ground crumbling beneath him emphasizes the instability and fragility of his mental state.
The artist goes on to describe his fear of love and trust, and his feeling of numbness towards life. The line "Body falls so I don't know who to call at all" suggests a disconnection from loved ones and a sense of isolation. The pain and loneliness is so overwhelming that the artist is left alone in the snow, a symbol of personal isolation and emotional death.
Overall, the lyrics of "Snow" are a powerful depiction of the struggles of mental illness, and a plea for help and understanding from those around us.
Line by Line Meaning
I see black skies, and white lies, I'd rather be
I am perceiving a bleak world filled with lies, and would prefer to be dead
Dead, filling my head with different enemies
I would rather die than continue to be plagued by various enemies in my mind
Thoughts consuming me, fueling my insecurities
My thoughts are overpowering and intensifying my feelings of inadequacy
As the ground right under me crumbles as if it wasn't there
Everything in my life is falling apart and disappearing before me
It's too much, my heart's crushed, I'm not alive
I am overwhelmed and my heart feels broken, I feel like I'm not even alive
I won't allow myself happiness 'cause it's all lies
I refuse to allow myself to experience happiness, as I believe it's all just deceptions
I've seen the pain, I've run away so many times
I have witnessed and experienced a lot of pain and often choose to flee from it
Death and I are companions, it's here at all times
I often think about death and it feels like it's always with me
I won't love, won't trust, I won't die
I won't allow myself to love, trust, or even die
I can't feel, but managed to steal your heart, love
I am unable to feel anything, yet somehow managed to win your affection
Was dirt poor, now fuck whores and want love
I used to be very poor, now I have meaningless relationships and crave love
It seems that anything offered could be enough but
I am aware that anything given to me could suffice, but
It's time
I have come to the realization that it's time
Body falls so I don't know who to call at all
My physical self is failing, and I feel I have no one to turn to
Alone, and my heart, got tat
I am alone with only my heart, which bears a tattoo
Of it broke
The tattoo represents my broken heart
I'm so fucking numb, my life has succumb
I am completely emotionally numb and my life has submitted to negative forces
To hatred and death, alone
I am consumed by hate and death and am ultimately alone
In the snow
I am in a desolate and barren state, like one in the snow
Lyrics © Kobalt Music Publishing Ltd.
Written by: UNKNOWN WRITER, JAHSEH ONFROY
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I see, black skies, and white lies, I'd rather be
Dead, filling my head with different enemies
Thoughts consuming me, fueling my insecurities
As the ground right under me crumbles as if it wasn't there
It's too much, my heart's crushed, I'm not alive
I won't allow myself happiness 'cause it's all lies
I've seen the pain, I've run away so many times
Death and I are companions, it's here at all times
I won't love, won't trust, I won't die
I can't feel, but managed to steal your heart love
Was dirt poor, now fuck whores and want love
It seems that anything offered could be enough but
As time, body falls
Don't know, who to call
Alone, and my heart, got tat
Of it broke
I'm so fucking numb, my life has succumb
To hatred and death, alone
In the snow
@SN-cx8ks
Do you guys wanna see more videos like this?
@ConorsFitness
fuck yeah dude!
@ConorsFitness
Also, whats the anime?
@galaxysoup
5 Centimeters Per Second is the anime, it's beautiful (visually and story wise)
@ConorsFitness
Thanks
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Blood Mist Visuals Yess please !! keep doing what you doing !! it's channels like urs that make YouTube a unique platform for creators ...!
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Broken your gone, rest peacefully you’ve forever changed my life
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Camden Lee still having a hard time accepting his unfortunate passing 💔
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Camden Lee me too