THE ONLY TIME I FEEL ALIVE
XXXTentacion Lyrics

Why the only time I feel alive is when I wanna die?
The singer only feels truly alive when they are consumed by thoughts of death.

Yeah, tellin' me, "You can be the one," yeah
Someone is telling the singer that they can be successful and achieve their goals.

And, honestly, I don't really buy it, yeah
The singer does not believe the person who is telling them that they can be successful.

Hoe, shut up, be quiet
The artist wants someone to stop talking and to be quiet.

Just spend the night and suck dick, it's up
The artist is suggesting that someone spend the night with them and engage in sexual activity.

Yes, my diamonds white like some dice, like some rice
The singer's diamonds are white, like dice or rice.

Just like spice, shawty entice
The singer's diamonds are enticing, like a spice.

It got price, I don't check, I just buy
The diamonds have a high value, but the artist does not check the price before purchasing them.

My bih bi-, fuck your lil' bih
The artist is expressing a desire to have sex with their partner, and does not care about anyone else's partner.

Pussy so fye, she on my dick
The artist is attracted to their partner because they have good sexual chemistry.

That's what I like
The singer enjoys having good sexual chemistry with their partner.

Killin' 'em makin' me feel alive again ('gain)
The artist feels alive when they are successful and victorious over others.

Niggas so pussy, yeah, they ovulent (yeah)
The singer believes that their opponents are weak and cowardly.

Pull up, they run it, I get
When the singer approaches, their opponents run away from them.

All of the money, my mouth
The singer has a lot of money, and is showing it off by displaying it in their mouth, possibly through grills.

Flooded in diamonds, and it's obvious (uh, yes)
The artist has a lot of diamonds, and it is clear to others.

I'ma beat a bad bitch, back break her (uh)
The artist is boasting about their ability to have sex with attractive women and physically dominate them.

Dick in her mouth, she say it taste like suckin' banana
The woman is performing oral sex on the singer, and she is comparing the taste to that of a banana.

Or Tropicana or Fanta
The woman is comparing the taste of the singer's penis to that of popular fruit juices.

I bust all up in her, then I'm skatin' (I'm skatin', uh)
The artist ejaculates inside the woman, then leaves quickly afterwards.

Back to the block, I'm posted with ten toes
The artist returns to their neighborhood and stands outside with their friends.

Skin-headed niggas, I'm murkin' shit, bitch, don't
The artist and their friends are intimidating and capable of violence.

Think for a minute we close, I just player talk smooth
The singer is charismatic and knows how to talk to people, but that does not mean they are friends with everyone.

To you ass simple hoes, I'm that nigga
The artist is confident and considers themselves to be superior to others.

Ten rack stuffies in pockets of my denim
The singer has $10,000 in cash in their pockets.

Damn, bitch, my jeans are carrying your Civic
The singer's jeans are so heavy with cash that they are comparable in weight to a car.

Bitch, I get paid to talk in your city
The singer uses their charisma to make money, possibly through performances or speaking events.

Think you fuck with me, nigga, yeah, you silly
Anyone who thinks they can challenge or compete with the artist is foolish.

Ooh-ooh, oh, oh
Sound effects, not intended to convey meaning.

Ooh-ooh, oh, ah
Sound effects, not intended to convey meaning.

Ooh-ooh, oh, ah
Sound effects, not intended to convey meaning.

Ooh-ooh
Sound effects, not intended to convey meaning.